#istilllikeyou

[vegan-burger-extra-cheese]

Roses are red,

Violets are blue,

You have a big head,

But I still like you!

[sketchquote]

I still like you I’m just tired of trying. #istilllikeyou #ilikeyou https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn9t1Rsg1O3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hxv1l34gt332

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[malamikart]

Dried fruit pineapple speaks. #artoftheday #artmeme #introvert #introversion #introvertarts #introvertartist #introvertproblems #introvertsareawesome #introverting #pineapple #ilikeyou #istilllikeyou

[socakween]

If only

Man If only, you fantasized about love As much as I fantasize about trying to love you

[dearieprincess]

01022016:: ZS & I tried again

Monday - Didnt like this particular Monday cos I fucked up for a piece of work. I was sent into a self doubt situation for the whole of the weekend. I asked myself what got into me.. why didnt I do what I needed to do? 

Whole morning was like sh*t. But I had lunch appointment with Lynn. I decided that I will tell Lynn about my breakup. I told her that I broke up with him and she told me that she had suspected it, just that she didnt want to ask. 

And I thought all this while, I was ok.. but obviously I wasnt. I almost tear up when I was telling her that. Lynn told me that it is ok cos it better off that I am happy then I am not. Which is something that I agreed. But I never thought I would have a relapse, as what Joo had mentioned. 

That’s when I realised, maybe I really hasnt recovered. And that is when realised that I have sunk back into the non-eating again. I am not eating not solely becos I am stressed at work but also that I am having a relapse. 

I went back to work and eventually headed to the forum in the evening cos I needed to get a hot drink. There I bumped into another colleague and we had some discussion. I saw ZS at work and he saw me too. 

ZS was on the other side when he first saw me, and while I was speaking to someone he was then on the same side as me. Our line of sight met but we kept a distance as we were both busy. But while the other person was on the phone and wasnt talking to me, he walked towards me. My intuition told me that he wanted to speak with me but becos the other person hang up the phone and started talking to me, ZS backed off. 

We tried and we knew we tried hard for this conversation that didnt happen. The fact that he did try to make the effort to speak to me was the only consolation to me. 

Let us both try harder to get back together ok :) 

[dearieprincess]

I do, I still do

[dearieprincess]

I know exactly how this feel. I tried it and it hurt badly, very badly. The more I tried to let ZS go, the more I fell in love with him. The more I love him, the more I missed Us and it hurts. But when I did it slowly, it didn't hurt so much.. give time time cos it helps. My heart still beat fast yday when I saw him but I can don't bring myself to speak with him, that's an achievement. Well done, Princess ☺