I know for a fact (for myself), that everything happens for a reason. I’m aware of the character development I have to go through but goodness gracious😬🙃. I literally feel like I am watching myself in second person go through what I’m going through. I’m telling myself everything I need to do in order to complete this mini life course but, I just can’t seem to gain any traction or keep up a consistent pace. I tell myself to be patient and just let things take their natural course but on the other hand Im rushing myself bc I “know” what I have to do. Like fighting with yourself is soooo frustrating and it’s even more frustrating when you have work, school, and just other responsibilities you have to take care of. The challenge at hand is showing me that I need not make external objects/beings be the root cause of my happiness and source for validation, that’s why I’m feeling “lonely/alone” bc I need some shadow work, but again, DAAAAMMNNNN MAAAAN!!! I think I just need a long ass hug but ain’t nobody around to give me one. Everyone’s busy and I totally respect/get that but I need someone man, just for 30mins so I can feel like I’m not going insane. And with that ima end this post with a shoulder shrug and the saying “it be like that sometimes”.