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[ink-the-squid-gremlin]

Vent post! (TW: Mentions of suicide)

I wish my suicide attempt last night worked. I fucking hate being alive so much. I dread every weekend because of how shitty of a person my manager is. I hate this job so much that I would rather be dead that deal with her shit every weekend. She constantly puts me down, verbally hate crimes me, and just straight up bully’s me. I fucking hate it. The last straw was when she told me to give up being an animator, and honestly she’s kind of right. I should just give up. I’m never going to amount to anything so why am I even still alive. All I do is cause problems to those around me anyways, so I’d be doing the people around me a favor by killing myself.

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Tired and frustrated reminder that if you think ace/aro people don’t face legitimate struggles or are not a valid part of the LGBT+ community, I don’t want you interacting with my blog and content. You make my friends feel unwanted and unsafe, and that shit doesn’t fly here.

Leave.

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Is it bad that I don’t immediately jump to cover other people’s shifts at work anymore? 

I want to be the good employee, but it feels like people have realized I’m kind of...a doormat, and always expect me to pick up shifts and extended hours as a result. ;~;

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Boy am I excited to get up bright and early to deal with the landlord :’)

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tfw your TA tells you everything is wrong with your midterm but still gives you almost full points

:3c

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Had a panic attack in class and started crying b/c I don't understand the material and the teacher won't slow down long enough for me to catch up. End me. :,)

[ink-the-squid-gremlin]

That moment when you finally listen to more songs from a band that essentially made your 2021 anthem and now you’re crying and missing 2021 because you miss how happy of a person you were back then🙃🥲

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Welp, now my phone is broken. Things certainly keep happening.