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Callie is a foodie, what else can I say?
Fremont St, Las Vegas, December 1942
Photo by Peter Stackpole
As someone who has severe anxiety & is agoraphobic, going to a rave without my lover was a huge step but I freaking did it. I had so much fun and seeing the artist whose music calms me down so fast made it even more special. More life, less giving into fear.
Need to write a poppy playtime fanfic where I adopt those kids who are in Doey PLEEEASE let me
Jack Pot, Las Vegas
(Peter Stackpole. 1942)
tricks up our sleeves! ✨
Chapter 6: Starlight’s Cutie Mark
Trixie suddenly realized the reason why she got growled at, it looked like to Starlight that Trixie was flaunting about having a loving mother. Possibly even a good parent in general, given Starlight isn’t really fond of her father at the moment either.
Trixie: S-starlight… I’m so so so so s-sorry… I-i-i-i-i d-didn’t k-know…
Starlight: *sigh* I know, I probably shouldn’t have growled at you considering you never knew. But it hurts, it just hurts. I don’t even know if she’s dead or alive! In some ways, being dead at this point would be the less bad option, because my mother still being alive brings up the possibility of her being a neglectful mother that’s never bothered to see her own child for more then 2 decades… perhaps that’s why my father doesn’t want me to know who she is... Perhaps he’s just protecting me from knowing who could be no doubt, one of the worst mothers Equestria has ever had...
But… if she’s a bad pony like that. Perhaps it’d explain how I ended up doing bad things I did myself… having the genetics and possibly even personality traits of such a terrible pony…
The room just stands silent for a few minutes before finally Sunburst speaks up.
Sunburst: I just… kinda don’t get it, how can your father not even tell you as something as simple who he fell in love with in order to give birth to you? I don’t understand it. That should absolutely be the most basic thing a father should tell their child, even if the mother has died or just left the family altogether.
Starlight: Yes! Exactly! Now you get a sense of how I feel about this! I’ve asked him many times throughout my life, he only finds some way to skirt the question and/or stays silent until I give up.
Sunburst: Well, if it’s ok Starlight. I’d like to ask some questions that perhaps could at least bring up hypothetical possibilities about your mother.
Starlight: Go ahead, Sunburst. It’s ok, I’ll try to answer the best I can, but of course there’s going to be a lot I don’t know.
Sunburst: Well, I’d like to start with: Were your parents divorced?
Starlight: No, on a sheer technicality my dad is still married as there was neither a divorce and neither any clear sign that my mother is dead.
Sunburst: Ok, my next question… um, might be a little grim but… did perhaps your mother die in childbirth? Lived just enough to give birth to you, but ultimately died shortly after? Perhaps your father didn’t tell you, because you might be upset that while certainly not your fault, you were indirectly a reason she died in this hypothetical scenario?
Starlight: No, that’s not it either. One of the few facts I have actually gotten out of my father about my mother is she disappeared about 2 weeks after I was born. She definitely survived my birth, though perhaps it was fair to say it was likely tough on her, because she gave birth in the house rather then a hospital. Ultimately though, 2 weeks is both still too soon for my brain to even vaguely recall an image of my mother and too late for the reason of her disappearance to be death by childbirth. Also, I forgot to mention this, but not even my father knows what happened to her after she disappeared. If she had died of childbirth, then he would of certainly known. He was in the room when I was born after all.
Sunburst: Do you have a birth certificate that includes Parents’ names?
Starlight: *sigh* No, Sire’s Hollow conveniently leaves that off certificates for ponies born there. I don’t know why, they just do. It’d at least be convenient to know the name of my mother, but it’s like literally everything in the universe is conspiring together to prevent me from finding out about my mother through any normal means.
Sunburst: Is… perhaps your mother searching for somepony she knows has been missing? I know that myself a little too well myself…
Sunburst looks down solemnly
Starlight: Sounds like something you’re referring to your own personal life, Sunburst. I can’t answer what you said because that’s one of the details I don’t know about my mother’s disappearance. But, what are you talking about in terms of yourself?
Sunburst: My father, Sunspot. He’s not missing, he even writes my mother letters as to assure us he’s ok. But sometime when I was a pre-teen he left to try to find any sign of his long lost younger sister. He never gave the name of his younger sister, not even to my Mom. He was determined to find any sign of her whether she was dead or alive. He said before he left if he ever found closure, he’d immediately come back to live the rest of his life with my mother. He still hasn’t after all these years…
Starlight: I’m sorry to hear that, Sunburst. I had no idea anyone in your family had someone missing for years as well, not to mention also having only a single parent around for a long while.
Sunburst: Well it’s certainly not as distressing as your own situation. I know for sure my father’s still around, and he’s only out there because he really deeply cares about a family member to the point he’s searching the entire world for any sign of where they were. Sure, it’d be nice to see him in-person again for the first time in a while. But I know he’s out there on a noble cause. It’s a testament to my father, and makes me think of what lengths he’d go if me and my mother were to ever find themselves in trouble.
Starlight: Come to think of it, I was wondering why your father wasn’t there when we went back to Sire’s Hollow when the map in Twilight’s castle called us there. I guess I know now…
Sunburst: Yeah…
Trixie: You’re pretty lucky, Sunburst… to have a father like that I mean…
Sunburst: I imagine you have something to tell us too, Trixie?
Trixie: Yes… while my mother is the absolute best one I could of asked for, my father… wasn’t. His name is Jack Pot. He divorced my mother and abandoned me when I was just a foal… it’s good my Mom was able to step to the plate and be a strong single mother for me in Canterlot… but it was probably pretty hard for her. I hear he’s still doing his own magic shows in Las Pegasus where he’s probably making lots of money and not sharing a single iota of it to me or my mom…
Starlight: Well, it looks like all three of us had stuff we never told each other about either our parents or families in general. Though Trixie, you mentioned your dad also does magic shows. If you don’t like your father, why are you kind of following in his footsteps by being a stage magician?
Trixie: Well, the simple truth is I got interested in being a magician before I found out my father was one too. Even though my father wasn’t around, there was still magic trick books he left around the house that got me interested in the art of stage magic. Even after I found out my Father was a magician too, that wasn’t going to shake me from my interest. Perhaps, I even thought that if I made it big as a magician, I’d come face to face with my father. And be able to tell my father to his face what a terrible father he was. And perhaps to add to the humiliation, become a magician better then he ever was…
Sunburst: Trixie, if I had known that. I probably would of gladly signed up to give you some of my magic books that could spice up your shows or even assist you alongside Starlight. You certainly deserve to have that confrontation with your father, one day!
Starlight: Yes, absolutely. Your father must know the wrath of the Great and Powerful Trixie some day!
Trixie smiles and then grins.
Trixie: Yes, he will rue the day he abandoned Trixie! I shall make sure of it. But in due time, I still have a show to do in Saddle Arabia. Not to mention, I will have young ones to counsel soon. My next audience, and the next generation is more important then a bad father.
Starlight and Sunburst clap for Trixie. Though Starlight sighs and looks down solemnly again all of a sudden.
Starlight: Though, whether good or bad. At least you both know who your other parent is. I’m stuck in this metaphorical limbo, how am I supposed to feel about a mother that I don’t know in general. why they left, or even how they disappeared… you also have your one parent you know that IS there who would tell you straight if something was up about your past and/or something wrong in the family. I don’t even have that in my father! Perhaps, just like Sunburst’s father. I just want closure…
Suddenly, 3 small knocks simultaneously are heard on the office door.
Starlight: Trixie, could you get the door again?
Trixie: Sure thing, Starlight.
Trixie opens the door again for whomever was there new guest(/s). When the door is opened, it’s revealed it was the familiar trio of the Cutie Mark Crusaders. Apple Bloom, Sweetie Belle, and Scootaloo. All three with innocent beaming grins
Apple Bloom: Howdy Starlight, Trixie, and Sunburst! How are ya’ll doing?
The 3 fillies have not realized they barged in on a very serious conversation. They suddenly notice that Staright, Trixie, and Sunburst all have faces like they just read the saddest books they’ve ever read.
Sweetie Belle: What’s going on?
Scootaloo: Yeah, really. You all look like a good friend just died.
Apple Bloom: That didn’t happen, did it?!
Starlight: *sigh* Don’t worry, you 3. No one we know died or anything like that… but we were in a rather… adult conversation about our families… that you three might be too young to hear without it distressing you…
Apple Bloom: Oh… is this ah bad time then?
Starlight: Well, it depends. What did you three even come here for?
Scootaloo: We were seeing if you had been invited to the ball yet. Apple Bloom and Sweetie already invited by their older sisters, and I was invited by Rainbow Dash.
Trixie: I’ve already invited her, girls. So you’re good.
Sweetie Belle: I guess that’s our cue that we should probably go.
Sunburst: Thanks for being so considerate. though!
Starlight takes a look around the room and then looks at the 3 fillies, and then sees their cutie marks. Starlight knows that the CMC got their cutie marks together, while they certainly have individual talents and interests, they also have a group skill of helping others whether they were other fillies and colts and assist them in getting their marks in the first place. Or even ponies that already got their marks that perhaps somehow ended up in a situation where they didn’t quite understand their cutie mark. As the three fillies start to turn back to leave. Starlight calls for them.
Starlight: Wait! Come back! All three of you… please…
Apple Bloom: Huh?
Sweetie Belle: Why?
Scootaloo: What?
Starlight: I actually need you three to be around for what I want to talk about next. Because I actually have one more thing that maybe, just maybe your talent as a group can help with.
Scootaloo: Last I heard, I don’t think our talents were as adult counselors.
Sweetie Belle: Though not for any lack of trying back in our cutie mark attempts back in the day!
Apple Bloom: Yeah, how exactly are we going t’ help ya?
Starlight: Because… because…
Starlight looks down nervously, but closes her eyes, takes a deep breath and says…
Starlight: …I’m going to tell the story of how I got my cutie mark
The three perk up immediately and face toward Starlight
Apple Bloom: Wait, really?!
Scootaloo: Didn’t you just simply tell us that you got your cutie mark and hated it when you tried to test your counsel prowess on us?
Starlight: Yeah but I didn’t tell you exactly how I got my cutie mark. I was still generally being vague then. I don’t think it’s new information to say I hated that I got a cutie mark when said cutie marks are the very reason I started the Our Town cult.
Sweetie Belle: Well, this is sure to be an interesting story.
The three fillies all walk up to the desk and sit down on the floor to hear Starlight’s story.
Sunburst: Come to think of it, I don’t think you’ve ever told me this either
Trixie: Same with me, this is absolutely a must hear.
Starlight: Yeah, it’ll be something to come clean to both of you as well. And with the help of the Cutie Mark Crusaders, maybe some kind of new information will come up with telling this story.
Starlight takes one more deep breath before beginning her story.
((Story continues after the break))
🍄AAAAA MUSHROOM JACKPOT!! THERE ARE SO MANY!!! (* w *) I LOVE THEM!! THEY ARE SO GORGEOUS!! 🍄