#justplanecrazy

[drrick1]

First class problems.... Hmmmm. #flight #35kfeet #jetsettin #justplanecrazy

[drrick1]

I am your captain, I am your captain... If you return me to my home port I will kiss you, Mother Earth Take me back now, take me back now To the port of my birth... But before we go home, let's take this big bird to somewhere fun. Maybe to hear live music? Hmmmm. #flight #35kfeet #jetsettin #justplanecrazy

[jpc25-blog]

About me and thoughts of today

Okay, so I know I said I'd do this but I'm not going to rant until the end for those who want to read on. It seems like everyday after school I'm in a better mood than I was while in school. (I guess school is a nice outlet for me to think about everything that bothers me in my life.) Anyway, enough of that onward to the real material! I said onward!

Alright, so I'm currently lacking an about me page so i figured I'd drop in a few words about myself to start. My name is Zach and I live in a small town in Massachusetts. When I was 13 I took an orientation flight out of a local airport and from then on knew I wanted to fly. I took up lessons trying to have at least one a month but cash ended up getting to short in the long run and I had to stop. (just before solo) :c Being 18 now flying is still something I'd like to do as a hobby and as for my career, I'd like to become an aeronautical engineer. (This was a decision I came upon more so during high school.) So in all, I guess you could say I love aviation, and engineering now. :) As well, I also enjoy watching anime, playing video games, listening to music (trying to compose; not really working on it yet xD), and so many other things I don't think I'd be able to count. I always catch myself wanted to try something new or push myself to learn a new skill. I want to do it all which makes sticking with one task a bit hard sometimes but, it is something I'd like to strive for sometime. (I think at the end I'll also drop a list of everything I'd currently like to accomplish. Just to give you an idea.)

As far as I'm concerned I'd call myself a nice guy. I like to laugh a lot and subsequently do so a lot. (Even though most of the jokes that get passed around are about poop, dicks, and butts. Sorry if I offended. o.O) When I learn about something new or am interested in something I tend to try and learn more and find out about it. I'm a very logical thinker (Engineer derp.) which yes, means I don't believe in god. (oh well) But hey, that shouldn't matter anyways so moving on!

As a note this is where I talk about things that aggravate me so if you don't want to listen don't click. I normally am not the one to go on and on like this so I apologize ahead of time.

*The previous section was deleted as a request*

School is a whole other story. I guess you could sum me up as being social around friends dead quiet around others. When I'm with my friends I'm the loudest piece of shit around. I'm bat shit crazy. Haha, it's a whole lot of fun sometimes but, when it comes to class time or pretty much anything else I am very unsocial. I fine with talking to others but I hardly make the initiative to bet the first one to talk. It frustrates me so much I end up thinking about it for the rest of the day.

Thinking: Why didn't you just talk to her? Say hi say something? Seriously, what was the worst that could happen? Me: Hi ^^ Her: Who the fuck are you?

Honestly, looking back on events like that I don't understand myself. Am I seriously that scared as a damn senior to just say 'hi' or 'hey nice dress'? Really, it's pathetic sometimes. I'm a senior in high school why should I care anyways? Now that's not to say that I don't have friends who are girls it's just with the majority that I have this problem. I won't even talk with other guys sometimes even though I do find it easier. Perhaps it's because I'm horrible with names or something that has led me to this way of thinking but I really want to get out of it.

Other than that, there are other bullshit things that happen at school sometimes. The normal high school drama and whatnot. Sometimes I feel like there is nobody else around me who is intelligent enough to speak with. They are all either sluts or bros and not worth my time. (I know this isn't true it's just how I feel sometimes.)

Anyway, if you were the one who was brave enough to read this and maybe comprehend what I just said (I don't proofread) then feel free to leave a comment about what you think. It doesn't have to be about my situation you could tell me something completely different. I'm sorry for making this so long I just felt that typing out all my thoughts might make me feel more at peace with myself.

Things I would like to accomplish:

Be more social

Learn linux commands

Learn the software side of networking

Build super computer

DJ a show

Relearn to play the piano

Finish flight lessons

Get good at drawing

Buy my second car

Have a steady job

*sigh* Girlfiend lol

Be more motivated

Take up more chores

Help out more at boy scouts

Make themed playlists

Be nicer, swear less