in your perfect and canon universe, do misha and ilia ever have bad sex? not bad as in harmful but... not enjoyable, awkward, whatever they're doing doesn't really work, and so on. if they do, how do they feel about it? they're both such intense perfectionists but also trust each other so completely, i'd love to hear your take on it! only if you want to answer of course :)!
hi anon!!!
this is a rly fun question! nfsw discussions under the cut :]
i think they wouldn't necessarily describe it as bad sex, more so just mishaps or things not working out. here's a list of silly misadventures i imagine they've had :]
both of them have finished pretty fast after going so long without seeing each other
one time misha finished on ilia's face and it got in his eye. it was a whole situation with his contacts. ilia was paranoid that he was going to wake up with his eye still red
one day, after a long day of skating, they both had to abort mission before they even got their clothes off because they were both falling asleep. it was the first night they fell asleep in each other's arms without hooking up first
one time they were going at it and the bed creaked so loudly that they were scared that they broke it. it was a false alarm but they did in fact pause to check because the thought of explaining to kazfed why misha racked up an extra charge on his hotel room for damaged property sounded like a nightmare
both of them have had their voice crack during dirty talk and the other has to try not to laugh
i think that since they started off friends and were always just happy to see each other, moments like these either break the ice when the dynamic is new and also are just are funny enough to not ruin the mood entirely. they're both so fond of each other that they can do no wrong in each other's eyes so these are just moments that they can laugh at and appreciate being human together after such long stretches of being apart :')
p.s. there's another silly moment like this in the final part of later: clearblue edition! it's been very fun to write hehe
This is for you , thank you for inspiring me with your Misha and Ilia 💘😭. Feel free to post it wherever you want. 🥹
Malysh." His voice sounds rough and the word sounds unfamiliar on his lips. He's never called Misha that before, but now it's all he can think to say.
He falls into Misha's arms. Maybe Misha falls into his. Maybe the universe threw them against each other because it knew that's where they both belong.
i genuinely burst into tears seeing this in my inbox!!!! this is so unbelievably beautiful and exactly how i imagined this moment to look :') thank u so so so much for this i love it so so much 🫶🫶🫶🫶
just wanted to tell you that your series is one of the best there is and i love it endlessly and have reread it countless times, and every time i notice a new detail and fall in love all over again. it's so so good and i like your writing so much !!!
what!!!!! this means so much coming from u!!!!! im obsessed w for always, i get giddy every time theres a new chapter!!!! thank u so much for ur kind words angel <33 i should have a new fic out by the end of this week :]
hi!! is ilia written to have asd in later? if he is, coming from someone with autism, it’s written really well!! maybe it’s coincidental, but i feel like it fits :)
hii!!!
yes!!! i don't ever say it explicitly in the work, but yes, he's autistic in the laterverse :] it started happening by accident but then i decided it fit! i'm autistic too, and i think a lot of his autistic traits ended up mirroring my own LOL
i'm glad you think it's written well! that means a lot to me :')
I was wondering, since you said that you are going to write more Shailinin fics ( for which I'm so grateful!) , are they going to be AUs, historical fictions or something else?
I'm very curious, if you can share any thoughts, please... 🥹
i have a few AUs in mind! one more thought out than the others, not giving too much away it takes place in modern day in a world where they're not pro skaters :)
loooove your fics! ty for posting and sharing and always doing it so consistently, have adored everything you’ve written. :) i was wondering if you’ve ever considered writing any other ilia ships? genuinely curious lol i love shailinin but just wondered!
hi anon!!!
your appreciation of my work means so much to me :') thank you!!! however im afraid im too shailinin brained to write ilia with anyone else :p partly bc i write from misha's pov so often and i don't think i could write from any else's pov as easily as i do his, and also i am just wholly and completely shailininized LOL
hii, i love ur writing style and i was wondering if you’d ever consider writing some shailinin angst whether in your laterverse or as a seperate fic
hi!!!
i think the closest i've come to really writing angst was my february 13th fic and when i say that writing that fic had me in helllll😭😭😭 i am so sensitive and struggle so much w writing true angst! as of right now i cant think of any outright serious angst that im planning on writing, but who knows! i tend to get carried away when i write so it might materialize anyway LOL