What do you mean people like you? There's plenty of trans people who have found joy and gender affirmation. Plenty of autistic people who lead fulfilling and happy lives. Same for bi people, for demisexuals, and so on. Any category you identify with, if you look you will find stories about people who have found happiness both despite and because of belonging to that category. I know it's hard. I'm sure I can't really understand how hard it is to live with the struggles you do, but I do know that it's hard. But I also know that you are strong, and that you have people who will support you, and that if you've made it this far you can make it farther. And I know that when your brain tells you that you can't, that this is as good as it will ever get, that happiness will always be a dream deferred, it is WRONG. It is LYING TO YOU. I've been following you for years. I've seen you get happier and more confident over the past year. I have every confidence that trend will continue, and every word of that is true. I'm not here to blow smoke up your ass. I do not lie to people just to try to make them feel better. If strangers regularly misgender you, then I am deeply sorry, but I was not lying when I said they didn't. I was simply mistaken, because I truly saw no reason to believe that that would happen. I am honestly surprised to hear that someone who wasn't actively trying to do so could look at you and not see a girl. You DO deserve to be happy with your body, and I believe you will be one day. And if you still find it hard to believe that... Try to anyway. Please. As a favor to the people that care about you.
Look, I... appreciate. what you’re trying to do. But I’m not in any state of mind that words can fix. yknow. Theres just been too much bad shit lately. I’m not good at the whole being nice thing, so like.. im trying not to be rude. But like.. dont waste your energy with me right now.