#j.h.

[tumblefuck]

"It's the sudden emptiness that scares me the most." - J.H.

[sensussinyor]

Ev içi istismar mağduru çocuklar hakkında ufak bir alıntı. Özellikle şu kısım ne kadar nokta atışı geliyor; "birçoğu, derinlerde bir yerde, büyüdüğünde bir istismarcıya dönüşmekten veya bir istismarcıyla evlenmekten korkuyor."

Çok da derinlerde olduğunu sanmam.

[willowsfanarts]

I knew you were trouble when you walked In - latest artwork

[fox-stuck]

I spent all last night (definitely didn’t sleep) in a crippling state of anxiety because I couldn’t get this stupid clamp off the 2,000$ (medium and large format) tripod my photo teacher leant me for the holiday break, and I assumed I broke it which would literally ruin photography for the rest of the year and bankrupt me. Only to walk into the school today and find out it’s the most minor problem ever, it’s not even a problem really. He literally laughed it off and was like, no no I can fix this in a few seconds. And I’m so happy but also so pissed at myself because I’ve been up for 24 hours and my body is dead.

[saeeh]

Mi secreto: Todo lo que hago es para vos.

Así no lo sepas, aunque no me recuerdes, a pesar de que no preguntes por mí.

[coy-scouts]

also, there’s a big lit fest happening downtown this weekend but i’ve been too lazy to go. k.c. and b.f. were there are one point. i feel odd about not wanting to go because things like this are precisely why i moved to chicago. 

texted e about it but no response. of course my brain goes to “i wonder if he’s annoyed by me” territory, although there’s a billion different reasons for that. hate hyperfocusing like this. wish we could hang out.

speaking of, j.h. texted me last night while i was high and seemed to be really entertained by the fact that i took edibles. she said she wanted to hang out high, which feels so high school, but whatever. i’m glad i’m making friends. she’s really sweet and has a really good vibe in the cohort. 

[we-all-are-a-bit-crazy]

Even after months of not talking to you, you still haunt me. I see pictures of you a lot. Most the time I ignore it and try to move on. Sometimes I end up on the floor and can barley breathe. I shake and I shake. And I do scary things to get you out of my head. You are in a lot of my dreams still too. Why do you still haunt me? I cry and shake cause you are still here in my head. Please go away. Please please please go away. Why do you still haunt me?

[we-all-are-a-bit-crazy]

I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you