Saying bye it never easy. It really stresses me out. I hate leaving people that I know care about me a lot and having to leave a place that I can be myself in. I hate the real world it sucks. It is so pointless sometimes. and everyone is so selfish. I don't wanna face it. I'm sad because I get tired of facing it everyday. I'm happy but I am not. I don't want to deal with all these pointless stresses and sadness. I wish it was all over but it's only going to get worse..and I'm worried about the future. I am stressed about being stressed. And saying bye means leaving some people that I really care about back to a place that gives me a massive headache sometimes. Ugh I am sad. And I have been this whole break because I couldn't stop thinking about the end of it. UGH this is a huge rant that won't even mean anything in a week. Peace.