#jaiden's rambles

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An Invitation

I invite you fellow artists to draw her, if you choose

I'd love to see what you come up with :3

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I Know the Announcement Video Came Out YESTERDAY, But Like-

Blitz LITERALLY drags Husk in by his tail and just screams "THE CAT!"

Sir, that is a LEGEND. Don't be rude lmao

Also just... Husk's cUTE FUCKIN FROG BLINKY

A U G H- *(Cue eldritch horror type screaming)*

This man has my whole GOD DAMN HEART AND SOUL 🥹🩷💞❤️

Also Blitz was just serving CUNT the whole time. As expected, tho. He is a king in his own right-

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Thank You :'3

You guys all pleasantly surprised me with art of my girlie, Amy. I love all you guys' efforts! Huge thank you to the following who took time to do so: @123artist-freak123 , @artsty33 , @imafangirlforsure , and @vexter-the-comedian !

Y'all made me so fuckin' happy today, and I needed this 🥹🩷🖤

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Just something I wanted to get off my chest, but like...

I seriously think the Hellaverse fandom has made me a better artist. Both SFW and NSFW. I've learned anatomy and poses & I'm even getting good at lighting and shading!

Like... I look at my art from even a year ago & I think to myself... Was I even the same person?

Like... These ones are SO good & I'm SO proud of them.

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I Wanna Try This...

Note that this may take me a while if I go through with this! (To the best of my ability-) But yeah, give me 6 characters that make you point your finger and go: Oh yeah, that's THEM.

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RAAAAHHH–

I need to ramble about Amy. She's basically my hyperfixation at this point. My OC has become the source of fixation, which then just barely trickles into the source material

But seriously, I LOVE HER. AUGH– 🥺😭🩷🖤

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As I sit here, getting ready for my 7 hour shift starting at 1:00 pm (EST), I'm basically like:

"For me? This is suffering. Because I'm going to work in the middle of the day, then I'm barely gonna have energy when I get home to make food. So, that day old meat in the fridge is looking passable."

It's that mode of: "I can't be assed, so here I go, making random shit in my kitchen that looks even remotely edible!"

... Imagine this as a cooking show. Have the host go to a 7-10 hour shift in retail, or something other than food service, & see what concoction of laziness they come up with cuz they don't want to make food.

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Time for more of my ramblings! This time... A vent. About Decision Paralysis

So, I wanted to do something for myself today & take myself out to a restaurant. However, I'm thinking of reeling that back. To put it simply, there's too many decisions to make.

No, not just the place I want to go out to. But also: "What would be appropriate to wear to every place I have in mind?", "What's the weather look like? Any rain?", "Which place that I know would have more than one option for what I want to eat?"

.... I am impossible sometimes—

Even if someone else tries to take me out to eat, I can't just spontaneously go. I need to look up the place on Google. So I know the menu & the cost of items I'd eat, what I should wear there, etc.

I need to learn to just enjoy life sometimes & not have these extensive road maps where one decision is at the core (i.e: Where to go out to eat, What do I want to do today in general, etc)

Cuz I'm gonna drive myself insane one day after thinking of what I thought was every possibility, before realizing: "Fuck! I didn't think of that!"