#inner weather

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i’ve been doing pretty good. keeping myself busy is really working for me. the only thing id that my back is hurting again. gotta hide it and pretend everything is okay.

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i’m down 10 lbs just from fasting. i’ve been eating normally (1,500–2,000 cals) and exercising since the new year, no binge days. time to lose more weight for this summer.

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this year’s goal: a lean, thinspo-worthy body, with some ass.

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my ballet teacher said, “it’s so cool that in that type of ballet they let all sizes dance.”

she didn’t say i was fat.

my brain did.

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starting from tomorrow (12/17) these will be my rules:

- 10k steps. no less.

- 1l minimum of water and just one sf drink that is not over 10 calories.

- 100 sit-ups. 100 crunches. 20 pushups.

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let’s fast until new years.

- i can do it.

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locking myself in the room until i hit my ugw