2017-4-30 I am called to shoot some photos witnessing a fundraiser organized by Samuel J in honour of Mikael King, one of the avatars who requires the real support of the community for a devastating fall to his back. It is beautiful to see so many people gathered for a good cause. Though a bright gathering, I am in a mood as I wander about the premise, my classic discontent with the mortal condition rising to the surface. Though there is beauty all around me, there is dissatisfaction at the requirement of * ongoing * process to raise one's vibration, to process the bile within the body regarding being human. As Kundra Rose wisely observes, I am not so used to the nature of being human, and more easily discontent with the necessities of consant clearing. Such is both my strength and challenge, coming to this plane for the first time (without past lives), I still Remember the God-realms. Such is the bright blessing that has allowed me to create Into the Mythica for the People. Yet for the same reason, I must make extra effort to enjoy what seems like endlessly repetitive banality. I am thankful that I live on one of the highest octaves of potential human existence and have opportunity to showcase the road to a better reality, yet bitterness still holds sway in my deepest Heart. I wish to replace this with Love, for the Self, for the human condition, in constancy, that I may be of greater Service and alignment. And while many would say I am in constant service and virtue, such is my own unrelenting demand of Self, that I find peace with this carousel of endless chatter. By God's mercy, there is respite. As the night progresses, somehow I find myself in tantric, mystical union with a fellow avatar. In such sweetness and true connection, I embody once again the Joy of being human, a bright reminder that desipte the mundanity and constant process required to birth the new paradigm, there is Grace, holding space for the desires-as-yet unknown in the undiscovered territory of the Self. #intothemythica #peterfae #magickisreal