Its a chapter from ᴄᴇᴀsᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴇxɪsᴛᴇɴᴄᴇ, you can read it in wattpad or quotev.
This POV is of Enjin
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Yandere (slight in progression) Enjin x male reader. (The reader is somewhat based on albedo from genshin so)
Somewhat, slight yandere progression you can add. Its kinda ooc I will say... He he.. Just so I hope you guys will come by to read the fanfic book I wrote.
Y/n was like a puzzle, in his eyes...
You seems to always see differently from others.. Probably because you thinks a lot...
You were always reliable. From your calmer approach to your way of work. Not like suffocating teacher that are strict. But your approach is more calmer. Understandable.
I guess that is what make him weary of you.
The day he saw those e/c eyes... The clearance of those shade of colour, those pupils that seems to expand slightly when taking interest.
From the way your, lips move curled into sweeten cresecent, almost calm like a wind... That sway across the land on a pleasant day.
He was weary of you.
He always was... Hate to admit. Hated the fact you understand people easily.
Hate the fact your words was like honeyed, pancakes soft and almost addicting then again he was in fact not a fan of sweets that much.
calculating... You were always calculating, no it felt like. He can't really tell. The way your tone change from mild to undertone scary.
The way no distraction can change your thoughts or sway it.
Those dimly lighted lamp on at late hours, while you stay seated on the table. Reading, analysing, dissecting.. Rebuilding. It was unnerving.
From the way those h/c hair sway gently by the moment of yours walking around in your room in thoughts.
He always unconsciously stare. It was unnerving. It was. The way you phrase every word. You were tearing person out of their nest. Their wall.
Like a sly dark intent. You hear everybit of people word that might have slip up.
The way your eyes glint almost in amusement when an act is foreplay.
He couldn't. Really tell if you were evil. No. You weren't but you seems like one.
Those fingers of yours that gently presses onto the skin, a touch of reassure felt like a trap.
Well he could say that Tamsy and you click on that so well.
Perhaps the similarities? Then again if he bit two and two pieces comparing he would say it doesn't.
Its just the smile that seems to make it similar.
He couldn't tell what you are think which is what frustrate him. After he can always pry on people life... Someway.
Yet... That night you were serious.
The way your unwavering gaze make him silent.
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"What's with the question?" You faintly ask with your hand pausing on your writing your eyes flick to his eyes.
Those golden eyes that seems to held a sense of seriousness. That make you weary.
It look so familiar. Almost akin to familiarity. You have seen those eyes in the back of your memory.
Is that why you hesistate to meet his eyes when he ask the question?
The question that you yourself was searching?
Those eyes of yours confirm his thoughts. Like a open book.
He knows you can read him. That what make his hand tremble almost. In his mind.
He didn't like the look of your eyes. He never would, He never like it.
The way your eyes narrowed at him. With almost annoyance.
Annoyed that he dare pry on your life that wasn't meant for him to know.
"Who's your master, y/n?"
For you. All you see him doubting your loyalty. Then again your loyalty is meaningless as long as you keep your word.
The umbreaker- the jinki of his outstretched, the tip on your neck almost ready to stabbed you into your neck.
You didn't move. Neither does he. Expecting an snwer that you yourself not have.
Even if you do have an answer...
"...why are you looking at me like I betrayed you?" You phrases almost amuze. With slight widen eyebrow and eyes.
He didn't dare blink, he just stare. He could only stare.
The way his hand tightens on the handle. The way his eyes narrowed.
"Answer me"
He commanded. Almost like one. You could laugh at it .
But you didn't. Not because you fear that he will end your life. No. You doubt he will. You doubt that.
No you know he can't.
You know.
After all if he did he will never get his answer.
An answer to his question.
The question that is not meant for him to ask.
"Who are you to ask me this?" You uttered out with almost cynical. Almost like you have reach a limit of your irritation. He didn't move an inch yet the slight widen pupils could tell.
He knows he have no right to ask your past, you weren't a threat you both knows even the whole cleaners knows.
Your promise to Rudo is what held onto it after all.
But curiosity of his so vast, isn't it?
Yet no one stop him they always somehow let him in. They always did or he did.
Someway he could learn about the others life.
Yet none ask about his... Even if some knew they don't pry like he does to others... Unintentionally perhaps.
Perhaps.
He does get people push him off and leave his life if he pry too much.
It didn't bother him a bit.
But the way you are staring at him. The way you are.
The way you speak. The way your tone.
The way you are staring at him.
He knew... He have no right to pry on you and leave it as it is.
"...who are you to me to pry onto my life?"
That's the question he is asking to himself. Why is he desperate to know?
... Why does he felt the need to know? The need to satisfied his curiosity?
You were unconsciously. Dangerous.
Very dangerous in his life.
Very.
Very
Very.
To the point it feel suffocating perhaps that how he is.
Yet... Here he is asking you something of your past that you yourself probably won't know.
It was wrong. It was bad.
It was suffocating.
It was wrong how he is letting his body move letting everything to what he himself doesn't know.
He watches the tips of his umbreaker make your neck slowly drop the blood. Which taint even on it.
Your eyes seems to stare back at him almost like you know what he is feeling.
You do don't you?
Those eyes that seems to stare at his soul... He knows you know what he is feeling even he himself... While been older then you cannot even phrased those thoughts.
You know how he is spiralling with thoughts that even he himself felt it was pointless question.
Yet here he was threatening you for something you yourself isn't guilty of.
Then why are you looking at him like this?
You understand don't you? You always able to understand everything.
Then why?
The way your lips parted almost like a scowl. Almost like...
"You're crossing a line... Enjin"
It was a clear command from your word. A clear warning almost like you don't want him to know.
Perhaps it was better for him to not.
Yet... Something on his mind recall the way you seems to recall the person.
I guess...
He was afraid of something..
From the way you look at the snow.
"Who are they to you?"
That make your eyes.
So..
So...
Soo...
Void?
.
.
"Who are they to you?"
If only you had an answer perhaps you will speak on the question. Perhaps... Then again its something you doubt you will share even if you one day realise the answer.
The question that you yourself have been asking, why does your heart seems to recoil when stare at those snow. The same snow path that you seem to walk at your dream.
The same snow path that seems to lure you into a tree you can't phrase what it was.
The tingling red that seems to glow within the cave of the snow, almost like a heart yet...
There it goes the silence the wind scrattle the window to shutter.
If there was anything that felt admits you could say it is now, the way your eyes stare at him felt almost like a suffocating choke on his throat.
The simple stare that seems to swirl with so much emotions, yet he can't really tell. Something tell him he is pushing his luck.
Yet here he is...
Your hand grasp onto his umbreaker, keeping up the eye contact, like a hawk staring at him like a prey. Heck you almost look like a serial killer plotting his death.
The familiar eyes that seems to dull by the familiar tone... He almost can hear whisper in his ears.
"Why must you pry like a vicious vulture?" your voice was clear with serious intent as you press your neck deeper on the tip of the umbrella letting it pierce your skin more.
"What will you gain from it?"
He didn't answer. He don't want to, because it felt unreasonable.
"You're... suspicious"
It was clear for you that he was weary of you. The again you ain't letting your guard down either.
So both forces seems to pull the rope like a tug of war. Alas one have to flatter right?
"...so you do think I will cause harm just because I didn't answer to this question?"
"...no."
"..."
The silence seems to speak louder then the words spoken between you two. Like a ice cube finally melted by the time it sink by the drink at the bottom.
You let out a sigh, letting go of the umbreaker and lean back by the chair, with your leg over the other staring at him.
"Even I can't give you an answer of this," you added your attention revert to the table about to take a sip of your hot coffee.
His hand grasp yours before you reach out to your cup, your eyes flick to him with up most frown.
"What you doing?"
It was obviously an awkward confused position for you, him cornering you on the chair with both of his arms blocking you, also the fact one hand pinned down yours, that was reaching out for the coffee.
Well the coffee stain drip down from the table to floor says otherwise tale.
His face close to yours, as his focus was on your eyes as you stare back.
"You are right... I'm prying too much" he muttered back away while ruffling his own hair with a frustrated huff.
Your eyes focused at him for a few second gently pushing back your hair back.
"I don't know why... you are so work about it. But I assured you, I don't really serve anyone that way nor am I a slave so you don't have to worry" you phrases while sighing, "That much is all I can say"
He sigh while muttering something within his breathe then look at you.
You seems to be telling him, you aren't sure at all. But reassuring that it isnt what it is.
"Yeah... I'm sorry. It's just... Something about you make me all work up and the fact you mentioned something so eerie,"
"Calling master isn't eerie" you added with a slight frown.
"Its your thoughts that's disturbing" you stated while take another sip.
"Okay okay, I get it. Its just that... I gotta make sure nothing is hidden if you have ulterior motive"
"How will I have one if... I don't even know whom I am referring to"
"...." He sighed, As he has been more worked up because of Corvus words too. On keeping an eye on you.
"Whatever" he muttered laying down on your bed. Which you gave an unamuse gaze at him.
"What are you doing?"
"Gonna Taking a nap"
Your eyes narrowed as a visible twitch can be seen from your eyebrow making him almost laugh that you were back to your neutral gaze to him.
He won't really get use to the way you stare at him when he ask about it.
"Just... head to your room"
"Nah, besides you barely sleep on your bed" Enjin wave it off as he lay on the bed tugging himself with the blankets to sleep.
You stare at him twice and thrice when you heard him snoring in just few second, then revert your attention to your work at the table.
Enjin could still hear the faint trinket of noise of you working on whatever you are doing as he could hear a faint writing on the side with flipping of pages.
His halflidded eyes bored at the wall, he couldn't really sleep.
Once he shut his eyes he always can swirll to sleep yet right now he doesn't. He almost grumble and get off your bed probably because how stiff it feel.
Yet the flicker of the lamp been down as the shift of the bed make him freeze up.
His eyes close shut, when you lay down beside him without a word. The faint ticking of pendulum was the only noise seems to cover his beating heart.
Why were you sleeping here? Then again he did takeover your bed. That... You could have just kick him out not just sleep beside him!
He take a deep breath, trying to calm himself coming up with plans to get away probably yet when he felt your head on the back of him, your hand around his waist holding him as if you are use to coddle to people make him stiffen again.
His eyes slowly shift to your when he make sure time have spent enough for you to sleep.
He slowly turn to face you who seems to be asleep now. Eyes shut, with a calm expression present on your expression.
It was odd for Enjin that he is freaking over something like this its nothing its just like a sleepover yeah! Why is he getting tense like a teen? Geez
The faint breathes you take in and out as the night seems to be pleasantly quiet.
Unconsciously he gently tug away the strands of your hair to see your face more clearly.
There was an odd silence in his mind as if he just meant to stare at you like this. It felt oddly calming. The thoughts and questions seems to vanish.
He couldn't even answer to himself of that day when he met you and Rudo, well for Rudo he have other reasons yet you... Yours was unreasonable. He would have just make peace with Rudo to move from your death and wouldn't really care about a corpse ... Well technically it turn out you were alive just that it create an unturn question.
Is it because he was interested on your clothing style that seems different from sphereite? Or was it he felt pity towards Rudo and thought to at least make a proper burial?
No... He would have done that before instead of dragging you while keeping an eye on Rudo during the first meeting.
He can't really tell.
Something about you is familiar. Yet he can't tell what. Oh... Wait the branch... Yeah.
He recognise the branch in the back of his memory.
He came across to it... But where? He can't tell.
Is it because of it? No. He didn't even know about it when he first met you.
Probably because you were alive from been proclaimed dead?
All the question in his mind seems to halt for now, after all right now you are apart of cleaners, apart of the team. And you are important especially to Rudo. Just as much you find Rudo important in your life.
He unconsciously hold your hand, when your hand slip off from his waist, he gently pull your body close to him without much thought of his action. It doesn't really matter for now. Since you are offering closeness in your sleep its fine to hold someone like this yeah..
His thumb gently brushes over your chin to your lips, while you stay asleep.
'Now that I think about it... I think I get why Zanka seems to like him that way. Haha. He seems so fixated on him its so obvious ' he muses on his thoughts when he went by to visit Zanka and mention about your visit when he was asleep, seeing Zanka all flustered and happy yet trying to keep a nonchalant and unbother look while failing was cute.
And how Riyo seems to always find excuses on touching your hair or even been around you. He could tell the obvious crush of his fellow students been interested on you. The way how Riyo seems to freeze up and blush when you ended up compliment her new hairstyle or even a touch up of her appearance.
Or how relax Eisha is around you, with up most ease to chat with you as you both seems to get along considering you are into researching...
No wonder August feel threatened that you were able to sway Eisha from her shell. Although for August it is more of a happy mood for him considering his sister seems to be at ease at you and how she seems to enjoy her time with you.
Back to it, Enjin could also tell you ended up been important... Well considering Rudo importance and all for the cleaners actual goal...
...yet he... something about you seems to always tug his feelings unconsciously make him all...
His eyes bored at you as he unconsciously lean to your face, nose touches his eyes seems to focus on your for a few second as he shut his eyes leaning closer almost lips brushes.
Yet pauses from it, with a sigh he lean away from your face and turn to face the wall, tugging your hand over him as he gently kept ahold of your hand intertwining it.
'I am probably still hangover from drinking to much... What the hell.. Was I doing' he curse in his mind. Yet closes his eyes soon letting himself dwell down to dreamland sleep.
After all it was all a drunken state for him he will probably forget how much of a fools he make of himself.
But will see how it goes in the morning won't it?
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A:n- that's all take care. I will be sure to write one shot of it soon I guess...