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Hihihihi! My name’s Aeris. Maybe. I’m not sure yet, I haven’t found anything that really sticks or I feel comfortable with, but this name has stuck with me for a long time, and I like it a lot. My pronouns are She/Her.

I’m 18, I am autistic, have ADHD, Social Anxiety, and probably a lot of other stuff that’s gone undiagnosed, and I’m transfem. (Also I’m maybe poly? Haven’t had a real relationship, but at least for now, I’m not exclusive) This blog is basically entirely devoted to hornyposting or venting, so please engage accordingly.

To that note, I love getting DMs and Asks of all kinds. You can flirt with me, talk with me outside of sex, whatever you’d like. Just know I’m not that great at talking, so I’m really sorry if you feel like I’m being short or I’m uninterested or if I don’t respond, I promise I’m not doing it maliciously. Also, I’m Pan, but I have a preference towards Women, especially t4t. That’s not to say men can’t interact, of course not, like I said, I’m Pan, but YMMV.

As for the kinks I’ll probably discuss, they tend to vary a lot. I see something I like on my feed and it tends to inspire something similar, so a lot might be included, but there are a lot of recurring things, and I try to tag everything accordingly.

Kinks:

Petplay, Collars, Oral, Musk/Scent, Sweat, Praise, Degradation, Exhibition (I love getting asks like I said, please, I love them), Forcefem, Rough sex, Frotting, Freeuse, Being Owned, Under The Desk, and basically anything else that isn’t in my Limits and is directly related to me being a sub/bottom. Somno, intox, cnc, for example, and a lot of other hard kinks are also things I’m into, but I will try my best to tag appropriately whenever they’re in a post.

Limits:

Scat, Detrans, Heavy Gore (This doesn’t include blood play, I’m fine with cutting and blood), and Vomit. (Not a kink limit so much as a privacy and dysphoria thing but I don’t send pictures to people. MAYBE if we get close and I’m comfortable around you. But even then it’s unlikely.) This list may grow or shrink in the future, and it’s also not a DNI list. I don’t mind if other people are into these, they’re just not what I’m personally into.

If you’d like to support me, here’s a link to my Throne! It’s my wishlist of things, or you can always just donate something random. Or you don’t have to, nothing is expected, but greatly appreciated.

Buy me gifts from my Throne Wishlist

Anyways, this is all I can think of off the top of my head, I’ll update this if I think of something or get told to add something. I hope you enjoy my feed, and I hope you’ll reach out for whatever, if you’d like to!

Taken Anons:

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Puppy has reached 500 followers! Puppy is now imagining that every single follower is giving me lots of pets and scritches and is giving me belly rubs and loving me :3

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Texting someone who’s ghosted you for months because you still hold out the tiniest shred of hope that they respond feels so awful

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You know, full dehumanization scares me. I like being treated like a pet, or like a toy, or something else like that sometimes. Like, during a specific scene, yeah, I like having someone use me how they want, treat me like a dumb pet who can’t make their own decisions, etc. But I don’t always want that and I get a little scared whenever I think of that.

I want my own autonomy. Maybe not entirely, I like the idea of being taken care of, but I don’t like the idea of no longer having thoughts permanently, or never being able to convey wants/needs, stuff like that, y’know? I like being me. I like having interests, memories, being an equal, a partner who interacts with other people on an equal level.

And I want to make it clear that I’m not shaming anybody who wants that. I know there are some people who like that idea, there are tons of fantasies and fanfics and stuff around it. I’ve just been thinking about it a lot and I wanted to put my fear into words and express them, I guess?

I know this isn’t what I normally talk about, I try to avoid breaking the hornyposting unless it’s important, I’ve just really been fearing that. Maybe it’s because I’ve started to hear about HDG and specifically the horror it’s supposed to induce is partially working on me, and I know that I would at best want to be taken care of but not fully become a floret if that makes sense? Or maybe this could be a prolonged form of subdrop, maybe?

Whatever it is, I’ve just had this weird pit in my stomach whenever I think about a future like that and it scares me a lot. And I wanted to say that because I feel like a lot of what I say implies that I’d want it, and I don’t want anyone to be disappointed that I’m not like that really.

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In honor of 500 followers, puppy thinks she’ll give herself a challenge. She’s not sure what though. Maybe she’ll post a nude or an audio or something if her followers (and especially her moots :3) would want that ^w^ puppy doesn’t know what metric she’d base it on or how much she’d need, but spread the word if you wanna see or hear something from puppy :3

(Maybe top comment or something gets to decide? Who knows)

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How have I managed to get 200 followers??? Am I actually funny? Do you all want me or something? How did I get here >.<

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Call me limited edition the way I’m probably gonna kms soon :)