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Why is it that just when I thought I've moved past someone that caused a negative experience in my life, they have to come dancing out of my closet like nothing happened. Like. No. Go back from whence you came foul beast. Ain't nobody got time for your shit.

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Professor: So I'm just gonna give a little light reading for the summer, even though classes start in two weeks.

Me: .......shit

Professor: It's just some simple stuff. Just read chapters 1 - 9 of the 12 chapter textbook, each one is only 70 pages. Do all 15 review problems at the end of each chapter, type your answers in a document and scan pics of your calculations to paste into the document. Also, I'm assigning a secondary textbook just go ahead and read all of it. It's only another 400 pages.

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What would it be like....

...if we could hear the voice other people hear in their own heads? We hear our own voice every day, and it’s strange to think about how no one will ever hear what I think my voice sounds like. It’s how some people feel uncomfortable hearing their voice over a microphone/speaker system. 

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Just a quick thank you to everyone that follows me.  You are all wonderful.  Today is my birthday, and I spent it with people that matter most, doing activities that make me happiest. It’s my last one in my hometown, and it went splendid. 

And now I’m compelled to tell you that you’re all great, and I appreciate all of you. 

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Does anyone else freak out when they get called general words by strangers? Lady, Woman, Ma'am, Man, Mister, Sir.  I always panic and internally scream, "NO. I'm not a fucking man yet. I'm hardly even a guy. I'm not old enough and I'm not experienced enough to have earned that title!"

And then I realize I AM kind of an adult....and I keep freaking out.

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Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 (good luck with that!) people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

I was tagged by amiliawhovian (Thanks for including me in a thing!)

What was your: Last beverage: Water! Last phone call: Alayne (my pretty lady and grumpy extraordinaire) Last text message: Dylan, a good friend and expert weave-snatcher Last song you listened to: Hollow Moon (Bad Wolf) by AWOLNATION Last time you cried: Out of negativity? Last Friday morning. Out of positivity? Yesterday, I laughed too hard. 

Have you ever: Dated someone twice: Yes Been cheated on: Yes Kissed someone and regretted it: No Lost someone special: Yes Been depressed: Haha, that's a trick question right? Yes I have.  Been drunk and threw up: Nope List 3 favorite colors: Black, cerulean, and gold

Last year, have you: Made a new friend: Yes, two good ones Fallen out of love: No, quite the opposite Laughed until you cried: Yes, frequently Found out who your true friends are: Yes Found out someone was talking about you: Yes

General: How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life?: All of them save a small handful, (like maybe 4 people are just because we share a name)

Firsts: First surgery: Do my wisdom teeth count? First piercing: Not yet First best friend: Alayne C. (naturally), Lizzie and Dylan.  First sports you joined: Is marching band a sport? First vacation: Pittsburgh. 

Right now: Eating: Nothing. I'm craving some food though.  Drinking: Water, but I require sweet tea. I’m about to: Shower, change, go do lame adult things Waiting for: Alayne's dad to text me so I can go pick up his chickens. 

Your future: Want kids: Eventually. Get married: Eventually, and it will happen in due course. But for now, I'm okay enjoying who we are.  Career: Scientist. 

Which is better: Lips or eyes: Eyes, phenotypic variances in iris assortment sequence are one of life's smallest joys Hugs or kisses: Kisses, because I hug everyone Shorter or taller: Taller! Older or younger: Depends? Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms are a weakness Sensitive or loud: Both? Life is balance. Hook-Up or relationship: Relationship. Trouble maker or hesitant: Again, a good measure of both. 

Have you ever: Kissed a stranger: Yes Drank hard liquor: Yes Lost glasses/contacts: My glasses always come home eventually Sex on first date: Haha, ask me that one personally, I don't kiss and tell like that.  Broke someone’s heart: Yes Arrested: Nope Turned someone down: Yes.  Cried when someone died: Yes, both from sadness and anger Fallen for a friend: You could say that

Do you believe in: Yourself: Yes. (Most days, anyway) Miracles: Not at all. Love at first sight: No. Heaven: In as much as you believe it exists, that makes it real to you, right? Santa Claus: Wait? Is he okay? He hasn't written me a letter back since I moved out on my own. ;) Kiss on the first date: Umm?...do what you want on a date, just have consent. Angels: No idea, see Heaven above. 

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Once you rip out the knife in your back, all that's left is to wait for the poison to bleed out. Let's hope it leaves quickly.

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I'm just gonna go ahead and ignore that blatantly ignorant thing you just reblogged. 

Let's pretend that didn't happen.