I wish I looked at her like she looks at me. But I'm too busy comparing her to you instead of looking at who she really is.
Do you even care how badly you fucked me up?
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I wish I looked at her like she looks at me. But I'm too busy comparing her to you instead of looking at who she really is.
Do you even care how badly you fucked me up?
I drink to forget the way you said my name, but the more I drink, the louder it gets.
I'm in love with you but I can't force you to love me.
If there is anything I wish to tell you one more time, it's that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the chaos I caused in your heart and I'm sorry I couldn't be more for you. I'm sorry I have such a hard time letting you go.
I'm sorry
You're in my head the moment I wake up and the moment I go to sleep. But if life was fair, you'd be in my life in between.
I just wish it was the same for you.
I want you to be endlessly happy, but I'd kill to be the reason why.
3:09pm thoughts
Sometimes being homesick isn’t about missing where you came from, but who you felt safe with.
You felt like home
Maybe one day I’ll come back and find you in a little coffee shop, head down, pouring your thoughts into another journal. And maybe then we can start over. But until then, I’ll remember your deep blue eyes and the way your arms wrapped around me as we said goodbye.
Please come back to me.