Dec 9, 2025
honestly not over the fact that Shane gets jealous so easily and yet is the one who’s more anxious about hiding their relationship
imagine having the most secure relationship with a guy who's obsessed with you and will stay in the closet for you because you're not ready to share and are anxious about who sees bc NHL's homophobic af AND you get jealous about others eyeing up your man
they actually don't need to be eyeing up your man. he can just compliment their hockey skills or note their conventional looks as objectively hot, and you get huffy about it
#shane hollander#jealous!shane#heated rivalry#game changers series#the long game#hollanov#like i'm not over him#long game fed me so good with jealous!shane and he is my funniest man#like chill out man your guy is not going anywhere and no one who tries could ever take him#and yes jealous!ilya is also great and i love him but the rare treat is jealous!shane bc he is soooooooo repressed with his closetedness#and is sooooooooooo stressed out about being outed or caught but he also feels secure in his relationship despite his crippling undiagnosed#anxiety disorder that may or may not be ocd but that's a headcanon of mine but istg it's text#anyway#Shane with his secure relationship but also stressed about so much shit and feeling the pressure of his team and how the fans and media#perceive him which is why he's very okay with keeping the relationship a secret bc this relationship is his and Ilya's#but because it's a secret the public doesn't know that & w/ how they've agreed to keep the secret they don't even say they're seeing someon#sO it can encourage others to flirt or ask them out and Shane's very aware of how hot Ilya is (and vice versa) and idk just. the idea that#the person who's the most anxious and wants their relationship to be secret getting pent up and jealous when someone thinks they can#steal their secret partner???? chef's kiss
