#kails swordplay

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Might be too late to go to bed (because I won't want to get up).... I have so many hours tommorrow too... I much rather stay home and cry.... well "home"... it doesn't feel right when you aren't welcome here.... I am so hungry here too...it is hard to sleep.. I rarely eat 1,000 calories a day here...

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So depressed....

Don't wanna be depressed....

Deseves too be even more depressed....

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Having only two friends is hard... I also have my romantic partner.... but my two friends live far away and I never see them anymore.... also they don't talk to me often...and my romantic partner can barely see me either (because his car broke down)... but I shouldn't even have those friends, so I can't make anymore... (even if I could I wouldn't know how to I have not made a friend by myself since kindergarten...)...my family life isn't great either... its just.... really hard..

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Me: I am gonna wait until I am good enough, until then I am going to practice this skill! Me: *Doesn’t think I am good enough to practice yet*

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I just saw my uncle yell at our neighbor for being friends with his daughter. And he yelled at him for being a trans boy. No other reason. God he pisses me off so much. And yet he still had custody over my cousin.

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I wonder if I can make friends through tumblr…. the one problem is I haven’t made new friends by myself in years so I would not know how to act…. and I am used to having the same 3 friends so I don’t know what to talk about and how to talk about it…. *whispers* also I probably don't deserve it....

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What if ONE just disappeared and everyone kept freaking out. Finally, after a long time he reappears and everyone asks about Mob Psycho 100 and why he didn’t continue it, and he is like “Oh that? No, there is nothing else to write, Mob is dead.“

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"Scum's".... looks awfully like mine....