A groan came from you as the sound of crying came from the space next to you for the fifth time through the night. Your eyes looked beside you as a figure shuffled, watching as Jaebum rolled onto his back, equally frustrated to be disturbed once again, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.
You’d spent most of the night laid on your back, waiting for the cries to come, with your daughter barely settling, you just couldn’t sleep, especially knowing that it was only going to be a matter of time before you ended up getting disturbed again.
Just as you went to sit up, a hand pushed you back down, as Jaebum rose up instead. “You’ve got her enough times tonight,” he assured, reluctantly pushing the duvet away from his body, kicking his legs out of the bed.
“She’ll probably be hungry,” you sighed, too exhausted to even move yourself.
Jaebum’s eyes didn’t leave you as he walked around the bed to the cot just beside you. “Maybe she just wants a cuddle, she doesn’t usually feed at this time,” he reminded you, knowing as ever, that you were fearing the worst.
Your body was on its last legs, everything was beginning to take its toll on you, overwhelmed by just how much was required of you being a mum. You couldn’t remember the last moment you had to yourself, especially with Jaebum so busy at work too.
“Hey,” Jaebum whispered as he peered into the cot, leaning over it so that he could scoop your daughter up and carry her across to the bed with him.
Your heart fluttered as you watched the two of them, even just a few weeks in, their bond was undeniable. As ever, in Jaebum’s arms, she settled, something that you hadn’t quite managed to crack whenever you spent time with her.
“Do you want a mummy cuddle?” Jaebum asked her, attempting to move her across to you, only for your hands to block him, hovering just over your chest to stop him from placing her down.
His eyebrows furrowed as you did so, confused as to why you didn’t want to hold her, as her tears subsided, he was sure that now you’d want to hold her and reassure her too.
“Alright, let’s stay with daddy then,” Jaebum spoke, trailing off awkwardly at the end as he made his way back around to his side of the bed, trying his best to figure out what was wrong.
As you remained silent, he was left with his own thoughts, piecing together what had happened with the other things that he had picked up on too. Little things had added up for Jaebum, as he began to wonder if there was something more to what was going on with you.
With your daughter now settled, resting against his legs as he stretched back out, Jaebum nudged you with his free hand. “It’s not good to keep your thoughts bottled up to yourself Y/N, especially not when they’re not very nice ones too.”
You weakly smiled back across to him, expecting Jaebum to pick up on all of the signs, knowing you as well as he did. You knew that you couldn’t keep it to yourself forever, no matter how stupid you thought you might sound.
“Everything I do, I feel like it’s wrong,” you whispered, digging your head further down into your pillow, “they always make having a baby seem like sunshine and rainbows, but right now it just feels like a dark cloud hovering over me.”
Of course, there were going to be moments when things got tough, but you never imagined that it would be as tough as this. You’d heard stories of people suffering, never thinking that it could happen to you, only for just that to happen.
“Why am I not doing it right?” You added, staring blankly to Jaebum for answers.
His bottom lip stuck out as you spoke, feeling his heart break as you finally admitted your worries to him. He had a vague idea of what was going on, but never did he imagine that you would be as hard as yourself, and struggling as much as you were.
The more you offloaded, the more your mind thought, sharing without even thinking several times. “I wish I could be that mum who rolls out of bed with a smile on her face in the morning, with everything organised too, but instead I just feel like a mess.”
“You’re doing an amazing job Y/N,” Jaebum tried his best to encourage.
“I wish I could believe you, but you know that you’re doing so much better than I am,” you whispered in reply.
His head immediately shook, refusing to let you compare the two of you. He had promised you throughout your pregnancy that the two of you were a team, and Jaebum was far from prepared to let you isolate yourself from him now.
“Having a baby takes a lot of adapting, and people cope in different ways,” Jaebum spoke, “some people snap straight into it, others don’t, but what’s most important is that you get used to things at your own pace.”
“I don’t even know what my pace is,” you gently laughed, “right now all I can think about is getting through each day at a time.”
“Day by day, that’s your pace,” Jaebum established, “each day you’re learning so much about being a mum, and you’re bonding with Y/D/N too, it takes time, all of this can’t happen in a day, even if you want it to.”
“I knew being a mum was going to be hard, but I never imagined it would be this hard,” you huffed, rolling onto your side to face the two of them properly.”
As your eyes landed on your daughter, you nervously reached one of your hands across, tickling gently against her tummy. The sound of her laughter immediately brought a smile to your face, as Jaebum’s reassuring eyes watched over you too.
“See, you’re doing a great job,” he smiled down at you, “sometimes I think you put too much pressure on your shoulders of yours to be perfect Y/N.”
Everyone wanted to be the perfect mum, the one that everyone aspired to follow, but in doing so, you had lost your own way of doing things. Jaebum had watched you compare, even to him, and doubt yourself even when you were doing things perfectly already.
As your arm moved away, Jaebum settled down, tucking him and your daughter up a little closer to you. “When you feel as if you’re not doing good, please talk to me Y/N, I don’t want you to feel alone through this anymore.”
Your head nodded in agreement with him, promising that you would make sure to let Jaebum know whenever you were starting to worry or beat yourself up over things.
“We’ll just keep taking things day by day, learn new things and figure out our own way of being mum and dad,” Jaebum suggested, “they’ll still be hurdles, but between the two of us I know that we’ll be able to get over them.”
“Will be facing hurdles forever with this one,” you chuckled.
Jaebum nodded, glancing down at your daughter as her eyes began to close again, “we always said that we knew we’d be in for trouble starting a family, and this little one certainly seems like she’ll be a right little troublemaker, don’t you think?”
“She’s got your smile, that definitely is a sign of trouble.”
“You love my smile,” Jaebum reminded you, “you said so, even on our very first date.”
When people are singing/dancing to their songs in public (Random Idols)
Just wanted to apologise for the lack of posts this last week, been dealing with some personal stuff and needed to spend time to myself and with family! I’ll hopefully be back to posting regularly from tonight! Thank you for being patient with me and I really hope you like this blog so far! <3
Post Date: 2nd July 2022
Content: Fluff
TW?: N/A
Request?: Yes
Masterlist Prompt list
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Eric Nam: He’d be standing there in shock, and wouldn’t mind if he got caught watching or not. Either way, the fans would know how much he loved it by his socials of a little clip and/or photo, or even a shout out post. In person he’d be so humble, turning into a little joker saying that he’d offended they did it better than him but he’d be so happy.
Taemin (SHINee): He’d be such a shy little bean at first, vibing to himself after the inital shock wears off. He would never expect to see people singing/dancing to his songs in public unless he was performing himself so this would make him actually quite emotional about it, humbly telling them how he felt and would remember that forever.
Jaebum (GOT7): He’d grin as he’d watch them do their thing, waiting for the perfect moment to suprise them and/or to see if they sing/ dance to another song before quietly and sneakily trying to fit in to see how long it would take them to notice, loving every second of it when he gets top enjoy his fan’s happiness.
“It got turned down again.” Jaebum said, entering your place with no hi’s or hello’s. “That man is impossible to please.” He added, dropping his bag on the table and looking at you with his hands on his hips. You smiled at him sympathetically, it was ridiculous at this point the standards his boss was using against him. You could feel his frustration.
“Come here.” You said with your arms extended and waiting for him to dive into you. Jaebum smiled before wrapping his arms around you and joing you on the couch. “It sucks that he turned it down again, but I just know you’re going to work even harder and make something absolutely amazing.” You pet his hair, comforting him in the best way you could. “You’re right.” He looked at you with smile as you continued to pat his head. Jabeum just watched you as you encouraged him, stroking his hair and face while mumbling sweet words.
He loved that no matter how down, or angry he was, one look at your face and he knew everything would be okay.
Mark:
Meeting his family was a task, it took to being in a certain level of a relationship to get that far with him. Well, you were there and it seemed he was more nervous than you were. But the nerves went away seeing how calm you were, talking to his mom and making his dad laugh.
It was a rare thing to see his whole family on one page about a person, but they were. They were on one page about you. “Y/N’s really great.” His mom smiled, patting his back as he helped with dishes. You were enjoying coffee and a conversation with his dad and Mark could hear your laughter. “I know, I knew bringing Y/N here was the right decision.” He said and put the last plate away. With a sigh and a smile, he looked at him mom and she pat his back.
Hearing your laughter, seeing the way you and his family got along made him realise just how special you are.
Jinyoung:
“You have two really good options. I don’t know how I can help you pick.” You said, moving your hands over his shoulders and down his chest. Jinyoung sighed at the feeling, grabbing your hands and pulling you against his back tighter. “This drama is like something I’ve done before and love and this one is a whole new type of character.” He explained and gestured towards the 2 scripts in front of him.
A few hours later you were sat in front of him, reading lines off of the script dramatically. “But.... I love you.” You read dramatically and he had to choke back a laugh. “Jinyoung! Don’t laugh! You asked for my help.” You laughed and he smiled. “Yeah I did, and I think I made my choice with the drama’s. I’m chosing the other one, if I have to act this scene with anyone else than you I won’t be able to stop laughing.” He chuckled, pulling the script out of your hands. “Well, nice to see I was helpfull.” You smiled, leaning forward to kiss him.
Jinyoung loved that you could make him laugh in any situation, even with tough decisions.
Jackson:
You watched as seemingly random things were thrown into the blender with a disapproving stare. “I thought you don’t have schedule until later today?” You asked, knowing Jackson fixed this smoothie as a quick meal. “Yeah, that’s right. Why?” He asked, looking at you with big eyes. “That means, you have time for a real breakfast.” You said and moved to remove the food items from the blender. “But this is quick and easy.” He explained and you shook your head, cutting him off.
“It might be quick and easy, but it’s important that you take the time that you can spare to properly take care of yourself. Sometimes that means eating breakfast and not drinking it. Now sit down, I’ll make breakfast.” You poked his chest and turned to pull out some pans. Jackson stood frozen, in surprise and not really knowing what to do because he knew you were right.
He loved how you made sure he took care of himself, physically and mentally. That means a lot to him.
Youngjae:
Nice weather, not to hot, not to cold, but just right and absolutely perfect for taking a long walk with Coco. You ended up sitting in the park, the small dog in your lap with Youngjae’s arm around you. It was absolutely perfect, it was one of those small cherishable moments made even better with Youngjae’s laugh.
“I see an ice cream vendor... I’m gonna get us some.” You said, standing up and handing him Coco. With that you disappeared, only to reappear shortly after with 2 cones completely filled. “Eyyy, what flavor did you get?” Youngjae called as you approached. “The strawberry looked really nice and I-” You paused, watching the ice cream fall out of the cone. He started laughing as you handed him his ice cream and walked back to the vendor for a new one with a head hung in shame.
He loved having calm days with you and he loved that you could smile so easily, your happy energy was just unmatched to him.
Bambam:
He wasn’t anticipating you being over at his place when he got home, he also wasn’t expecting the smell of a super familiar meal either. “Baby, what are you doing here?” He asked, seeing you in his kitchen. “Just felt like surprising you.” You said and stirred the pot filled with soup.
“It smells like Tom Yam Kung in here.” Bambam remarked, moving to stand by as you stirred. “Wow, you’re right on the money.” You commented and pressed a quick kiss to his lips. “You’ve been missing home lately so I called your mom and she walked me through making it. I hope it tastes right.” You remarked, lifting the spoon for him to try. He looked at you with wide eyes before going to taste it and he hummed. “I wasn’t expecting coming home to this, but I’m so glad.”
It meant the absolute world to him that you took the time to do sweet things like this, to make him feel better.
Yugyeom:
Maybe it was the way you were goofily dancing, maybe it was the way his hoodie swallowed you up or maybe it was the way you were still up with him in the practice room at 3 a.m. He laughed as you watched yourself in the mirror, agressively swinging the sleeves of his hoodie around.
Yugyeom walked up behind you, wrapping his arms around you to stop you movements and he put his chin on top of your head. “Aren’t you tired yet?” He laughed and you joined in. “I am so tired, you have no idea. But you’re still practicing so I’m keeping myself preoccupied so I don’t fall asleep.” You explained, being still for the first time in a few minutes and allowing a yawn to slip through. “I’m here to support your practice! I can’t do that while I’m asleep.” You added, looking at him through the mirror.
Yugyeom loved that you were so supportive of his passion, that you were willing to sacrifice your sleep schedule for his even if he wished you didn’t. It meant a lot to him.
A/N: My GOT7 mood was triggered by their comeback news and I haven’t been here in a long time. I love it here.
Prompt 36. Stop apologizing for other people! You’re not the shitty one!
39. You don’t own her/him/them. You don’t get to choose who they choose. I don’t get to choose who they choose. No one, but them, gets to make that decision.
It had been a while since you and Jaebeom had been out together. You had almost been caught by fans before, and decided to lay low for a while so as not to be seen out on dates. It wasn’t that there was any kind of ban against dating, just rather you wanted your relationship to be private. You were terrified of having your entire life out there for the world to see. Every move you made being scrutinized, the media looking for any little thing from your past to dig up and ruin your reputation. And what scared you the most was the thought of not being able to leave your house without being mobbed by people, never having any privacy again.
However in spite of all this, you wanted to spend the day out with him as a normal couple. You knew the risks, but thought you two had taken every precaution. You both wore masks, beanies, and heavy coats so as not to be recognized. However all it took was one slip up for your careful planning to all go down the drain.
He slid his mask down for two seconds to place a quick kiss to your cheek, and in that moment somehow a paparazzi had spotted the two of you and taken a photo. Now social media was blowing up about his mysterious relationship. Thankfully since you were still covered no one figured out who you are, but the backlash he was receiving angered you to no end. He just wanted to be happy, and people were acting like he didn’t have that right. Like he belonged to them. And you weren’t about to stand for that.
His company had asked him to write an apology, but he thought it’d be better to do a live and apologize so others could see his sincerity. They also recommended you two possibly staging a breakup. But he was not even willing to entertain that idea. You went with Jaebeom to the company building and were watching from the couch in the same room but out of view. You were getting angrier and angrier by the minute reading the flood of comments from people, saying that he shouldn’t be dating anyone and should be focusing on his career. That the only person he should be thinking about are the fans. Sure there were nice comments in support of him and your relationship, but the hateful ones were too much. You couldn’t stop yourself from having your emotions boil over.
“Stop apologizing you’re not the shitty one!” Jaebeom’s eyes shoot up in surprise hearing your voice.
“Y/n, what are you doing?”
“I’m tired of hearing you apologizing for being happy and living your life like a normal human being. You deserve to be happy. And if people have a problem with that they can just f-” A hand is slapped over your mouth.
“Are you insane? Do you want people to find out who you are?!”
“Go ahead and let them.” You move behind him so your face is now in full view of the camera. “Now you all listen to me and you listen good. You don’t own him. You don’t get to choose who he chooses. I don’t get to choose who he choose. No one, but Jaebeom, gets to make that decision. He’s a full grown man, who has dedicated over 6 years of his life to his career and you guys. If he wants to date and be happy. That’s his choice and you shouldn’t stand in the way of that.” Suddenly you both hear Bambam yelling from the next room over.
“YEAH Y/N YOU TELL THEM! STAND UP FOR YOUR MAN!” You both burst out laughing at that and Jaebeom turns back to the camera.
“Y/n is right. I shouldn’t have to apologize for being happy. I am however, sorry for breaking your trust by keeping this a secret for so long though. I did it to respect y/n’s privacy and my own. So we could just have a semi normal relationship for at least a little while. Um.. if they choose to stay with me after all this blows over, I hope you’ll be kind. Y/n is an amazing person and makes me so so happy and I have no intention of ever leaving them or you guys. You both mean the world to me along with the rest of Got7. I guess this would be a good place to end this. I love you all and hope you’ll continue to support me and Got7 in the future.” He bows to the camera and then turns it off. He slowly spins around in his computer chair to face you.
“You’re crazy you know that?”
“Crazy for you baby.” You say with a wink. He laughs at that and you are so happy to see him smiling throughout all this. He slides the chair closer to you and wraps his arms around your waist, resting his head against your stomach. You card your fingers through his hair and he sighs happily.
“I’m sorry for this mess.”
“It’s not your fault stop apologizing. It was only a matter of time before we got caught or decided to reveal our relationship to the public anyway. Was it sooner than I would have liked? Yes, but it’s okay. We’ll get through this. Together.” He lifts his head away from you to gaze up at you, hope shining in his eyes.
“Together? You’re going to stay?”
“Of course. I’m not going anywhere. I um.. I love you Jaebeom.” You’ll never forget the look on his face in that moment. The absolutely joy and relief on his face at hearing you say you loved him for the first time.
“Incase it wasn’t obvious, I love you too.”
“Mmm it’s still nice to hear you say it though.” He brings your hand up to his lips and kisses the back of it.
“So um... you can say no. But, it would be safer if you moved in with me. Our apartment building is well protected. No one can get in or out unless they have a code given by a resident that lives there.”
“Are you asking me to move in with you?”
“For safety!”
“Ah, of course. For safety. So after all this blows over I can move back to my apartment then?”
“Let’s not get ahead of ourselves now! We don’t know how long this will take, even if people support us there will still be paparazzi swarming your building. You have no one there to protect you! No security or reception desk to screen who’s coming in or out of the building. And-” You cut off his rambling with a kiss.
“I’ll move in with you.”
“Really? That easily? Wow. Okay that was much smoother than I thought,”
“I just told you I loved you did you honestly think I would say no?”
“I mean.. maybe. I don’t know. Part of me still thinks once you see how it’s like openly dating an idol you are going to leave.”
“You have nothing to worry about. I’m not going anywhere. I intend to be with you for as long as you’ll have me.”
“So... forever then?” You smile and lean down to kiss his forehead.
+ Jaebum being evil/low key Demon AU; scary I guess; horror; messed up stuff +
+ Pt. 1 +
“Should I hold your hand, (y/n)?” Yugyeom exaggerates a pout towards me, holding his hand out for me jokingly. He knew I was too upset to actually take it at the moment. He and his stupid partner in crime, Bambam, are the whole reason I’m in this mess in the first place. I hate being mocked by those two idiots so much so, I snuck out of my house to get into trouble with them and Mark. Mark always joined in on the fun but he was nowhere near as awful as Yugyeom and Bam were on manipulating people to tag along.
“Stop. Let’s go.” Mark said, short and sweet as we all began slowly walking towards the tunnel of trees and shrubs. Our phone flashlights becoming the only source of light for us as we neared the dense nature and railroad tracks. Our flashlights could only go so far out and there’s not telling what or who could be hiding in the mess. Once we got our feet on the rail road tracks, everyone’s pace slowed and it was almost as if no one was breathing. The only sound heard was out shuffling feet.
“Guys, this isn’t a good idea...” I mumbled, shining the light forward seeing how far this creepy ass place went down. Turning it to the sides all I saw was trunks of trees intertwining; nothing else. They left. I felt my body heat up quickly and my heart race slightly at the new found revelation and anxiety that rushed over me. I couldn’t help but freeze in place at the fear and disappointment that ran through me.
I turned my light as quick as possible at the sound of rustling, that wasn’t happening before. There was no sound before, no wind, and no rain.
I want to leave, oh how badly I want to leave but, I just can’t. My feet aren’t moving and my senses are out of whack and frozen in fear. My phone lit up; warning me I’m now at 10%. I mentally cursed myself out for not charging it before agreeing to leave my home. “Pretty girls like you shouldn’t be out here all alone.” Once I comprehended the unfamiliar voice my body instantly took off, my brain and body not working together as I just jetted down from where I had come in from.
Once I got to where the boys were I instantly broke down in tears, before I lifted my head Yugyeom and Bam had been laughing but the sight of my wet face made them stop. “Are you okay? We didn’t...” I didn’t give any of them time to apologize or make excuses I simply just walked towards Mark’s car. Luckily he followed without saying anything else to me, sitting in silence the entire way to my house. “(Y/n, I’m sorry. I didn’t know you would...” I shut the door behind me as I got out, not letting him try to make things right for the second time tonight.
After sneaking back into my bedroom and changing into my pajama pants and shirt I was finally able to lay down. I took a deep breath as I got comfortable under the blankets and drifted off into my much deserved sleep.
My eyes shot open despite me not having a nightmare, or at least not seemingly having one. I took a deep breath, and sighed out, attempting to close my eyes once again.
My eyes were opened once more at the feeling of a hand slapped over my mouth roughly, blocking my potential screams and shouts for help. I clamped my eyes shut before opening them wide to try and see through the darkness of the night. I squirmed in an instant reaction as the stronger person hovered over me, kneeling over top of me. My eyes shut as his hand on my mouth pressed in further. “If you make a single noise, I’ll kill you and your entire family.” It was a familiar voice...
Thank you so much for the reaction, it was adorable. It really made me feel better, can I request another? Can you please make a reaction to you feeling insecure and jealous over their fanboying of a female idol (like Bambam and Taeyeon, he is my bias lol).
mark:
you would become quiet as mark went on about how much he loved the female idol. you would curl up on your side of the couch, resting your head on your knees, staring blankly at the screen. mark would would stop talking when he noticed your silence, moving close to you, wrapping his arm around your shoulder. he would kiss your right cheek, running his hand over the other. “hey now, you know you’ll always be my favourite.”
jaebum:
you could see jaebum blushing at the sight of his bias appear on screen. he would try to play it off but he couldn’t fool you. he was blushing, his eyes glowing as he looked at the screen. you shifted in your seat, you thought jaebum only saved that look for you. you began to fee uncomfortable, standing up to leave. you were stopped by jaebum’s hands around your waist. he would pull you onto his lap, nuzzling his nose against yours. “where are you going? i wanna spend time with my favourite girl.”
jackson:
jackson would be a squealing mess as he gushed about his favourite idol. kicking his feet like a child, his cheeks red. you couldn’t help but feel a little self conscious about it, hiding your face under your sweater. jackson saw this and would kneel down in front of you, pulling the sweater away from your face and kissing you gently. “oh, don’t do that. besides you’re more perfect that anyone of those girls, to me.”
jinyoung:
jinyoung would hum along to the songs, swaying his head to the beat as you cuddled up beside him. when his bias appeared on the screen you’d hear him let you a quiet squeal, excited to see her. you could feel your cheeks becoming hot, trying to hide it you nuzzled your face into his neck. but jinyoung knew you too well sensing your insecurity. he would place his fingers on your chin, lifting your face to look at him. “you know they all mean nothing. the only one i care about is you.”
youngjae:
youngjae would laugh at everything the idol said, becoming a blushing, giggling mess as she talked to the interviewer through the screen. he was completely flustered with her. it felt like he forgot you existed as he gazed into the tv. you pushed your lips into a line, not knowing what to say. youngjae would turn to you for a second, seeing the expression on your face. he would immediately move to you, taking your hands in his. he would kiss your forehead, smiling brightly. “don’t worry about her, no one makes me laugh like you do.”
bambam:
bam would be singing along to the song, dancing along. his horrid singing voice echoing through your ears. it was funny, at first, until he started freaking out about his bias, saying how perfect she was. you started to feel insecure, trying to think of a way to get out of the situation. bam would keep singing and dancing, while you got up to leave. you would be stopped by bam pulling you into his arms, making you dance with him. you would try to fight it, ultimately failing and giving in. bam would spin you around, getting you to do all the moves. eventually you would be laughing, acting goofy as you danced along with him, a smile on your face. “see? it’s so much better with you.”
yugyeom:
yugyeom held your hand as you followed him along the street. he would stop at the sight of a giant poster of his favourite idol. he would begin to gush about her as you stood beside him, silent. he’d be blushing as he gazed at the poster. you would pull on his hand beginning to walk away. yugyeom would get the hint, running up beside you, placing his chin on your shoulder, his lips in a pout. “awe, please don’t be like that, i was only kidding. i could only love you.”
Thanks for the request! GOT7 is a group very near and dear to me… one I spent 3 + years heavily obsessed with so it’s always fun for me to write them now, because during that time, I just didn’t? I dunno, but enough rambles, let’s get into kissing JB shall we?
Jaebum has the bad boy freak in the sheets persona that so many have given him, but to you, he’s actually the softest sweetheart of a boyfriend, with kisses that could melt you in 0.001 seconds.
First kiss:
Much like when Jaebum confessed his feelings for you, your first kiss was handled in the same manner. You could tell he was nervous, as he handed you a drink he’d gotten from the convenience store on your walk together, and for awhile you travelled in silence, him fiddling with his drink, whilst you tried to time taking sips of yours, wondering what he was going to launch at you and worrying he’d suddenly do it whilst you’re gulping back your beverage. It made you tense and he seemed to pick up on this emotion, rocking back a little on his heels and causing you to turn and look at him. He grabbed your hand and smiled; telling you how much he likes you, and how much he has wanted to do this to you for so long now. And before you could ask what this was, his lips were upon yours, soft yet exploring. It was longer than you expected, but not passionate, more hesitant and gentle. It made you smile against him, and Jaebum reciprocated this, drawing you in closer to him and now really making sure you knew how he felt towards you.
Public kisses:
Your first kiss was pretty much your only kiss out in public. Even though Jaebum loves you completely, being out in public stifles his strong skinship issues, and leaves you in the realm of holding hands. Admittedly at first you hadn’t expected him to be like this, given how much he had kissed you without a care of the others passing you by in the park that night, but you actually found his gentlemanly manners attractive, happy to know that when you were in a more private setting, that he would be all over you again. And so you treasured moments out together, because not only did you get to see him from a further distance than usual (please note he is still at your side but when you’re not wrapped up in someone, there is more space) which allowed you to soak in his details from different angles, and it excited you to acknowledge that you could only be out for so long, and you’d soon be able to be back in his arms.
Private kisses:
At home, Jaebum is completely different. He’s always on you, arms wrapped around your waist, following you around the house, laughing in your ear and just genuinely happy to be around you. You’re also both self sufficient, able to have your time to yourselves doing your own tasks, but Jaebum is the type to find reasons to come and be closer with you. If you’re working on some left over notes from work/study, he’ll move over to where you are with a notebook and pen, busying himself too. You’ll both shoot each other smiles, not phased to know what the other is doing, but happy for the company. In these moments, you equally distribute brief kisses, a reminder that you’re both there for each other. It’s a giddy feeling to be so in love, having the ability to reach over and place a chaste kiss on each other, and then return back to what you’re doing with a smile.
To make up for the little amount of kisses out in public, you receive a lot during your time at home, cooking and cleaning together with kisses in between. At night it’s common for you to cuddle up and watch movies or read on the couch, and these are your softest moments, both wrapped up in each other, being playful towards one another and lots of soft, lingering kisses. It’s easy for your attention to slip from what you doing and just becoming insanely immersed within Jaebum, surprising yourself when you found something new in the way his eyes were shaded, examining the angle of his nose and then kissing it, Jaebum scrunching it up at you and then launching his lips all over you. Laughter is such a huge element to your relationship and he loves hearing you so happy, making him hold you more tenderly, and kiss you with more passion.
Making out:
Yes it’s true this boy knows how to pleasure you. But he has many ways of doing this, sometimes he is dominant, and his passion can lead you both into a hot, fast, and rough world of sexual fantasies. But more often than that, you see the more sensual side to Jaebum. He knows just how to control you, how to make you squirm at the lightest of touches, how to make you moan out his name, all whilst still fully clothed. It’s almost like he’s a scientist, experimenting to find new cues from you, smirking his way along your body, his hands accompanying his arduous testing. He’s adept in causing you to become weak in the knees with just one look, and it’s usually you who fails to keep up with his teasing, to begin begging for more. Jaebum could happily make out with you all day long, bringing you close to the edge of no return, before backing right off, biting at his lips and smirking at your obvious upheaval. You are so gorgeous when you’re unhinged like this to him, and you’d think he’d want to take you right there and then. His sensual, longing behaviours always have you on high alert, because they’re complete torment, especially when he’s got his mind set on how things are going to go.
Although he likes the control factor, he’s equally surprised and accommodating when you express your obvious desires for him first, his smirks aren’t there, but his teasing words are, asking if you really can’t control yourself and have to have him right now. He’ll oblige of course, sucking at your neck and upper chest as you dictate the course of your more intimate moment, lots of hard kisses followed by an abundance of soft, sensual nips and licks at your body.
Last remark for this section haha remark – love bites. Jaebum’s biggest kink is leaving his mark all over you. He’s got a bit of a possessive streak when it comes to you. Not in a negative, controlling way, but he likes knowing your body is his, and his only. And leaving a trail of his marks on you is a way to know just how much he loves you, and you appreciate being only his too.
Morning kisses:
You’re more prompt at getting up in the mornings. Jaebum isn’t so interested in moving when he first opens his eyes, and so there can be a bit of bickering in the mornings, you telling him you have to get to work/school and him not accepting this as a response. When Jaebum first wakes up, he’s incredibly soft and enamoured by you, chuckling at how awful your hair is. To you, this can make you whine, which he was aiming for, he loves teasing you, because you look so beautiful in whatever form you come in. It surprises him to not find anything about you unattractive, even when you have a birds nest on your head. But before you can do anything about it, he’s thrown himself over you, pinning you to the bed under him and is refusing you to get up, no matter what complaint you give him. You even once tried to tell him you needed the bathroom and he told you that sheets are washable; he’s so stubborn and unromantic at times. But he’ll always back his bluntness up with soft, sweet kisses over the bridge of your nose and cheeks, forehead and all the way down to your jawline. He purposely leaves out your lips just to mess with you, smiling widely when he sees you pouting and then presses his mouth upon yours, silencing any of your residual nagging about starting the day. And you almost forget until the second alarm goes off, telling you that you’re now going to be late if you don’t move it. Jaebum hates that second alarm so much that he snuck into your phone to disarm it once, and now you’ve created it specifically for him, using a couple of lines from Dream High 2 on repeat as the alarm tone. That gets him up out of bed quick smart, and you’re gripping at your phone, thankful it saved the day, but also worrying that he’s going to grab it and throw it away sometime soon. Love and war go hand in hand in the morning with Im Jaebum.
Making up:
Jaebum has a temper; you know it exists, but he’s also so blunt and honest, that fighting between you rarely occurs because you both try to not allow anything to build into a problem. But when it does, it’s like you forgot how bad it truly gets, he’s so worked up, yelling at you, making it worse by adding in things that he’s clearly not let go of like you have, and is convinced you’re out to destroy what you have. He’s so petty when you fight, unable to clearly think straight because he’s so furious that you’ve started something up and upset him. He’s not going to stop and think about how you’re crying during these moments, because he’s too worked up in his own feelings, sometimes going as far as to feel like you’re inflicting this pain on him, and it’s not a mutual effort. He’s blind to how you’re now shaking and not responding in the argument, and most likely you will try to leave, him screaming at you that you’re not done fighting yet, but you yourself are more than done.
It can take days to recover from these outbursts and a lot of it is down to you both needing to think internally about what the real problem is, and how you’re both going to fix it.
There’s no apology kisses, it’s more of a sweeping under the rug initially. You will address the problem, but for Jaebum he needs to feel the connection first, because it’s been so lost between you for days now. He’s focussed on kissing you, exploring you, remembering how you taste again because he’s so worried you’ve somehow changed. It’s a relief when you haven’t, and that you kiss him back with just as much demand, sometimes silently picking you up and taking you down to your bedroom and exploring every inch of you. Out of everyone I’ve written for, Jaebum is the most likely to have make up sex after arguments, not because it fixes the problem, but because he craves a full connection with you again.
Crown kisses:
You often go into Jaebum’s music room and find him working away on his songs, the boy barely noticing your arrival when he’s immersed in his work. In these moments, his dedication is truly admirable and you cannot help throwing your arms around the back of his chair and onto him, kissing the top of his head. And it won’t be long until he’s turning around to face you, wrapping his own arms around your waist and relishing in the affection you’re giving him, burying himself into you. He loves it when you kiss the top of his head, although when you first did it, he was embarrassed because it seemed so odd to him to receive a kiss like that from anyone but his mother. But now he had another beautiful woman in his world and he cherished these kisses like no other.
Stressed kisses:
When Jaebum is stressed, he’s like a small child. Fragile, and lost, his eyes narrowed as his mind races to try and keep up with everything, to find what priority needs to come first and how to solve whatever is stressing him out. And you’ve learned he needs some time at first, because he does like to internalise, and he does like to come to conclusions himself. Although he is very open with you, and tells you everything, when he’s stressed, you know if you rush him, he’ll get impatient and closed off from you. And so you wait, hoping that he’ll solve it himself. But there are times where the problem is just too big for him alone, and he gets too emotional and self critical, beating himself up for not catching this problem when it was smaller and more manageable. This is where he needs you the most in your relationship, as a sounding board for the issues, and to try and help him through, like he always does for you when you’re struggling. Unlike you, who turned to him at the drop of the hat, Jaebum has an ego that prevents him from unleashing everything on you, wanting to be the man who solves problems. It’s not a sexist belief entirely, he knows your advice is second to none, but he struggles with being weak in front of you, wanting to be your strong, protective boyfriend at all costs. Crying in front of you is the worst thing he can do, and so that’s another reason why he avoids it until he can no longer, and those stupid tears fall without his request, frustrating him further. You try your best to not make a big deal out of him, even though you just want to envelope him in your arms and coddle him, to tell him it’s going to be okay. In those moments, simply holding him and kissing him lightly without any words is enough to bring him down from his emotional state, Jaebum gripping at you to steady himself, embarrassed that he cried, but also so thankful that it was you comforting him. Once he’s calmer, you can then talk out the problem, little kisses along the way to reassure him that you’re here for him no matter what.
Night kisses:
Last kiss! Like Daehyun, I had to add this in here for Jaebum as well. Because at night Jaebum is the most sincere and raw that you will ever see him be. After the daily grind is over and you are both in each other’s arms in bed, he’ll use this time to tell you everything on his mind, how much he treasures you for accepting his heart, how he cannot wait for you to be a Mum to more than just your cats, how one day he’ll make you the most beautiful bride. And you have never felt so speechless in your life during these sessions, amazed at how deep he feels for you, how expanse his future visions are for you both, and not wanting to hold back, in case they didn’t come into fruition like you sometimes did. You were certain he would make them happen just because he believes you and him are for ever. It was magical to have someone so invested into you, knowing you were in him too and just expressing those feelings is enough to have you finding his mouth with demand, deepening the kiss for a bit before ending it with a final graze of your lips on his. You can see how much he loves you during these moonlit experiences, and how much he cherishes having you in his world. Because of these moments together, falling asleep is always easy, his voice in your ear as he lightly kisses it, lulling you to sleep, to dream of the future you both want to greet when the time arrives.
Someone call the doctor (Hwang of course) because I think I forgot to breathe again. Jaebum is honestly so hardworking in whatever he does, and his honesty and comfortable nature within his own skin is so attractive, that anyone lucky to be spoilt with his love is going to die a happy, beautiful death.
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Other GOT7 members: Mark // Jaebum // Jackson // Jinyoung // Youngjae // Yugyeom
can u do a one for GOT7? like their reaction to keep getting out of their arms while cuddling bc it’s too hot and they keep just getting closer and closer?
Jaebum:
The the first time you rolled out of his arms he would have just shrugged it off, thinking that maybe you had become uncomfortable with the way you were laying. After a few minutes he’d put his phone down and roll over your way, wrapping his arms around your waist and burying his face against your back. When you took his arm and moved it from your waist he roll on his back, covering his eyes with his arm, but still not thinking too much about it. The third time he tried he’d laugh slightly when you threw your legs from under the blanket and whined for him to stop, that he was making you so hot. He’d laugh and say okay, opening his chest for you when you were ready. It wouldn’t hurt his feelings, or make him mad at you because in the end he’d rather you be comfortable that sweating over him.
Mark:
If you didnt want to lay curled up against him, he wouldn’t force you. That just isn’t the type of person he was. But as the two of you laid there on your backs hed bring his knee up nonchalantly to lay over your thigh. You sighed, pushing your blankets down a little more. As he continues to watch what ever it was that was on the the tv, he brought his arm up, to now rest on your shoulder. Though he didn’t think much about the simple touching he would be able to pick up on the discomfort you were in. He’d look over to you and walk over to the thermostat, changing that before climbing back in bed and laying on his stomach. He wouldn’t touch you again until you seemed to be more comfortable.
Jackson:
He wouldnt get it as well. The first time you removed his arms from your waist he thought you were trying to be cute. When you removed his arms the second time he’d think you were playing a game. And when you pulled him off of you once more he’d laugh while repositioning himself around you tighter. When you finally lost it and told him to stop cause you were hot he’d bite his lip and muster a small sorry, pouting as he told you to cool off quickly.
Jinyoung:
Every time you wiggled out of his arms he figured it was because you were uncomfortable. But he hadn’t been able to hold you in a while because of his schedule so every time you seemed to get comfortable again he’d wrap his arms around your waist, or pull you into his chest or even just drape an arm over you so he could feel like you were at least trying to enjoy your time with him. When you sat up quickly and got out of bed he’d start to think about the past week. Did he do something wrong? Did he some how make you mad and didnt realize until just then. He became confused when you stormed back into the bedroom and flopped on your face, kicking your feet in a small fit. ‘It so fucking hot in here!’ You groaned with your face in the pillow. He’d roll to his back and chuckle before standing up and opening the window that he knew you could never quite get open enough before climbing back in bed. ‘I always tell you to leave that window open but you never listen.’ He’d say stretching his arms out to wait for you to roll back into his chest.
Youngjae:
It would only take you one time pushing yourself out of the embrace he had you in for him to ask you what was wrong. He’d become nervous slightly when you just sighed and sat up, stripping your shirt off and laying back down. He’d watch you, confused as to why you seemed to be acting weird. All he knew was he was tired and wanted to sleep, but with you pacing and turning the lights on and off while rustling around he couldn’t do that. He’d finally ask you what was wrong and what you were looking for and when you told him he’d nod and stand up, moving to the closest you had come in and out of at least four times now to reach up for the box fan you were searching for. He’d help you set it up, angle it perfectly so it was pointing on you and then crawl back in bed behind you so, comfortably holding you into his chest.
BamBam:
Cuddling on the couch was something that was a right of passage in your apartment, but the ac was out and it was 100 degrees outside. Even though you were sitting in a sports bra, fanning yourself under five fans BamBam was still trying to curl up next to you. It started when he got home and sat too close to you, put hisarm around you and eventually pulled you so you were laying on his chest. You tried to let it happen, but feeling your skin start to dampen you had to pry yourself. You didnt even give him a chance to wonder what was wrong because you knew he'd never put his finger on it so you began to fan himself and groan with the heat. Hed make a comment about you being hot when your sweating but he knew that wasn't something you'd really want to hear so he'd offer you ice cream and give you your space the couch.
Yugyeom:
You had woken up in the middle of the night, cotton mouthed and sweating. You instantly stood up, pulling yourself out of Yugyeom’s arms and leaving the bed. It took you a while to get back into bed, but once you did his arms returned right back to your waist. You tried pushing him off of you, eventually waking him when you used your feet to push him away. He woke up and gave you a soft sleepy ‘you okay?’ When you told him you were extremely hot he'd nodded and pull more of the blankets off of you and onto him, wrapping himself into a cocoon and falling back asleep in his own bubble making your chuckle before you were able to all asleep.
