#jack's transmissions

[winslowsjournal]

i’m home from hanging out with patrick. it was really nice, honestly. i was able to forget about everything for a while. i mean, there were a few times where i thought i was seeing stuff, but it ended up being nothing. hopefully i didn’t act too weird, i don’t want him to worry either. i’m just gonna unwind this evening, and hopefully actually sleep. it’d be nice to get a restful night for once.

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god, now i’m anxious. i should sleep but i’m honestly losing it a bit. maybe i’ll just lay here until i either fall asleep or something else happens. sounds like a plan.

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i swear to god, i’m not lying to you, i’m not lying to anyone about this, you act like im fucking insane

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barely able to sleep last night, i couldn’t stop coughing. none of the medicine i’ve been taking has been able to help. absolutely miserable right now

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god. i’ve been so fucking sick lately, i can barely get out of bed. i need to look for patrick and matt, but i genuinely can’t even get myself to shower. i hate this.

[winslowsjournal]

…damn. well, hey folks. jack here. i uh, i guess it’s been a while. lots been going on.

matt’s gone missing. patrick too. just me and lawrence.

i’ll fill you all in later. i need to get some things done.

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god fucking dammit. i was sleeping so well, then i had to go and have a night terrors. thanks! just what i wanted. guess i’m destined to never have a good nights sleep.

well, i’m up now.

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aw, fuck. i forgot i’ve got to take a trip down to jersey on saturday. got some family who wants to see me. i’m not looking forward to that drive. it’s always hell trying to get through massachusetts and new york. who knows, maybe something’ll come out of this. ill take some pictures while i’m headed down and share them just for the hell of it.