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[wereinsilly]

new fic! the finale (?) of i want it all :) come for wax play and stay for character conflict

[dannyrcomics]

24-Hour-Comic: “It’s What I Am” Slightly Enhanced Edition under the cut!

This was my first ever completed 24-hour comic, its about a dog and a lady on an adventure and I guess Platonic Idealism/Essentialism. Contains butts.

The Slightly Enhanced Edition features:

Pristine, fully aliased digital lettering!

A few minor cleanups to the art that no one will ever care about!

(If the disapproving specter of Scott McCloud weighs heavily upon your heart for reading a 24-Hour-Comic that was fixed up a bit after the 24 hour period, you may alleviate your shame by reading the Purist’s Version instead.)

Enjoy!

Thanks for reading.

[screamingiminlovewithyou]

i really wish i was sleeping right now

[wereinsilly]

posting more preview bc i can do whatever i waaaant

[wereinsilly]

got inspired to write up a whole post about the title inspirations for "i want it all" because i only noticed afterwards that the themes of each song i used are kind of better for a different part of the series, LMAO. specifics under the cut:

"As Long As You're Mine" (where I got the title for part 2) is better for the part 1, where Ben and Sam hook up:

I need help believing

You're with me tonight

My wildest dreamings

Could not foresee

Lying beside you

With you wanting me

“Your Type” (where I got the title for part 3) is better for part 2, where Adam and Ben get together after Adam is wildly jealous:

I bet she acts so perfectly

You probably eat up every word she says

And if you ever think of me

I bet I'm just a flicker in your head

But I still love you

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I love you

I didn't mean to say what I said

I miss you, I mean it, I tried not to feel it

But I can't get you out of my head

And I want you to miss me

When I'm not around you

“Stop Desire” (where I got the title for part 4) is better for part 3, where Adam and Sam hook up after very obscure and insane flirting:

I can't deny I'm begging for attention

Dropping hints, hoping for some tension

Getting tired of making all this racket

Waiting on you to get your ass in gear

I didn't wanna be so invested

I played it cool and then I overdressed it

You were there, I was tired of this

Nonsense when you pretend you don't

Get me, feel me, want me

Like me, love me, need me

“Now That I Found You” (where I got the title for part 1) is better for part 4, where Adam and Sam confess their feelings:

Give me the words I want, baby, just say it

You know me way too well to keep it complicated

I don't wanna hide my love

I don't wanna waste it (I don't wanna waste it)

But I can't deny the moment when I taste it

[wereinsilly]

things about my iwia-version jtlg boys that i haven't said explicitly but have thought about:

adam is bisexual. he likes to have a label

ben is just queer and does whatever

sam is demisexual but other than that has no fucking clue what's going on. he almost doesn't even want to know

all of them are switches in some way but ben likes to have power probably 80% of the time, adam likes it 50% of the time, and sam maybe 20%

sam is autistic but also doesn't really want to know what's going on with all that

ben has gone through a lot of therapy and has therefore learned mindfulness to deal with his OCD

adam has an anxiety disorder he refuses to think of as a disorder. to him it's just not trying hard enough to be chill. ben is not the type of person to independently talk him out of this because ben knows he's not a therapist and also that adam needs to come to this conclusion on his own

[wereinsilly]

possibly posting about it will jinx it but a third part to my series did start appearing fully formed in my head this morning so. we will see

[wereinsilly]

i need to write samadam and then maybe the demons will be exorcised from my brain (probably not but we'll see). the demons are simply that i keep writing more instead of doing anything else