it's funny how the paradox of being a patient means not wanting treatment is just more of an excuse to force it on you. wanting treatment, on the other hand, means you're not sick or less sick, so you have the honor of being either handed nothing even when enthusiastically asking for help or being placed on a waitlist. Wanting something or withdrawing consent only ever gives mental health professionals an excuse to do the opposite of what you're asking for. Or, there's always the third option: where they disagree with you on the treatment you need so you end up being coerced into taking medications or undergoing treatments that are unwanted or don't work for you---because the symptoms that are actively affecting your every day life are not seen as the problem and some other thing is zeroed in on, due to the arbitrary hierarchy of severity through which mental health professionals view psych DXes.













