#its not fair...

[u-friend-or-ufo]

Why is it that when I get into something new, like a band. The members are in their 70s or 6 feet under...It's not fair! All I want to do is give Leslie a hug but I can't cause he's in the bloody ground!

Unless I get a Ouija Board....But then me mother would kill me if she finds it. But then again...I would see my second fav Roller...

It's a win win situation!

[spiribia]

im sorry for doing neon genesis evangelion analysis. the book rei’s reading when asuka first tries to be her friend is written in german, asuka’s native language. so for all their marked contrast in this scene theres something they share under it all, and fundamentally they are not so different.

i think of rei’s bluntness here as being somewhat for the same reason (i imagine) she doesnt eat meat -- to her it seems unnecessary to something else to die for her when shes, in her mind, something so disposable, or to let someone else get attached to her. but its not actually this initial “what for?” that perturbs asuka at all - asuka herselfs pretty much built her persona around not needing anyone else - but the next line, that rei will do it if shes ordered to, suggesting to asuka that rei isnt just reserved by her own self-determination but that its because she will literally only do things if shes ordered to. this is not exactly true -- rei /is/ choosing to distance herself, but the reason cant be clear to asuka. this might be an oversimplification but in a sense i see asuka as distancing herself from other people to avoid being hurt by them ever again and rei as distancing herself from other people to avoid hurting them. they are two sides of the same hedgehog’s dilemma

[scorpionesss]

when did my boy start lookin so old 😰

[transisaacgates]

seeing felix getting manhandled by locus more like

[tumbl-rhatesmentallyillppl]

"Change starts with you" or whatever...but I can't change how I was born. Can't change my sex. Can't change my appearance. Can't change my intelligence. Can't change the environment I grew up in...

I can't be happy because I'm me. Many will see this as simply self-loathing, but if you know, you know.

[lovecatsys]

I wish Akihiro was written at the level of AMC Armand

[nightowlfury]

started thinking about that tv show that rmotionally destroyed me the other week and burst into tears again

[humangirl03]

i wish some1 understoof how bad i want to be destroyed.