headcanons: 11, 13, 22, 29, 30
Detailed headcanon meme || Accepting
11. Intellectual pursuits?
He does like to better himself and he’s more or less willing to try and do anything. Right now, considering he’s been alive for only a little over a year and a half-ish. He’s diving into being a police officer and why he’s on patrol right now. He started out as a detective, ended up getting a job offer to be a paralegal and duel work it for a year. Working as a paralegal in the morning an officer / detective at night. He quickly grew tired of working as a paralegal after seeing how unjust it was and switched to following in his brother’s footsteps to get his police badge. Something that he’s doing for himself because he wants to and not because someone suggested him too.
He’ll maybe want to branch off into other sectors of the justice system and maybe even become ems or a firefighter. Anything that deals with being good and making a difference, he’ll at some point want to do.
13. Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?
Connor sees himself as an asexual, having no real desire to have sex or tempted it for several reasons. Somewhat because of the Eden Club leaving a bad impression on him. He is, however, demisexual and really just wants to do all the cute couple stuff, wants to be there for someone and someone be there for him but figures because of his reputation and general way of being, no one would ever consider it or be patient enough to wait on him to be comfortable in his own skin. There is SO much more so this, which will probably come with the headcanon update I want to do at some point but a lot of it is on him and his own trust issues.
22. Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
Nothing that won’t cause him anxiety. ‘Do I write on the paper? Draw on the paper? Work on the paper? Am I allowed to use the paper? Am I expected to use the paper? What is this paper for? Who does it belong to? should I find the owner of this paper? should I ask permission?’ and the list goes on.
Connor has very poor self-confidence because every time he thought he was doing something right, it turned out to be wrong or someone got upset, which now leaves him extremely indecisive, which highly stresses him out because he doesn’t know what action should be the right one and he’s scared poeple will get upset with him. He’ll overthink everything and why he distracts himself and keeps himself busy.
29. Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)
Honestly? Connor would probably work best under this kind of pressure. Using the example of the house on fire, he can give himself several key things to accomplish in the order of importance. 1. Call for the fire department. 2. Clear the house of people/pets. 3. Make sure they are safe. 4. try and contain the fire if possible and wait on the fire department. He’ll let anything that isn’t alive burn because objects are replaceable, lives aren’t and will do anything in his power to save something he deems as alive.
30. Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)
He’ll not know how to function and probably lose all motivation to do anything for a while. He doesn’t know how to deal with loss and internalize everything. If they were to die suddenly and he wasn’t around to witness it. He’d probably for through the five stages of grief but if he’s somehow responsible, whether it is accidental or caused by his indecision, very little will convince him not to be deactivated.