Mar 1
i may have chef-bossed too close to the sun
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i may have chef-bossed too close to the sun
turns out the line that my friend and i were gasping over yesterday is the line that I had to consider joining today
whoever wrote this deleted it and i cannot find their blog anymore. i wish i could tell them how much it matters to me that someone else resonated with this exact connection between cora and shivers.
forgot how much i love gundam and big stupid action shows FUCK
the voices are telling me to play disco elysium again
i am so normal about this song (lying)
it is everything about 2nd gen; the sticky tones, the bouncy electronic beat, the delicious autotune, the instrumental "breakdown" before the final chorus
"so was russia mothering?"
it drives me nuts that i am not worthy of insane platonic love.. this is nonsense to complain about but still. I am feeling it. i want to inspire this
and yet.. i never seem to.
no matter how much energy or valuable interactability i put into a connection, it never seems to be desired. only appreciated