it's stupid and childish but i am genuinely kind of mourning my laptop. i got it as a birthday gift. ive had it for years. it was basically the first computer that entirely belonged to me. i made so many memories on it. i don't even know if im gonna be able to carry my mods and savefiles over to another computer. as stupid as it sounds, having to accept that it might actually be permanently dead,, feels a bit like i just lost a limb








