30 Day Challenge - 23, 24, 25.. Behind Again.
23. Something You Always Think "What If..." About...
Probably "what if I got to meet this person?" or "what if I met this person at a different time?" Or wondering what life would be if I hadn't wasted my time with certain people. I try to live life with no regrets though.
24. Things You Want To Say To 5 Different People...
1)I'm sorry that I hurt you because that wasn't my intention. You know you're one of my long-time friends... It sucks not having you trust me as much. I hope one day we are back to where we were. People fuck up. Make mistakes. I'm no exception.
2)I wish we had just stayed friends - maybe I would still like you. You were amazing in the beginning. I still miss your smile and your voice. But you lost my respect a long time ago. Please stop trying to be around me.
3)I don't understand what your intentions are. Why do you feel the need to be "liked" by so many girls? It certainly doesn't make me feel special at all knowing I'm one of many. So either cut the bullshit, or at least leave me alone. Players disgust me.
4)You are my best friend in the whole world. I wish/hope you know how much you mean to me. You have been with me the longest of any friend I've ever had. I'm glad we still hang out so much and never fight. If I was a gay boy, you'd have my heart. :D
5)I wish I got to meet you in person soooon. I feel like I know you more in depth by just talking and knowing your personality, however, I'd love to get to hug you. I think you're an amazing person, and by far, one of the coolest gals I've talked to. You are a sweetheart and we share so many common interests. I love it. You make me smile when you talk to me.
25. 10 Ways To Win Your Heart...
1)Don't Lie. Be honest. And that means even when you think it'd be easier to lie to me, you still tell me the truth. Blunt honesty is key. Sometimes hard love is real love.
2)Be Romantic. Compassionate. Loving. Cute. Love notes. Go out of your way to make me smile. Or laugh. It's not that hard.
3)Have A Sense Of Humor. Understand I'm sarcastic. Play around. Tackle me. Have fun!
4)Put Me First. Don't make me feel like I have to compete for your time. Let me know you care. If someone threatens the relationship, cut them out. Don't make me feel second-best. I don't require every day of your life, but when you're with me, let me know I'm special. Don't be on your phone so much.
5)Love Video Games. I'm a geek. I love to sit around and play video games. Some days I want to just play COD or Resident Evil with a gal. I love pretty much every video game series. I get excited talking about video games. Haha.
6)Stick Around/Treat Me Right. Show me I'm important even at my worst. I strongly stick by Marilyn Monroe's quote of:
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
I love her in general. :D
7)Be Optimistic. I strongly dislike pessimistic personalities. 'Oh woe me' people. Or 'love doesn't exist' people. Or people who sit there and hate a lot of stuff. Life can be miserable - if you let it. But there's beauty in the break down. I like people who look for the bright side.. the silver lining of the storm.. not people who constantly complain.
8)Be Happy. Happy girls are the prettiest. I dislike people who constantly have to be under the influence of something to have a good time. I understand having a good time sometimes involves that.. but when you need to constantly do substances to be happy.. that's lame. Sorry.
9)Be Independent/Strong/Driven. Go for your dreams and live out your goals. I don't like people who whine about their jobs and depend on others for "completion." Be unique, be you, and do your life as you would do it. Don't be super clingy or sad if someone isn't always there for you. Be strong enough to brush your shoulder off and move on. Learn from mistakes and go forward.
10)Love Taco Bell. Enough said. :]
