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[gockruler]

BTW I've seen those posts about cis girls wearing bracelets with the trans flag colors and the word "chaser" as a way of signaling to their transfem betters. I COMPLETELY APPROVE! That concepts so fucking hot, I get flustered thinking about it. Cis girls into transfem supremacy do this.

[gockruler]

This felt like the right place to share this despite this not being the kinda dynamic usually talked about here, but I lost my virginity to my tgirl friend and holy fuck I don't think I want anyone else to ever fuck me again. (Important note: I'm a tboy and not into detrans)

So, she drove up to visit me for a day so I could fuck her and we had a lot of fun together. I did her makeup and dressed her up and made her feel pretty since she realized she was trans fairly recently and doesn't have a lot of girl clothes or makeup. I also gave her a dead flower from my collection, a big thing of makeup i got years ago that I don't use, some skirts, and a few other things.

So, once we'd gone through the whole day together we went out in the field by her house and we got to makeout for the first time for both of us and we gave eachother hickies and teased eachother until we got so worked up we had to go back to her hotel room. The moment we got back I attached a leash to her collar (she's very ouppy)

Once we were in the hotel room we immediately started teasing eachother. I took off my shirt not long after going in there and I sat on the bed while she sat behind me teasing my tits (which are lowkey fucking huge) and I got to learn that my nipples are a lot more sensitive than I thought. She was teasing my chest so fucking much and I was getting so fucking noisy about it. She ended up giving me hickeys and sucking on my nipples and it made them even more sensitive I was losing my fucking mindddd

I ended up giving her lots of hickeys too and we got to playwrestle a little cuz she squirms a lot and she wanted me to hold her down, but eventually we had to stop cuz she slipped out of subspace. So I laid with her until she felt safe again and reassured her that I wasn't upset and we worked through how we were feeling until we felt better. At some point she was comforting me so we'd readjusted to her laying on me.

Buuut she eventually got horny and started grinding against my ass which led me moaning, and we both got to learn that despite her being very sub leaning she DOES have a dom side and so she was praising me and calling me a good boy and she had me roll over on my back and she was biting and groping me some more and she started playing with my cunt and teasing me for getting so wet, I'd practically soaked through my underwear until we took them off.

We eventually readjusted to her sitting on my chest and fingering me while making me lick whipped cream off her cock and give her a titjob and it got so fucking messy 😵‍💫 she made the bed shake super loud at one point with how hard she was fucking my tits

She eventually moved down to my pussy and ate me out a little before rubbing her cock against my pussy, rubbing her tip up and down the folds while we both got so worked up >////< she wanted so bad to fuck me but she didn't want to get me pregnant so she ended up going to the convenience store and getting condoms so she could fuck me.

I'd never had any toys properly inside of me so I was really tight and felt really good around her, she felt so good inside me. She was long enough to hit my cervix I'm pretty sure and it hurt but it still felt so fuckking good. She had her chest pressed against mine pounding into me like crazy and teasing me for letting my puppy fuck me and I literally cannot stop thinking about her cock i think it rewired my brain.

The next morning she got horny again so I gave her a blowjob and we ended up 69ing and I'm apperantly so good at sucking cock >w<

Now she's gone and I highkey am considering getting an IUD so she can fuck me raw <3 even though she's subby I love her cock so fucking much and I want to worship her body so much and do whatever she wants me to do to her. I hope I'm still doing a good job at being a toy for tgirls if I dedicate myself to one specific tgirl (that I think I'm obsessed with now) and we plan to have me doing more of the fucking than getting fucked, I mean a fuck machine is still a sextoy right?

Anyways this is my contribution to progressing the TNWO 🫡 I hope you enjoy the (true) story hehehe

Dude you could have posted this yourself and gotten so many notes. Congratulations, hope you two are happy together.

[gockruler]

can you teach me how to suck gock? <---girl who throbs in excitement every time she sees a bulge. girl who wants another girl to fill her face with cum. girl who's so distracted right now you could trick her into letting you fuck her throat.

Don't use your teeth. I suggest wrapping your lips around them. Make sure to swirl your tounge around. And listen to your partner do what feels good for them.

[gockruler]

So, I've been considering accepting donations or money of some kind through this blog; to help with transitioning and just being something I can fall back on when I need it. I've been looking at maybe setting up a Patreon or Kofi or something similar. And I've been thinking some people sell extra content behind those things and was wondering what you guys would be interested in. Like I could do the basic way and sell nudes someplace or maybe I could write longer erotic fiction that won't fit in a tumblr post. Idk. I just feel like if people want to send me money I'd want to give back to them in some way. So what would you guys be interested in?

[gockruler]

Someone pointed out to me that all my kinks basically boil down to someone else caring for me and like yeah...

Anyway, suck my dick about it or something.

[gockruler]

Hello! It's been a while hasn't it. I felt it was appropriate to make some sort of announcement post. As many of you have noticed, I have not been very active since late September. The main reason for this is burn out. For a similar reason to why I left last year, I simply have a lot of followers and gain them quite quickly. I'm currently sitting at around 2,000!!! While this is all appreciated, thank you, it does mean it takes a while to cull the accounts following me and respond to DMs. While I will be slowly trying to return, I will probably not answer every dm and ask I get. It's just too much at this point. I would prefer not to go this angle but this blog is meant for fun. It's either I be more selective or I don't do this at all.

Now on to the elephant in the room. My Patreon. I started a Patreon at the beginning of September and I promised a new chapter of my erotica story, Jayden & Cass, every Saturday. This did not happen. Writing a more serious continues story is a lot harder than writing whatever random horny fantasy pops in my head. I also worried a lot about if what I was making was worth asking money for. This led to me to sort of freeze up and not work at all, leaving my promise unfulfilled. This is shitty. I am very much in the wrong for not communicating this at all. As a result I have made a couple of discissions. Firstly, I will be decreasing my prices. It will be cheaper to send me general support as well as access to future chapters when they release. A massive shoutout to the people who paid the old prices. I won't be name dropping you but I appreciate the money you've donated to help with my transition. Secondly I will be posting the first chapter for free here. It isn't much, mostly set-up, but I felt it was the right thing to do. Feel free to give me any advice or concerns. I'm very new to this and want to make sure I'm doing right by my followers. Once again I am so sorry for not fulfilling my promise, and I am so thankful to those who already paid and those who are sticking around. Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and Happy New Year.

[gockruler]

Just wanted to send some positivity your way. Sometimes reading through kink blogs leaves me feeling a little unmoored afterwards, and I need to put some time aside to do some self-aftercare. But something about your blog and the way you write and engage with askers is comforting AND insanely hot, and makes the comedown a lot less rough. I dunno what it is! You feel dangerous in a hot way, but not in a way my brain registers as unsafe. You cultivate a good space on your blog and I hope you feel some pride for that.

Much love from southern appalachia! Take care of yourself, stay safe.

Thank you very much! I honestly think a big aspect of why you and other followers feel that way is that I'm willing to break character. While I think the original post doesn't exist anymore, I've been open about my own history of being sexually abused and how that informs my kinks. As mentioned in my pinned, I currently have a dom girlfriend. I enjoy most of the kinks I post about from both perspectives so I write something that would turn me on regardless of which party I was. When you're playing with kinks like this, it's very important to be open and honest about how these kinks affect you. I'm glad people find comfort in my account and I hope I remain a safe space.

[gockruler]

The other day, I found myself scrolling through your blog as my cis girlfriend was eating me out. I can't remember the last time I came that hard. I'm a tboy with a lot of complicated feelings about my sexuality, but I think girlcock could mix me. Do you have any tips on how to get myself out there and talk to dolls? I've been pretty nervous about wanting it.

Go to queer events and locations in your area. Bars are a great place for casual meet ups. Dress a little slutty and be flirty. Compliment them and ask them questions about themselves. When the conversation moves to an appropriate place let her know that you're interested in doing cnc with her. Move on if she says no. Find a place to serve her if she says yes.