Feb 10, 2018
Uncertainty is paralysing
Don’t know what to do, don’t know what to say, uncertainty is paralysing
2 days ago I got an announcement from the organization that I’ve applied to work. They told me that I was too precious or my capability doesn’t fit with them. So in the end, politely, they said to me that I was rejected from the job vacancy.
Actually, the first day I heard it was heartbreaking, but a day after it was better. The day after too doesn’t feel any different. Unfortunately, 2 days after is slowly getting blank. I just don’t feel want to do something or anything, yet I realised this feeling has no good end. So after that, I start to type what I’ve been feeling and think in a couple days ago.