out of all the alternate timelines, I wish this was the one where I had never lost you. Where I hadn't fucked up. Because now, I can't see myself being around someone else, Peanut. But I know how it go with us. I continue to be infatuated with you and you become more distant. when you talk to other guys and I'm brushed off to the side, I'm supposed to be okay with that because you want me around as a friend only. I was okay with that, but now I'm sure it's time to wander out into the sun. I'm sure the other Brian that didn't mess up in their timelines are fully living with you around and I'm happy knowing that. I can be happy they have you when I couldn't even hold on to you. I was just human meat that was too young and too stupid to know how to truly care for you, and I still am. Yours and no body else's, 🐝. #ManyWorldsInterpretation #Ihavetosaygoodbyeandletyougo #itsharderwhenyoukeeptextingback