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Projects period cramps onto one of your system's headmates but I'm not telling you which one
Oh no :c
I GOT THE NOTF THAT WE ARE MOOTS NOW WTFFF
HI NEW MOOT
2. What movie have you watched most recently? What did you think of it? 3. what are you looking forward to right now? 4. if you could do anything at all today, what would it be? 6. What's your hair routine like? Anything special? 7. what's your favorite way to travel? Is there a mode of travel you haven't done that you want to experience? 10. do you play or follow any sports? & elaborate on that? 11. what kind of music is stuck in your head a lot lately? 12. dishes or laundry? 13. what's something you learned recently? 14. if you could give a TED talk on anything, what would you talk about? 15. What's a piece of advice you find yourself giving a lot? 16. what's a piece of advice you would give to yourself five years ago? 17. do you believe in luck and superstition? Do you carry any lucky items or follow any lucky rules? 18. Are you musical? Play any instruments or sing? Would you ever perform for an audience? (i know you sing, other details please <3 ) 19. Write, type, or speak? 20. what do you wish someone would ask you?
sorry if the ask's too long with all the questions written out, but i keep losing the original post lmao
only answer the ones you like if there's too many 👍
Imo there's never too many questions, I was actually also gonna send an ask to you with the majority of numbers but I got nervous or wtv tf emotions are and narrowed it down, I was also going to include the original questions in there but the little stupid part of my brain convinced me it would be annoying rather than convenient for you I gen don't even know anyways uhh
2: I watched approximately 2/3 of Iron Lung with my dad, I liked it a bit since I like a lot of things with subtle information all around and shit that people tend to find boring, but my dad didn't really like it and I was trying to wait for him to watch the rest and haven't got to finish it. We rented it that time we watched it so whenever I get around to watching the rest I'm just gonna pirate it, already gave Mark his money lol
3: Uhh I started doing a webcomic around last month on my main acc (sorry no link) and it gets a consistent ~1 comment per page so I look forward to maybe reading that in a couple days. I'm also looking forward to seeing how the fic I'm currently reading ends (M.C. Esher that's my favorite MC by Unda, read it right now I swear it's not NEARLY as stupid as the title sounds. Also read Alternate Universe by Unda it's one of my favorites) and to work on a fic that's technically under my main but is on anon that's very near and dear to my soul. And another non-anon fic I have in the works for my main that's mostly planned out, excited to write that. One of these days I'll finish the first part of my beloved bird fic, too.
4: eat oranges. Specifically the canned little shits. Lucky for me I have a fuckass can of probably 5 year old oranges waiting for me on the counter as we speak. I have no idea why I am not currently eating them, brains are weird sometimes, but I desperately crave that specifically. And the grapes my dad should be bringing home soon, it is a tragedy that the human body needs foods other than grapes, oranges, and chocolate to sustain itself.
6: uhhh I just wash it, sometimes condition it and almost always forget to not put conditioner on the roots of my hair since I literally just learned maybe 6 months ago that you're not supposed to do that. When I go out, I straighten it but try to maintain the waves in my hair as much as possible. I personally like how my hair looks when I end up showering early enough that I don't lay down until it's dry and is all over the place but in like, an organized-ish way instead of literally in every single direction documented by man. Uh what I mean to say is I do jack shit with my hair and almost prefer just washing it and leaving it alone, and that is exactly what I do with it when I have nowhere to be. My short but unwieldy barely-curly hair makes me feel very masculine in a very ass backwards way that I have no way of describing.
7: walking or biking. I think I'd like riding a motorcycle but I don't exactly have one to test that with. Car for far distances ig.
This has nothing to do with any questions but it's very important everyone knows that my mother's cat was just licking the bare tortilla I just made. Literally nothing in it, the ferocious domesticated beast simply craves flour.
10: no I'm a boring bitch </3 the closest I get to following any teams is that I'll sometimes watch gymnastics or swimming when the olympics is going on lmao. I kinda wanna try out soccer some time but like in a non obligational way. One day I'll convince my friend to do soccer with me on the weekends, one day...
11: oh we may not like this one, mostly things about SA and anything I can get my hands on that gives paraphilic guilt vibes (literally if anyone knows a single song like this, SEND IT TO ME) since my two constant emotions of "omg guys did you know I was SA'd as a child :(((" and "oh no fuck me I'm gonna kill myself for being a dirty paraphile I'm so awful" are acting up lmao /nav
12: laundry, I hate getting my arms and chest all fucking soaked from dishes. I feel dirty for like 2 hours after and also never feel like whatever I washed was clean plus folding and hanging laundry is like super methodical and shit I can just be listening to some shit and zone out and I think that's great.
13: I mentioned that one thing earlier about conditioner lol. I can't think of anything that's not depressing that I've learned. Something something insert long stupid rant about my attachment style and how I really don't appreciate it being like that.
14: I think something about trauma bonds, how people say they'll always stand with the victim until it's someone they love or family. Mostly about feelings of obligations to certain groups through to culture, trying uselessly to explain to people who were never hurt by a family member past the point of forgiveness that you don't have to love or be with your family above anything else. The blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb, all that.
15: Abuse is abuse, no matter how small or who it comes from. Also to FUCKING TALK TO PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS SAY ABOUT THEM BEFORE YOU DROP THEM. I had a long trauma dump about this whole drama thing with old friends but I don't want that out there, talk to your friends about rumors you hear for gods fucking sake. Cancel culture and just internet culture in general genuinely makes me want to stab myself.
16: I would tell myself, and I quote, "don't be mean to your 'best friend', douchebag, she didn't *do* anything" and that's about it. I called someone else my best friend somewhat around that time, long story, but basically any other time I mention a best friend it is NOT this person. She wasn't exactly the best friend ever and certainly wasn't my *best* friend, but she didn't deserve how I treated her constantly either. Probably my biggest regret, at least second biggest one, maybe.
17: I don't believe in luck, but I do have something of a belief in faith that I've actually been trying to kick. A sort of "what's going to happen will happen no matter what I do so why fight it" that's not especially healthy. I also believe somewhat in recent ancestors trying to guide us, as well as other living people. I swear I'll feel my sisters trying to guide me sometimes (I have 2 sisters who died shortly after birth btw, it's a great conversation starter), and when I was little I would talk to the moon and then a specific plush (that I ended up losing lmao) believing that my best friend could hear me through them, I would essentially pray to her as if she could do jack shit about anything going on with me from across the country. I've also definitely somewhat "prayed" to my aunt before to "save" me from my mother, and obviously life doesn't work like that so she doesn't know shit either. Anyway uh idrk so,,, moving on.
18: not especially, I just like music and singing. My parents ended up forcing me to play guitar and I still do lessons and all, I don't like it on it's own but it makes for a good thing to do with my hands *while* singing so i guess I somewhat enjoy it. I used to (and still do a little) want to make my own music, probably more on the electronic side than real instruments. I always just find it upsetting that nothing ever sounds how I want, lyrics sound shitty and I'm bad at playing guitar (a large part from memory issues, I'm not particularly inclined towards it so I know approxiately 15 chords out of the base maybe 50 you'd need to know to freestyle and shit. This information is probably also wrong because I genuinely couldn't really give a shit about playing guitar), my voice always sounds wrong (someone give me either an instant-transition potion or one that makes you stop being transgender for the love of the lord), and nothing ever goes together. You could probably say I'm somewhat naturally musical, I have a natural sense of rhythm (in weird specific way that ends up applying best to guitar) and imo a good natural sense of notes/sounds with singing. I've been made to play guitar in front of my family once or twice on a holiday, always some tricky shit that I'm embarrassed about after, but I REALLY would prefer not to play in front of an audience, the only except being maybe a youtube or tiktok audience watching a prerecorded video of me. No thanks for real people, FUCK that. I would reread this but fuck that as well, ignore if it makes very little sense. Hopefully that's enough other information idk. Ig sometimes I'll sing in front of friends when I end up being trapped with them in an episode of some sort and they get annoyed asf lmao but I won't sing for even them otherwise. The closest I get is sending someone, almost alwayd my best friend, a random audio of me singing and she scolds me for "pretending" I would never want to sing professionally (not pretend at all fuck doing concerts, if I can end up never doing one in my lifetime I will be happy)
19: probably write, I've always had an inclination towards metaphors and flowery words which could both capture the meaning and intricacies of how I feel and what I want to say while also, in a way, making it so that people who don't understand won't get the full picture. As much as I like bluntness, I hate to feel like I'm demeaning myself trying to dumb down something for someone who's never going to get it no matter how hard they try. If I already know someone will hate me for something, I can just tell them about it in a very roundabout way that is the complete truth at the end of the day, but that they'll never know and couldn't leave me for. Fucking hell it's the abandonment issues again someone stomp on them lmao. There's something about expressing things artfully rather than outright saying it that feels like protection to me. If any of this makes sense.
20: I mean ig I'd like if everyone ever asked me (and everyone else tbf) about their boundaries but at the end of the day I don't really give a shit. Moreover, a lot of the things I say have a lot of thought, subconscious or not, put into them that no one ever asks about before judging. People will see I like a certain thing and decide they don't like me for it before even asking why I like it. All and all, i just think there's a lot of intrinsic value in asking why that everyone glosses over. And people should especially ask me that, I, for some reason (cough cough because I'm a psychology nerd), enjoy looking over why I think certain things or have certain values. There's a lot of unsaid pondering in my brain about many things that I could genuinely fucking *yap* about for hours, I spend forever going over the same thing over and over again, analyzing every little event that would lead to any little thought or belief I have. Ironically, I have lost this train of thought and have no idea where I was going with this.
Anyway I've been writing this for like 3 hours and it's probably an honest-to-god essay that I do not feel like reading back on, just tell me if I accidentally said anything too personal or doxxable and otherwise idrc. If something doesn't make sense to y'all, it probably doesn't make sense to me either so just like, forget everything you just read.
fresh wheat. fresh wheat. fresh wheat.
[Error. Team member Wheatley is temporarily unavailable for answers at this time. Please try again.]Oh my god. Who broke him. ~Cassie
Ooh, such a pretty theme for a very pretty blog, owned by the prettiest woman known to man kind. 🩷
Are you flirting with me?
So how we feeling after seeing clubsos all over our feeds?
(seething with jealousy)
THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN MEEEEEE 😩 THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN WE 😩 we could have fallen in love on the dance floor 🥺
i don’t understand how i wasn’t given a personal invitation by ashton irwin himself 😩 i feel slighted, i feel unloved and unappreciated. after all these years this is how i get treated smh. can’t fuckin believe those guys 🤬
bonus content of every time i told my sister i hated them today + tiktok telling me to calm down under the cut:
Do u take requests?
If so, could u make a follow up on that n*oya x choso x reader fic
not censoring his name 😭
no i don’t take requests, but that is a relationship i want to explore more so there may be more for them in the future 🫶
you have such a nice way of putting words together 🥹 this might be the first time i've read a naoya fic lmao
lil ol’ me? 🥺 thank you my love 🫶
i love being the reason people read naoya fics and i’m glad you enjoyed 🙂↕️