#insomnia chronicles

[body-knows-best]

I caught 5 hours of sleep which would be fine except my interview for a day shift PACU position is today and now I have hours to get nervous abt it.

I booked myself a massage tomorrow afternoon for the first time ever 😌 my shoulders and upper back are a mess. So, it’ll be a nice comfort if the interview doesn’t go well, and a wonderful celebration if it does. Please send me good vibes, I haven’t interviewed in YEARS

[ledzeppelinmixtape]

wish house was a real doctor so i could be his mystery insomniac patient and after giving me horse tranquilizers and still not falling asleep he just hits me in the head with his cane and im out like a light

[constellationscribeofthedamned]

What's sleep against trying to attain psychosis by insomnia

[narcan-necromancer]

[thesealfriend]

It's nearly 6am

I still can't sleep

And the gentle dawn chorus of tweeting birds has been replaced by two pigeons yelling at each other

give me strength

[bethlehem-boulevard]

exquisite—elocutions empty—emotionless evacuating—entryways embers—extinguished

for all of the times we say so many things that say nothing at all

tonight I’ll be your hot air balloon I'll carry you far—far way from land these long—winded words will gently lift you from the land of wistful—awareness to a threshold of blissful—dreams

embers—extinguished evacuating—entryways empty—emotionless exquisite—elocutions

[kinkykinard]

About to go in and fail Classics.

Wish me luck, fam.

[body-knows-best]

Yesterday: got home from work, knew I wouldn’t sleep, so I cleaned my kitchen and my bathroom. Fell asleep around 12pm. Woke up at 2pm. Maintenance came by to fix my swamp cooler and didn’t believe that the “high cool” setting was once an option (first of all. I lived here last summer and it was definitely an option. Second of all, why would that be a setting on my switch if it wasn’t an option?). I politely told him I was pretty sure I was right, and he very condescendingly said “I’ll check it out if that makes you feel better.” WELL I WAS RIGHT. Anyway.

Cleaned my room, went to the store, cleaned out the fridge, walked the dogs, took a melatonin around 5:30 pm. So sleepy by 6:30. Asleep by 7. And I didn’t wake up until 7:30 am. I COULD CRY. I need that sleep so badly and I was sure it wouldn’t come bc melatonin normally doesn’t do anything for me. AND I WOKE UP TO A CLEAN HOUSE!