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[introvertedlife2021]

To have friends, or not have friends? That is the question.

I’ve often thought of myself as someone who gives great advice, pretty stellar at relationships, passionate, and steady in my morals. I considered myself someone who would be great in anyone’s life, but that seems to be a tad bit of narcissism and I’m not cool with that. Over the past few years, I’ve simply thought that I’d come into contact with a lot of really shitty humans and somehow hit the unlucky draw. I failed to see anything that was truth trying to shine though this very unfortunate and pessimistic outlook on the world. I have been getting into regular arguments with everyone and seem to find myself atop a high horse just wanting to tell myself “get the fuck down!” You know how they say if it seems like everyone else is the problem, maybe the problem is actually you? Yea, that’s starting to trickle its way into thoughts and is beginning to really resonate with me. 

I had always found myself on the outer part of the circle and enjoyed hanging out with friends in one on one settings rather than in a group. The group setting felt draining to me and I found myself exhausted by the end of the evening. I found myself wanting to be liked by everyone around me, but at the same time refused to beg for their attention. I find it difficult to put a smile on my face when I’m angry at someone and just “act nice”. I feel like I am being fake if I do that and I never want to be fake with someone. Hell, I’m terrible at holding onto secrets as well... I am honest to a fault and that can get me into trouble. However, why are we a society that has to be fake and why can’t we just be honest with each other? It would make the world a lot simpler of a place. My fiance wanted me to play nice so that I could use one of the appliances in a house of people that I no longer liked to be around. I was happier to take what I needed elsewhere and not play fake to get something that I want. I feel like it is easier on everyone if I just remove myself from the situation. 

I’ve often looked into my personality type trying to have a better understanding of who I am and chalked most of the above behaviours to my extreme introverted nature. I don’t like to stir shit up, I like to be alone and recharge and not have anyone trying to tell me that I’ve done something wrong. Being alone is just easier and for those around me who are very social, they look at me and tell me to make some friends and that I “need” them. But what if I don’t want friends? Does that make me a bad person? The only reason I would look for friends would be to please my fiance. She has many friends and I love being around all of them, but she looks at me and tells me I need to make some when I’m happy without. We’re getting married and I can see us standing up at the front with a bridal party of only her people. Mine won’t be there because they don’t exist and that’s the saddest image of all for me. I would have my family and that’s all and I even find myself pushing away from them too. I isolate myself so that I don’t have a chance of hurting someone and in turn hurting myself when they get upset at me. I’ll beat myself up for a long time and I’d rather just avoid that interaction entirely.

I was reading an article that said that 1 in 5 people do not have friends and that there is nothing wrong with it and it is actually normal. This makes sense to me to try and understand myself and not feel like an alien, but other people have trouble understanding it. Other people have trouble understanding me. What’s easier, finding friends and pleasing everyone else while being miserable, or, have no friends and avoid everyone and be happy? It’s a big weighted scale of a decision and I truly do not know what I’m going to decide. 

[xaraxaraswrld]

Is it okayyyy to not share your feelings to anybody.....!!!!!!!!.....I know that's not okayyy...but what can I do...if I'm like this....I don't wanna hurt anyone....so it's okayy..for me to get hurt...

[xaraxaraswrld]

Am I becoming.. antisocial..or is it okay to ignore ppl......!!!!!!!!!! #introvertedlife #introvertproblems #introwheels https://www.instagram.com/p/CEhoCshJVcCq5nt9s-8EbZ04rJHw1FNO9hu1P00/?igshid=6hsqrs8ztf1r

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[christianandnerdy]

Rules introverts live by Repost from @introvertedinka using @RepostRegramApp - Rules Of Introversion No. 10 If you must go to a public event (birthday party, concert, etc) take your own means of transportation to to that event, never allow someone to drive you there, lest you become their captor. #rulesofintrovertion #introvertmemes #introvertedlife #socialdistancing #introvertedinka #inkasoto #introvertmemes #introvertedproblems https://www.instagram.com/p/B-z2wnFlYnV/?igshid=m1z97kdrkwdz

[wearwolfapparel]

😂🤣 Painfully accurate. I'm getting better at my public interactions, though. ------------------------------------------------------ Reposted from @introvert.daily (@get_regrann) - 💯 who of you watched the joker? ————— ---- 📹 Created and don't get forget follow : @beinginfp Love You and Thank you very much ! 💝 💓 #introvertnation #introvertidos #introverttravel #introvertsparadise #introvertedlife #introvertgirl #introvertlifestyle #introverthumor #introvertsbelike #socialintrovert #introvertcoach #introvertedintuition #introvertquotes #introvertpower #introvert_ #introverttime #introvertedaf #introvertprobs #introvertproblems #introvertedmom #introvertedboss #introvertida #worldintrovertday #introvertheaven (at Urban Shaman Company) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4pWBs5BVuT/?igshid=9hqym5wr4irk

[wearwolfapparel]

Give yourself permission to be successful. Do yourself the honor of taking the time out to heal and change how you think about yourself. You deserve joy and growth. ---------------------------------------‐----------- Reposted from @introvert.daily (@get_regrann) - Drop a 💙 if you agree.. ---- 📸 Created and don't get forget follow : @souls_connecting Love You and Thank you very much ! 💗 💕 #introvertedlife #introvertcommunity #worldintrovertday #introvertsofinstagram #introvertbelike #introvert_ #introvertprobs #introverti #introverts #introvertmeme #lifeofanintrovert #introvertproblem #introvertforlife #introvertcoach #introvertfitness #introvertidos #introvertedintuition #introvertmom #introvertmode #introvertiert #introvertthoughts #introverttips (at Urban Shaman Company) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4UkKstBjUj/?igshid=1wu75dua4c80r