I might actually yell at a kid...DUDE YOU DO NOT NEED TO WALK PAST ME TO GET TO YOUR SEAT WHEN YOU'VE SHOWN THAT YOU CAN WALK ALL THE WAY TO THE WALL AND UP TO YOUR SEAT!
No you DON'T need to wait for me to get to the stairs.
No you DON'T need to stand at the top of the stairs waiting for me.
I had choir today and for our next performance one of the songs has a solo part and a girl came in that originally not from my choir group and she sang like an angel and after practice I went ahead to tell her that and she smiled and said thank you and I just stood there for a milisecond and my brain immediately shut itself down in embarrassment and I lowered my head then turned around and ran out of the room so fast like I was y/n
So this is what I will start saying when people ask me how is choir
Why the fuck did I do that I just complimented her wtf
I managed to get my hands on the pen charger, so I can draw digitally again, woohoo :D
However...
We're, like, childhood friends, so I obviously couldn't say no 😭
Still, hate when this happens cuz I always feel like I'm fucking shit up whenever I draw for somebody else. I want their drawings to be good, even perfect, but I feel like they end up worse compared to the ones I'm randomly drawing for myself out of boredom, idk if you guys know what I'm talking about.
Like, I always fear that they won't like it and that they'll think I did it just to shut them up, but it clearly ain't like that, yk what I mean??? 😖
Lately, I’ve been seeing a lot of posts about emotional and mental abuse, and a lot of them were relatable and stuff. So.....I was wondering if you guys could read my experiences and tell me if it’s emotional/mental abuse....? I just want to know, and I don’t want to accuse my parents of something they haven’t done.
My parents are amazing, but they threaten to punish me by not letting me do choir and plays at school if I take too much time with my homework, knowing that music and acting is one of they ways I cope with my depression/anxiety, and if I stopped doing those things, I would be even worse off than I am now. Also, they keep telling me I need to lose weight (which I do, I’m medically overweight) but in really rude ways, and they always accuse me when food goes missing, and when I try to tell them it wasn’t me, they yell at me and tell me to stop lying. It’s hurt me a lot and made me insecure about my way, and I’m constantly afraid that they’re going to take choir and music away from me.
Would you guys consider this emotional/mental abuse, or am I just averreacting like usual?