#inyeri

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I let you treat me like a yo yo and the string snapped. What did you think would happen lmao

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I've woken up again and I want it to stay like this as long as I can.

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Justin is queer

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Wish I had more control over my sorrows but I guess I can’t expect to change something like that. But knowing how strong I feel, it does make me happy that I can feel gratitude and appreciation so strongly for the people I have. I know that the darkest parts of me are scary in that I appear to give up but that is a lie. It is just the depression and lies I let myself believe in due to half-truths and distrust and maybe a little too much despair. I guess I just have to relax and trust in the people I have now. I just don’t know what’s going to happen if I lose someone again lmao

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Constantly in a state of extreme sorrow, nausea, and loneliness

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What even is a friend? I honestly don't even know anymore.

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I just want to throw up

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I need to get angry or happyyyyyyy