Sep 10, 2024
MISSA HAS A FUCKIGN PHIL STICKER ON HIS MIC IMFUCKIGN ILL IM SICK IM THROWGN UP AND CRYING IM SICK ON THE FLOOR
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MISSA HAS A FUCKIGN PHIL STICKER ON HIS MIC IMFUCKIGN ILL IM SICK IM THROWGN UP AND CRYING IM SICK ON THE FLOOR
I'm gonna fucking bawl, actually.
He had to out himself in February under horrific circumstances, but now he gets to actually just. Say it. With pride. Voluntarily. :')
I'm gonna throw up I miss it so much
How it felt to be a qPhil POV main
Hold on I need to be mentally ill about Veterans Duo for a minute here.
When I was rewatching Phil's lore from Birdhouse to the end of the Ender King Possession Arc, I realized that every single time. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. Something happens, Fit is the FIRST person Phil confides in.
He does it when he tells him about the Birdhouse.
He does it when Rose makes her first appearance in the back of Lullah's garden.
He does it when Ender King makes his first appearance with the amethyst in the bunker and the whole setup in Missa's shark tank. Fit is the first and only non-egg he name-drops Ender King to.
Not part of the lore I'm talking about, but he does it when he checks the bunker during the Election Banquet to see that Chayanne & Lullah are at home sleeping like he told them to be, thus confirming the Chayanne & Lullah at the Banquet are imposters. Fit is the first person he shows the picture of the real ones sleeping.
And every fucking time, Fit unconditionally believes him, drops everything he's doing to find Phil and listen to him and reassure him. Every time Phil apologizes or downplays his own distress, Fit rebuffs and insists he's right and it's okay and what he's feeling is real, at least to him, and that's important. Phil isn't burdening him.
When Phil tells him about the Birdhouse? He believes him. When they see if the Birdhouse is still where it should be and it's not? Fit still believes him. He says he's not the type to hallucinate and make things up.
When Rose's flowers and horse skull portrait are gone when Phil brings him and Pac back there to see it? Fit still believes him. He even says Phil wouldn't lie about something like this. An almost exact repeat of what he said about the Birdhouse.
When it becomes apparent that only Phil could see the amethyst and other items from Ender King, and when they disappear completely? Fit believes him. And he doesn't question or downplay anything to do with Ender King. He accepts what Phil is saying, period.
The trust between them is SO STRONG. The fact that Phil is very much the type you have to twist his arm to make him confess what's stressing him out because he chronically tries to shoulder it all himself to avoid burdening anyone because he's insistent that he has to be strong enough to handle things on his own (something deeply rooted in him due to his Hardcore nature). And yet. Without fail, he will confide in Fit immediately. And without fail, Fit comes running, listens fully, validates it all, and promises to do what he can to help.
Veterans Duo makes me fucking insane man.
Absolutely love how Roier fans slap "oier" after every new little thing or persona he makes up just like we Philza fans do to Phil. Killza. Murdoier. We are cousins.
I miss Archivists. I miss the days where Phil would take 100 photos of anything even mildly suspicious or strange to unload en masse on Cellbit the next time he saw him, like was trying to get a good grade in Ordo Theoritas
[Said to Phil]
That is incredibly gay but also a raw as fuck line. That goes hard. Etoiles fucks.