a few recent pages from my braindump/commonplace journal 🌟
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a few recent pages from my braindump/commonplace journal 🌟
i feel like i don’t know how to do anything system-related anymore. i feel very lost and disconnected from the rest of my parts, and i’m half inclined to just abandon this blog and other DID spaces and forget that i have it at all.
maybe i don’t have it at all. i’m fine, actually.
when the only time you can really notice any of your parts is at work, and the second you get home, when you can actually openly communicate with your parts and such, everything is blurry and confusing and suddenly you don’t know how to do it anymore.
friend of mine says he gets like this with traumaversaries, and yeah, christmas is definitely a traumaversary. a very recent one at that.
i’m having less and less memories of work the more i go on.
obsessed with this new library book 📚🍃
i. journaled only 4 days this year so far. No shame