I'm avoiding doing many things so I'm gonna be posting a lot. Lmao.
Anyone else just feel like their adhd just destroyed their confidence as an adult. Like if it didn't as child going into the workforce will mess you up.
I'm a little bitter because i went to two different second round interviews and was rejected by both. I know in the long-run it's for the best.
I just feel like I'm bad at talking about or advocating for myself and that lack of confidence shows up in interviews.
Interviews in general just feel like a shit experience online it's easier. You can write things down and eye contact isn't as bad.
In person it's more noticable if you are looking at the bookcase behind them or they see you writing questions down .
I'm also on a lower dose of meds and idk if they are working or if i jist need higher anti anxiety.
But i just feel like a zombie and it totally stuck. I have shit insurance and need a therapist and an adhd coach.
Tbh my last job like 50% of my office had adhd (diagnosed) including my direct supervisor and a coworker i shared an office with. It was great although i was the only one medicated lmao.
