#jphwrites

[junspurplehair]

oh tumblr how ive missed u... yknow all these different apps hit different?? like. tumblr, insta, twt all have different vibes and im :0 

[junspurplehair]

terrible seokmin fluff for @slayhunnie bc i got bored and am also procrastinating 

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[junspurplehair]

so I just realized I never wrote about the terrible dream I had that involved Seventeen so here we go whOop I’m just gonna copy/paste what I wrote down that night so pls excuse any grammar mistakes and sorry if it hurts to read cause i just kinda wrote what happened after i woke up and didn’t bother writing it like a proper story rip. side note, as i read this again it’s pretty dramatic but in the stupid sense too rip

4:31 AM: so the dream. i went to the bathroom or maybe waiting room of some place and there were three kids there, they looked kind of suspicious but i minded my own business until i overheard that they were going to do something bad--whether it be a school shooting or bombing i don’t know, i know it involved the event that was happening that day at that venue (it was something involving several k-idols i think). the kids were three boys a year younger than me at the middle school i had went to, and pretty scrawny except for one of them so i thought “well hey if something goes wrong i’m sure i’ll be fine!” and i walk past and then hear more of what they plan to do. i can’t remember exactly what so i can’t say for sure, all i know is that it was bad enough for me to try to fight them (i am very smol and not that strong so idk wtf dream self was thinking) i told them, “i’m not going to let you do that,” and the kid in the middle managed to grab me by the neck and do the thing where you lift the person up by their neck and they go off the ground. then he stopped, and they starting beating me up or something while i tried screaming for help- i think they’d pinned me because I couldn’t move. finally a security guard or someone comes rushing in and gets them to stop. but instead of helping, they freaking gave them the club/bat thing security guards have and let them use it to beat me up some more. idk how but some other people managed to hear me and got them to stop, but they escaped. scene cut to some sort of event, i don’t know what it was but it was a gathering of several kpop boy groups- the only ones i actually remember being there were Seventeen, Exo, and SF9? I don’t really listen to SF9 (but they’re great) so idk how they got there lol. anyways, at this event thing, all the groups were gathered at this stage, and i think this is when the plan of those kids came in because they captured all the groups in this white room where the groups had to do different dances atop a rised, X shaped platform. i think this was part of their plan bc while the groups were dancing it wasn’t how you normally see them dance- relaxed and happy and having fun and stuff. no. there was the look of pure stress on their faces, and i get why bc if the kids didn’t think you were good enough, they pushed the idols off the platform and they would fall to their death. idk why they would do this especially if it were a stage, but this platform was at the height of those typical acrobat ladders at the circus, and the thinness of each was about a 2 diving boards. so the groups had to dance atop these extremely dangerous platforms and there wasn’t even a net at the bottom, while the audience was also captured and forced to watch from a separate room. so the only group i clearly remember is seventeen. when it was seventeen’s turn to go, they had split up into 3 or maybe 2 different groups, and the dance style they chose was like those scenes in musicals/movies where the two rival groups have a dance off while singing- the best resemblance one i can think of is teen beach movie. they were also in their prince outfits from the diamond edge tour. so they began their dance and mind you, these groups all had to think of it on the spot because how were they supposed to know some puny idiots kids were going to hold them at gunpoint and force them to dance??? anyways. they started off kind of shaky, but other than they did great. however, the kids didn’t seem to think so and pushed them off the platform- or forced them to i don’t remember, one by one. they were the first group they did that to, and one of the last groups to perform. after each fall there was a cannon shot like in the hunger games, and their names and pictures appeared on a holographic screen. after this i don’t remember too much of what happened, but i think after hearing the news i checked my phone to see if it was true. and it was- it was all on Twitter (i don’t even have a twitter irl) and the account that the three boys shared was there too. on it were tweets that alluded to something bad, and so many people had commented on them to stop, don’t go one with it, and some had tried to get the police’s attention by reporting them and going to the station but it didn’t work. so i’m scrolling through all these and started to break down in tears, because it finally hit me that seventeen was gone. they had so much ahead of them, there was so much they were going to do- i was so devastated. like i know this seems really dramatic but right after the dream i bolted awake (no lie) and found myself to be crying gdi!!! man this wasn’t even the first dream i had about seventeen dying fUck. end time at 4:58 AM.