You’re pushing me to the point of just wanting to co-parent. I can’t continue my nights like this. I refuse to let it effect my sleep and health any longer. But all you see is me making you feel like you can’t talk to me but that’s not even it. Was it all worth it to get to this point? 3 fucking weeks in and this and is where we are at. It makes me want to stop because I refuse to go another day like this. If this is how my future looks like, more sleepless nights because you don’t understand me and you think your feelings are invalid, crying ourselves to sleep, always fighting... we deserve better. But nothing changes. I feel myself sinking back into old ways and that makes me want to completely shut down. I’m feeling like I have to do and do and do for you but it still isn’t enough for you. Nothing I ever do will ever be enough. So why are you staying if I make you feel this way. If I walk away now, you’ll use it against me and play the “you never cared” card. But how can I continue to go on like this when you won’t even try to be understanding.
