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[text] I dont even know why Im here in Australia, I just couldnt breathe. I needed time, and Im trying to figure how how to fix this. Ive been telling her I need to fix this, but I dont, I really dont know how mate. I mean, I almost.. I hurt my kid mate.
[text] You’re in Australia? Damn dude. Yeah I know that, which is why you can’t just avoid this whole thing. It makes it worse.
[text] It's not that I don't want to fix it, I do. I just don't know how. I mean, how will she trust me again? Jen is fucking stubborn, I love her more than anything, but she's fucking stubborn. I feel like if I go near Eric, she'll just freak out and get pissed at me. I just need a few days to figure things out.
[text] Just talk to her and say that you want to fix this. Ask her how you can gain her trust again. Taking a few days isn’t going to help if Jen doesn’t know what your intentions are with that.
[text] I don't want it to happen again. I won't let it happen again. I was fine, everything was fine and then my dad just, he knows how to push my buttons. I wish it was his fault I really do, but it's mine and Eric has a bruise on his head and I did that.. so I don't blame her, no.
[text] I understand that must be hard to deal with, but yeah. Ultimately you made the choice which is why you need to be the one to fix it. Make her feel confident about being with Eric again. Even if it’s just the three of you for a while. You can’t run away from it, you have to go be with her and prove yourself.
[text] I do have it under control, or well I did. I've been drinking since I was fifteen, it's never gotten this bad. It isn't even bad. I just made one stupid mistake. If I can blame my father for making me chose to grab a beer out of the fridge the other night, I would. I made the decision, he just made a phone call to piss me off. Jen won't even look at me, she's talking to me but not really. She won't let me go near Eric. I tried to get him out of the carseat and she pushed me away
[text] Is it just one mistake, though? Do you really think you won’t do it again? You can’t blame Jen for being worried, you have to prove that you aren’t going to drink around Eric or at all, even. It’s going to take time.
[text] I don't know. No. I don't. It's under control, but I just... [text] I think I'm just gonna go home to Australia, or Chicago. Jen can barley look at me and let alone go near Eric, so I just need a few days I guess. Think about things
[text] It doesn’t sound like it’s under control and it seems like it’s a bit of an issue if you’re doing it around Eric. I know first hand, man. I’m not going to judge you, I’m trying to help. I’ve reached rock bottom with my alcohol problem and now I’ve been sober for like two years. You can’t just avoid this, it won’t go away that way.
[text] I'm surprised they like the beach, most kids don't. [text] I, I fucked up I know. I fucked up bad. I've just, I wasn't thinking.
[text] Yeah, we got lucky.[text] Do you...have a drinking problem?
[text] Well good are! I'm glad you had a nice day. How'd the kids like the beach? [text] He fell off the sofa, doctors said he's okay though.
[text] They love it, I bring them to the beach a lot because I enjoy it so we’re glad they do too.[text] Yeah, that’s good. What’s up with the drinking though, man? What made you drink? Especially while watching Eric...
[text] You're welcome! How'd you celebrate mate?
[text] Went to the beach with Troian and the kids, it was really nice.[text] I heard something happened with Eric...
