Bucky x reader, except the reader is also a supersoldier who went through the same thing, so she 1000% understands. They both wake up from a nightmare and comfort each other, and end up having very passionate sex.
oH mY gOd iZzY!??!??!! good lord that is 𝓈𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓍𝓎.
Anyway babe, here's a bucky x fem!reader fic for ya. also omfg i love bucky barnes sm 🥺 hnngh mr barnes can rail me any day
Warnings: smut (duh), p in v sex ;) a little angst kinda? top!Bucky, bottom!reader (kinda?) unprotected sex
Word count: 1,398
You and Bucky were no strangers to nightmares; over the years, both of you were frequently plagued by them. They never became any easier to manage.
You live in the now, but there is one thing that will always and forever be a part of your past.
The Super Soldier serum.
The Soldier is part of who you are - who you both are. It's a part of Bucky, a part of you.
It wasn't an easy decision to make; to take that acceptance of what the past had set you on, and face forward.
Bucky shouts, bringing you out of your light, fitful sleep with a jolt. You throw yourself up and away from the bed with one quick motion.
It takes a moment for your vision to clear, and your breathing to steady. By the time your heart slows back down to normal, you're aware of Bucky was sitting up, leaning back with his hands braced on either side of his hips, breathing harshly, and panting as sweat dripped down his face and onto his chest, fingertips glistening with moisture.
Your pulse hadn't even calmed down enough for you to register what caused it to speed up in the first place when you exhale sharply, seeing Bucky crouched in the middle of the bed, face contorted in the middle of a scream. You can't see his eyes behind the glare the moonlight throws at you, but you get the feeling he's looking right at you.
He's looking at you.
"Bucky," you say, softer than you intend to, eyeing him as you finish sliding up onto your feet in the floor. "Hey. It's okay, Bucky. Breathe," you offer, holding your hands out open and out to your sides, to show you mean him no harm.
Bucky doesn't register your words and doesn't stop staring at you. His eyes are wide, his fists clenched.
"It's only me, Bucky," you breathe. It's then you notice how tense his body is; the tic of the muscle in his jaw, the tension in his arms, the way his shoulders hunch. He looks like he's ready for a fight, ready to grab his weapon of choice and take aim for the kill.
"Bucky, look at me," you request, the words coming out as soothing as you think you can get them. "Breathe with me. Come on. It's just me. You're safe," you reassure, still maintaining a safe distance.
It takes a couple of seconds, but you can see the way his shoulders visibly relax when he finally looks up at you, breathing deeply and still shaking. The sight of him in the state he was in made your heart ache.
You nod, ready to approach.
"I'm sorry," he whispers, and you can hear him swallow audibly. "I…" he falters, pausing, and then he pauses again, exhaling harshly. "I'm sorry." he repeats.
"Do you...want to talk about it?" you ask tentatively, though you doubted he would. Neither of you liked to talk about your nightmares.
"No," he replies, almost immediately, though you can see him glance back at you briefly before his eyes avert back to their spot between his knees. "No, I don't. I don't want to…I don't want to think about it anymore."
"Okay," you agree, "Okay," you repeat again, slowly. "I don't expect you to." you add with a smile, though you doubt he can see it. You sit beside him on the bed.
You let the silence fill the space between you, letting him collect himself.
Finally, he says, “I don’t want to go back to sleep.”
You shift, tucking a loose hair behind your ear. “Well, what can I do to help?”
Dark, lustful eyes follow your silhouette. "I don't want to think anymore... just let me..." He whispers, the tone of his voice desperate.
You wordlessly nod, allowing him to pull you into a kiss. There’s nothing quite romantic about the way he kisses you, insatiable and impassioned. The kiss feels longer than it actually is.
Finally, you break apart, staring at each other for a moment longer before his eyes glance down to where your lips are still slightly parted, watching him.
Without another word, his cold metal hand slides up your nightshirt, leaving trails of goosebumps in it's wake. He helps you out of your shirt, leaving you in only your sports bra.
His brow furrows. He growls, and you can hear the telltale sound of tearing fabric - and then you’re bare for him, nipples hardening in the cool air.
You never liked that bra, anyway.
He mutters your name in appreciation, teeth grazing your neck. His hands trail along your body, like he was making sure you were real.
You wish you could see his brilliant blue eyes, if only to reassure him more.
He tugs impatiently at the waistband of your shorts, pressing his forehead to yours. You card your fingers in his hair, and before you know it, your shorts are uncaringly tossed to the floor.
He pauses at the waistband of your underwear. You can feel his hot breath against your neck, his fingers hooked at the waistband.
"Bucky," you plea softly.
That's seemingly all the motivation he needs, and your underwear is added to the ever-growing pile of clothes on the floor.
He doesn't hesitate to touch your clit, rubbing tight circles on the bundle of nerves.
You mewl, spreading your legs for him, anything to get more attention on your clit.
However, he abandons your clit in favor of something else.
You can feel the cold metal of his fingers In your searing heat, and you squirm. “Bucky, oh, God-” you mutter, biting your lip.
He shushes you, pressing a kiss to your lips. You quickly get used to the icy coolness of his fingers, it adds another layer to your pleasure. He buries his two fingers to the knuckle, pumping and curling his fingers just right, making you a wet, wanton mess.
He hits your G-spot, and you throw your head back, moaning aloud. He hits that spot a few more times before he removes his fingers, making you whine at the loss.
“Suck.” is his simple demand, fingers coated in your slick.
You oblige, sucking his fingers, the faint taste of metal mixed with your own juices.
He groans, and then his fingers - wet with your own spit - go back down to your clit, rubbing it with fast, light strokes.
You moan, clenching around nothing, aching for him.
Eventually, he stops, and you can feel the head of his cock brush against your entrance. He pauses, pressing his forehead to yours. "-needed this so much, Doll. God, I-" he trails off.
You press a kiss to his cheek. "I'm here, Bucky."
He exhales shakily, and suddenly, he buries himself inside of you to the hilt.
The noise that he releases is primal.
You moan at the feeling of being full, and the delicious stretch that comes along with it.
He stays like that for a brief moment, letting you adjust to him before he rolls his hips.
He thrusts sharply, experimentally, before he finds his rhythm, setting a frantic pace, fucking you like he'd never see you again.
He peppers kisses everywhere he can, kissing your lips, your cheeks, your neck, your shoulders - as you writhe underneath him, incoherently begging for more. He grips your hips, holding them tightly, muttering slurred praises in your ear.
It was something carnal, something wild and desperate, and it was so fucking good.
His skillfull fingers find your clit once again, and the combination of the attention on your clit and the way he hits your G-spot makes you cry out his name, you orgasm steadily approaching.
You clench around his cock and he groans in appreciation, kissing and nipping at your neck.
There was surely going to be a hickey on your neck and bruises on your thighs when you woke up tommorow, at the rate he was going.
His hips begin to stutter, his breath gets shaky. "'M gonna-" he warns,
You were about to respond when he pinches your clit, and your orgasm hits you suddenly, quickly. You yell his name, milking his cock.
He groans into your hair, whispering your name as he gives a few short, choppy thrusts before he orgasms.
You both sleep nightmare free the rest of the night.
“I’ll be here when you realize you got it all wrong. When you understand how it feels to be on the receiving end of your reckless rationing of goodness and warmth.”
“I begged him once for answers. “Why would you lie to me? Why would you avoid me?” He said, “______, you are just so exhausting to talk to.” So. Love is exhausting. To love is to be exhausted. To be loved is to be a bottomless pit, a watery well, an over-flowing, over-dosing source of pure exhaustion.”
“I’ll walk the walnut yard all on my own knowing if I trip, I won’t catch myself. But I’ll get back up, bruised ankles and all in my shining high heels. And when the grass is greener, I’ll realize this doesn’t have to rhyme.”
“Things are gonna end, and they won’t end well. You said “are you sure?” I said, “I can just tell.” We played by the books, but the longing looks are long expired, and honestly? I’m getting tired.”
“My favorite way to be devastated is to simply sit still and feel time passing all around, and eventually, through me.”
ok @johermione now that's i've read it 5 times, cried over it and smiled all day brighter than the sun, i can compile together just some of my fav parts and thoughts about your literati fic...
He should probably stop putting those behind his ears, but the gesture is doing too much for his ego for him to give it up. It's silly, but he feels like an actual writer when he does that, empty coffee mugs, books everywhere, the company of words, city lights and air.
I absolutely loved the utterly human action of putting a pencil behind your ear, it's the most uselessly wonderful thing to do! and the imagery of that end line is amazing <3
He may be quiet on the outside, but he's bursting with words on the inside.
idk how to explain but this line just hit different. everything about it is just so deep and meaningful, and all captured in such a simple and beautiful sentence...also a huge relate for me (and the images and feelings created by the word "bursting" is just incredible to me)
New York feels stale on his skin which is to be expected considering how New York's been under his skin for a long time.
as soon as i read this line i just thought "what should be over burrowed under my skin" so yeah
"You, me. We don't talk with words."
this kind of love and friendship is just perfect, i love the chemistry you showed between them (see following point as well)
"Aaand I'm rambling and you're smiling... Great..."
"Oh, and Rory?"
"Yeah?"
"Keep the rambling going."
THIS WAS SO CUTE AND JUST AHHHH i love the perfect balance between them (and also omg the bit where she's like "jess you're wearing two different shoes" <333333333)
She is both a writer and a person today too.
idk why but this distinction between writer and person was such an interesting part, it made me smile and pause to think about it more...(too many intricate thoughts to write rn)
They sat there, painting-like and wordless, until the first salutation of dawn.
first of all the utterly gorgeous poetry of this line...it felt like breathing in the fresh air just after it's rained (meaning it was so beautiful and made me feel so alive) and it's just perfect neil
I close my eyes and I’m wide awake, I open them and I’m dreaming.
i'm crazy for this idea - the way everything feels up side down and the wrong way round, the indistinction (i dont think that's a word but yk what i mean) between fantasy and reality.....it's just so cinematically perfect somehow (and ofc so rev like) (WAIT there's a word for that!!! oneirataxia i think...such a beautiful word <3)
The world still looks bright enough.
Sometimes, I think about home, about Lane, about Luke, about mum and the world looks brighter. Shiny and familiar. Warm.
i love this sm!!!! the clear love she has for them, and the feelings that come with that...the sunny, bright, shinning and familiar warmth of being loved <3
(and jo. the playlist. THE PLAYLIST. i'm crying AGAIN istg the tears are streaming down my face but i'm smiling and crying and i'm just a mess rn i love you so so so so so much for this)
this man has me straight up ignoring my other fics and i’m so, so, sorry if you sent a request and i haven’t done it (stop blaming fictional characters for your own procrastination and self-destructive behavior jo)
Smutty Bucky Headcanons
Before you, Bucky wasn’t super experienced. Like, he’s been around the block a couple times, he knows what he’s doing 💁🏻♀️ but he’s always ready to learn more iykwim ;)
Bucky’s pretty quiet during sex - he’s just kind of more focused on both of your pleasure.
However, if you initiate dirty talk, he’ll pick up on it and he’ll be more vocal.
100% a switch. Whenever you’re both more relaxed you usually will be on top - but sometimes he just gets so worked up he just needs to fuck you now.
Since he’s a super solider, he has some impressive stamina. He can go several rounds in a night. ;) but he’s happy as long as you’re happy.
Since he’s pretty impulsive, Bucky’s pretty open to having sex whenever the opportunity arises. Want to have a quickie in a car? Bucky’s down for that.
Bucky’s always trying to give you hickeys, and generally he’s always trying to kiss you while you’re having sex.
Act like he’s indifferent to cuddling after sex, but 100% he loves it. The man needs cuddles. This man loves to be the big spoon <3 plus, it’s pretty easy to pick up where you left off last night when you both wake up ;)
Despite him being quiet during sex, he does happen to love pillow talk. He loves just,,,pulling you into his arms and running his fingers through your hair. Sometimes it leads to more sex, tbh
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me: has several requests that need finished
also me: okay but what if, now hear me out here, you wrote some bucky trash?
Dom but kind Anakin and virgin reader? Nice and slow and Anakin is equally vocal?
HHSHHSHSSHDHSHDHSDHHSDHS???? OK MISS GIRL NOW IK U TRYNA KILL ME 🥵🥵 DAMN OKAY HERE WE GO
here ya go baebee, have an Anakin x fem! reader blurb 😏 (also taglist at le bottom;0)
warnings: smut (obv), cunnilingus (oh yes bitches, we’re goin there™), p in v sex, unprotected sex, soft!dom anakin
word count: 1238 ;)
Also yay for gifs this time!!
"But you've never-...are you sure? This is totally up to you-" he starts.
"I want this, Ani. I trust you," you say softly.
Anakin kisses you gently as his hands move around you, pulling you close.
The light kiss turns into something more, and you feel his hands move down to your hips. His hands grow more forceful, gripping you tightly.
"You're so gorgeous," he whispers in a deep voice that makes you shiver. Your hands wrap around his neck, pulling him closer to you. It feels right having him hold you. Anakin's lips move to yours, kissing you deeper.
He fumbles with the button on your pants, and you can feel his satisfied smile against your lips when he unbuttons the top button. He impatiently undresses you, unfastening your pants and sliding them off into the cold night air. He pulls away from you, peppering kisses from your neck to your torso. He kisses lower, dangerously close to the top of your exposed thigh.
"Please," you whisper.
"Please, what?" he asks, teasingly.
"Could you- I-" you struggle to get your meaning across. Thankfully, it seems as if he knows what you mean. He hooks his fingers in your underwear, sliding it off of you.
His finger circles your entrance, sliding a finger in with ease. “This okay?”
You weren’t a stranger to the sensation of being fingered - you had done it to yourself many times over the years. You were anxious to take it further. “Y-yes. More, please.” you keen.
"You're soaked," he mutters. "All because of me, hmm?"
"I….I need you to-" you trail off as he curls his finger.
"What was that, again? You didn't finish your sentence," he smiles wryly.
"M-more, please...I need more," you beg.
"More what?"
He wanted you to say it. You whine in frustration. "I...Maker, more fingers? O-or…" you trail off.
He slides a second finger in easily; curling and pumping them just right. "Or what? Go on, finish your sentence, Angel." He chuckles.
You blank on words for a solid moment there. "...I- you can read minds, I can't describe-!" you arch your back, squeezing your eyes shut as he hits your G-spot.
Anakin says nothing in reply. You can hear him moving, and when you open your eyes you see him between your legs.
You automatically part your legs for him more to allow him better access.
"So beautiful," he mutters, his voice becoming impossibly low. He presses a soft kiss to your inner thigh, kissing the other one next, taking his time.
Finally, he presses a kiss directly on your clit. Your breath hitches.
He drags his tongue along your folds, tasting you.
You hiss, hands finding their way to his hair, and you accidentally pull on his hair in a silent demand for more, though he doesn’t seem to mind.
"You taste so good," he says, quickly resuming his exploration.
He plunges his fingers inside your cunt right as he sucks on your clit, and you swear you see stars from that alone. Your back is arched impossibly high, mouth wide open in a silent scream.
You attempt to buck your hips, but nothing happens. Confused, you glance down at Anakin, who has your lower half pinned with the Force.
Anakin Skywalker was going to be the death of you.
"I- Ani, faster, please," you babble.
You swear you hear him fucking chuckle - and you can feel the vibration. He swirls his tongue on your clit, faster and faster, electric waves of pleasure washing over you.
You clamp around his fingers, the distinct feeling of an orgasm approaching.
Your breath comes in quickened, frantic breaths. “Ani,” you whimper.
He merely winks at you. Anakin’s fingers move faster, hitting your G-spot every time.
He sucks on your clit once again, his mouth oh-so-hot and wet. He lightly grazes your clit with his teeth, and that action alone makes you cum, gripping at the sheets and cursing.
He helps you ride out the aftershocks of your orgasm, greedily cleaning you with nothing but his tongue.
You pant as you come back to reality, so to speak. Your legs are still shaking.
“You did so good for me, Angel,” he praises. And then he kisses you and you can taste yourself on his lips.
You two begin lazily making out. At some point, he takes his pants off.
“Are we still…?” You ask.
“That’s totally up to you, baby. Are you feeling up to it?” he asks, sincerely.
Your cheeks redden. “I really want you to…”
“To…?” he prompts.
"Ani...I need..." you trail off.
“Say it, Angel,” Anakin purrs in your ear, fingertips ghosting over your still-oversensitive clit- far too little pressure to actually mean something. “Tell me what you need,”
You ache with need, and your cheeks burn hot with heat. “I...I need you,” you breathe.
“You need my what? "I need you to use your words," Anakin teases, his blue eyes fixed on you. “What do you need?”
"I...please fuck me, Ani," you relent, most of your sense of shame long thrown out the window. "Please, I n-need you to fuck my pussy."
"Good girl," Anakin praises, and you can feel the head of his cock at your entrance.
He pauses, presumably to keep you in suspense because of course, he would, and you’re just about to open your mouth to say something when he slowly, finally, enters you. You moan at the sensation; the delicious stretch. You had expected it to hurt; instead, you feel pleasantly full.
“Fuck, you feel so good…” he whispers in your ear, nipping at your earlobe. “You s-still with me?” You distantly hear him ask.
You nod, unable to form words at the moment.
He sets a rhythm of slow, deep thrusts. “I want to hear you, Baby. Use your words.” his voice drops to a near-growl.
You moan, your breath coming out in quick, short puffs. “Yes-!” you whine. “Anakin, yes,”
His metal hand finds your clit, and the contrast of the cold metal on your hot, aching, oversensitive clit made you clench around him. A strangled noise escapes your lips.
“Say it again. Say my name again,” he demands, and you can feel his breath on your neck, lips occasionally peppering kisses on your shoulder and neck.
You scream his name in reply.
“Fuck. My good girl. So wet for me. You’re- you’re taking me so well,” he murmurs filthy praises in your ear, his thrusts gradually becoming erratic.
His cool fingers circle your clit, and it doesn’t take long before you’re on the verge of orgasm for the second time today.
He moans your name as you clench around him once again, desperate for his touch.
His fingers circle your clit once again. “Y-you gonna cum again? Cum for me. Go ahead, Angel.” his fingers move at fast pace, rubbing tight circles.
“Cum,” he says simply, and your body reacts to his command. You cry out his name, your orgasm hitting you hard and fast.
He soon follows, muttering your name, kissing you any and everywhere he can, burying himself inside you.
He rolls off of you, and you quickly snuggle up to him. “Thank you,” you sigh.
“What for?”
“That was...really good.” you blurt. “I- I mean, I really liked it. I want to do it again sometime soon.”
Anakin presses a kiss to your forehead. “Any time, Angel.”
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whoops, i didn’t mean to make this as long as it ended up. it was just gonna b a lil blurb and then i went “pussy eating go brr”. oopsie ;)
taglist ;p
@soveryhowvery @cr-uelsummer @haydens-moles @anakinswhore @anakin-railme @hansonveggieclub @itsmentalillness @passable-talent @missyatrocious and also motherfuckingstargirl10, but she was the one who asked so she got notified anyway.
anyway damnb i really struggled to write the scene where anakin eats pussy and it probably shows won’t lie. like ohmygod i was stuck on the pussyeating scene for like a whole ass day bc i couldn’t figure out how to describe that feeling you get when ur about to cum???? and i’m too stupid to google??
thx for reading tho ;00 rb or comment if you enjoyed ;) and don’t forget requests are open, so send em over babes <3