#just keeps piling on

[bettsc]

I work in the human rights field and most days it’s incredibly gratifying albeit emotionally difficult.

Today is one of those emotionally difficult days and oof, y’all. Frankly, it’s been an emotionally difficult couple of weeks. 

I am so very grateful that I have the option at all to peruse the internet in search of dog pictures and go to yoga to counter balance everything; many of the people I work on behalf of are not afforded that same luxury. 

[violet-swing]

I also have the urge to hurt myself again.

[preachersooc]

Nothing like..

Being depressed so much, feeling so unbearably upset that it makes you ill and then being forcibly guilted by your family to go out to the beach. Nothing says”you’ll get a job, find a car and get your life back” like going to some where your Irish skin will burn like bacon, while feeling like you have nothing left and are slowly sinking into the black.

Yay sun..