Jul 9
My toxic trait that the gf art community might really dislike me for is that I collect fanart that includes Bill to my own personal folder and I crop, cut or even block out other characters if I like the Bill part of it too much and it literally makes me feel like I'm a yandere or some type shit (sometimes happens w my other fixations, but bill is most prevelant)
I tweak sometimes.
Started thinking about it as I was painting a huge black box ontop of a character because I liked the environment Bill was in and didn't want to lose that when I look at the piece. Like that is... kind of... really something.
I don't always do it.
#i wonder how many artists I'm going to alarm with this one#I don't share these edited versions anywhere#they're literally just for me to stare at#and I genuinely do praise you for doing what you did and what you want or anything of the sort#I'd rather you do that than restrict you in any way#just for MY personal viewing...#You draw or render Bill too good and I want to ONLY stare at HIM#the other character takes too much focus for me#because all I'm fixed on is BILL in that moment#thank you for picturing him so GOOD#you have no idea how often i think back on YOUR work to get through things#and it's okay if you don't like the idea I may have done this to your works. That is why I don't tell who and when I do it#I have no intention of trying to make you think I think a part of your work is garbage enough to be discarded because it is not#I just happen to have stronger interests in the other part of it that makes it overshine ovet the rest in my eyes#it's not just ship art I do this to like im posessive or whatever platonic art etc anything any character it could literally be a big fav#and it not unoften is#wir3 brain#wir3 sketch#wir3 acid#<- i think how I'm gonna be tagging my main sona w my stuff of bill from now on#bill cipher#“you must be one of them”#selfshipper#I mean yeah but I'm also just an obsessive fixated freakazoid#like I don't even have a desire to slap myself on top of these drawings necessarily always(i don't draw ontop like that even when i do feel#(-like that. i just imagine) I just want to look at this... star so shattered so beautiful so gorgeous#so perfect#and forget everything else#look at nothing else at all#bloop