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BIGBANG at Coachella
T.O.P NSFW TWT LINKS
WARNINGS: sex, twt links, porn, and a VERY weird caption...i'm not using the og posters caption, moaning, oral , riding, stroking, teasing, fingering, cumming, boobs, dick, ass, pussy, etc.
AUTHORS NOTE: guess who made a new twt account and did all this under two hours bc i have nothing else to do.... anyway, enjoy !
loves hearing you whine while he bounces you up and down on his dick
after you deepthroat his cock, he shows you affection for doing so well
this might actually be him idk
pumping his cum deep into your womb
sub!seunghyun...
stretching your pussy out with his thick dick
roleplaying turns into him fucking you senseless
he can leave you shaking and cumming endlessly w/ his cock
gives you a punishment for being a bad girl
pulls your thong out of the way so you can ride his face
the type of videos he sends when he's away from home due to acting
laying on the couch while you carefully stroke him
thank you so much for reading!!! if you enjoyed this, pls don't forget to like, comment or reblog! it shows me a great deal of appreciation!
head with bigbang
featuring: choi seung-hyun, kwon jiyong, and kang daesung
synopsis: itâs in the title! bigbang and head⊠their preference in receiving / giving + some other related hcs
warnings: 18+, smut. oral (m & f!receiving).
a/n: the way i literally need them all so bad based on this request! honestly i loved writing thisđ lmk if you guys have any more ideas for smutty hcs for bigbang... bc i personally have some that imma try to get to soon
âËê©.á choi seung-hyun
âą preference: receiving. i donât imagine seung-hyun as someone whoâs very vocal during sex, but when you give him head it takes everything in him not to let out low, loud moans. heâll tighten his grip on your hair to ground yourself. Â
âą absolutely loves when you get messy with itâ he finds it so hot. drool running down your chin, mascara smudged as you look up at him, and he just thinks you look so beautiful. also definitely loves it when you gag.Â
âą heâs so so good at giving too. seung-hyun notices every small hitch of your breath, arch of your back, and soft whimper. thatâs how he finds out what you like. also the type to finger you while he sucks on your clit.Â
â.àłàż.đ„ kwon jiyong
âą preference: both, but i would say he probably likes receiving a little bit more (i know people are going to disagree with me on this but hear me out!!) heâs so subby (thank you ubermensch for this knowledge) so when youâre in control he loves it. push him on the bed, slowly undoing his pant buttons. your tongue teases one long strip over his length and his resolve literally crumbles.Â
âą jiyong usually always lets you do your own thing, head leaned against the headboard and eyes fluttering shut because youâre so good at what you do. the type to hold your hair back for you (đ)
âą so so good at giving though. jiyong could literally spend hours between your legs if you let him⊠and sometimes you do. he couldâve already made you orgasm twice, and heâll still he begging for more.Â
âplease, baby, just wanna taste you one more timeâŠâ Â
â. đ Ë kang daesung
âą preference: giving. he loves it when you sit on himâ not only does it make him feel so strong but he also likes when you just use his mouth how you want to.Â
âą eats you out because he wants to make you feel good. that means he loves it when youâre vocal because it shows him exactly what you like. also loves loves loves it when you pull on his hair a little bit.Â
âą when you give him head, heâs also definitely very vocal. he loves eye contact, so heâll gently tilt your chin up so that he can look at how pretty you look, and heâll brush any pieces of hair out of your face that stick to your forehead. overall, just very sweet and gentle.Â
COACHELLA 2026 - WEEK 1 Solo Stages
!!!JUST A REMINDER!!!
FUCK Seungri
FUCK OT5s
FUCK ALL OT1s
FUCK Seungri defenders
FUCK any one that calls Jiyong "gdruggie" and still accuses him of being on drugs when he was cleared
FUCK anyone that makes TOP a villain after almost a decade
FUCK anyone that calls Daesung a killer
FUCK anyone that makes Youngbae and Daesung feel like they're not good enough
FUCK anyone that says Jiyong doesn't care about the other members
FUCK anyone that says Youngbae doesn't care about the other members
follow at your own risk pt.2
pairing: kwon jiyong x fem! reader
synopsis: following the morning-after rules jiyong set to keep you safe, the tour became a constant game of push and pull; him breaking his own boundaries, while youâre left to enforce them. the tension built quietly; tangled in stolen glances, subtle touches, and one nickname you never meant to take seriouslyâŠuntil halloween night.
warnings: 18+, explicit sexual content | oral (f. receiving), fingering, unprotected sex, daddy kink, dom!jiyong, brat!reader, power play, semi-public sex, begging, teasing, praise kink, multiple orgasms, light overstimulation, consensual rough sex | age gap (legal), slow burn, angst, workplace power imbalance, swearing, idol/fan dynamic, jealousy, pushing boundaries, generational humour differences.
authorâs note: happy kinktober!! i am so excited to be participating in this event with so many amazing and talented writers! i figured, what better way to start off the month than with the part two that everyone has been begging for, along with some gdaddy content đ if you havenât read part one, iâve linked it below for some context on their relationship dynamic! i am super happy with how this turned out, and i hope that you all enjoy it as much as i do!! i love you all âĄ
part one | part two | bonus scenes
sunlight pushed weakly through the curtains; enough to nudge you awake, but not enough to demand you move.
your cheek was pressed to jiyongâs shirt, the steady beat of his heart filling the quiet.
his arm was heavy around your waist, holding you there like he hadnât meant to fall asleep with you tangled across him, but also hadnât let go once he did.
zoa and iye had taken the other side of you, their small bodies warm against your back.
his fingers were already in your hair. slow, barely-there touches that felt more instinctive than conscious.
memories from yesterday started to collect, hesitant at first.
the early morning meeting. your boss hating you. the job offer. the studio. the boys. his penthouse. him.
the smaller details followed in fragments.
what it felt like when he kissed you. how possessive his hands had been. the way he held you like he meant it, even though it made no sense.
he hadnât even known your name yesterday morning.
now, not even a full day later, you were in his bed, curled into his chest, in his hoodie, with his fingers threaded through your hair like they belonged there.
you stirred without thinking, inching closer into the warmth of him. your leg drifted higher, slipping over his and settling just above his hip bone.
his hand paused when you moved, just for a moment, before settling back into the same slow rhythm through your hair.
âmorning, trouble,â jiyong spoke softly, his voice still rough with sleep.
you shifted against him, one hand drifting up to rub the tiredness from your eyes.
when your gaze found his, your smile followed without hesitation.
there was a softness in your eyes, still glazed with sleep, like your heart had already recognized him before your mind could catch up.
âhi,â you whispered, voice cracking from disuse as you let your head drop back onto his chest, eyes closing like the morning had already asked too much of you.
he hadnât been prepared for this version of you; sleepy and quiet, melting into him like youâd done it a thousand times before.
he brushed your hair away from your face without thinking, pressing a quiet kiss to the top of your head.
âhow did you sleep?â he asked, voice barely above a whisper.
âlike a baby,â you mumbled, voice muffled where it pressed into his hoodie.
he let out a soft breath of laughter, warm against your hairline.
âfigured,â he said, thumb brushing lightly over the curve of your neck. âyou drooled on me.â
your head lifted fast, eyes wide with sleepy offense. âno, i didnât.â
âyou did.â he grinned as he tapped the fabric of his hoodie with his pointer finger. âright here.â
âthat was probably zoa,â you muttered, weakly pushing at his chest before hiding your face in it again.
his chest shook beneath you with a quiet laugh. âalso,â he added, dragging the word out, âdid you know that you talk in your sleep?â
you cracked one eye open. âexcuse me?â
âmmhm,â he said, the grin on his face already forming. âclear as day. âkwon jiyong, i swear to godâââ
a laugh burst out before you could stop it, your hand flying to cover your mouth. âshut up. no way.â
âway,â he said, laughing as he rested one of his hands on your thigh. âyou were dead serious. sounded like i owed you money or something.â
you let out a quiet laugh, shaking your head. âwhat else did i say?â
âhard to say,â he shrugged, shifting just enough to try and catch your expression. âthe rest was mostly gibberishâŠbut iâm almost positive you said âdonât test meâ at one point.â
your eyes narrowed as you looked up at him, chin still resting on his chest. âwhat the hell did you do to me in my dream, kwon?â
his brows pulled together, caught somewhere between amused and alarmed. âme?â
you nodded, stone-faced. âdonât act so innocent. if i was threatening you in my sleep, you obviously did something.â
he blinked hard, like youâd just accused him of a felony. âokayâbut like, how would i know what happened in your dream?â
âi donât know,â you said, poking his chest. âbut my subconscious clearly clocked some shady behavior. you were up to something.â
he let out a short, confused laugh. âyouâre actually blaming me for something dream-me did?â
âoh, iâm not blaming dream-you,â you said, eyebrows raised. âiâm blaming you-you. dream-you is just the whistleblower.â
jiyong stared at you, mouth opening slightly like he wanted to protest, but couldnât find the words.
âi was literally half-asleep,â he said finally, dragging a hand down his face. âright next to you.â
âwhich gave you access!â you argued, sitting up slightly like you were presenting evidence to the jury. âyou probably infiltrated the dream.â
he let out a sharp laugh, throwing his head back onto the pillow for a second before looking at you again. âyouâre insane.â
âyouâre deflecting,â you replied, squinting at him. âthatâs textbook guilt.â
he groaned, dragging a hand over his face. âoh my god.â
you didnât flinch. âapologize.â
âfor what?!â he asked, voice cracking a little. âsomething dream-me did?â
âno,â you said sweetly, âfor whatever real-you did to make dream-you act like a dickhead.â
he let out a long, suffering sigh as he closed his eyes. âiâm sorry for infiltrating your dreams, or whatever you said earlier.â
âthat didnât sound very sincere,â you said, scrunching your nose.
one of his eyes cracked open, a crooked smile tugging at his mouth. âalrightâi formally apologize for dream-me being a asshole. real-me takes full responsibility for causing you emotional damage in an alternate reality.â
you nodded, satisfied. âsee? that wasnât so hard.â
âi hate it here,â he grumbled, but his thumb never stopped moving on your thigh.
you hummed softly, triumphant, and let your head fall back to its place on his chest.
the grin on your lips still lingered, but your eyes had softened; fluttering shut as his hand resumed its slow drag across your thigh, his thumb moving absentmindedly over your skin like muscle memory.
the room went still again.
not completely silent, thanks to the hum of the heater and the muffled sounds of the city, but the kind of quiet that only settles when something else is waiting beneath it.
jiyong didnât speak, but his fingers continued to move. he threaded them through the ends of your hair, carefully untangling knots that werenât even there.
it was comforting. addictive. the kind of intimacy that was too easy to get used to.
you didnât say anything either.
you just lay there, suspended in that weird, quiet space between sleep and whatever came next.
and maybe you couldâve stayed like that.
maybe, if you stayed still long enough, he wouldnât say what you knew was coming.
but when he inhaled a little deeper, you felt it.
the way his chest lifted beneath your cheek. the way his fingers slowed in your hair. the subtle shift in the air.
ây/n?â his voice was softer now. careful.
you swallowed. âhm?â
he hesitated for a moment. âcan we talk?â
your fingers curled slightly against his shirt. âyouâre already talking,â you mumbled.
he huffed, a quiet breath through his nose. âdonât be annoying.â
you smiled, just barely. âspeak your mind, ji.â
he didnât answer right away.
he kept tracing through your hair, each pass slower than the last; like if he just kept his hands busy, the truth of it all might stay buried a little longer.
âiâve just been thinking,â he eventually said, voice low and a little rough around the edges.
you didnât answer. didnât even blink.
just kept your head on his chest, eyes fixed somewhere in the space between his collarbones.
his throat moved beneath your cheek as he swallowed. âaboutâŠthis.â
your hand twitched slightly where it rested against his side; barely a flinch, but he felt it.
âlast night. this morning. all of it,â he went on, a little quieter now. like the words were still forming, even as they left his mouth.
you gave the smallest nod, almost imperceptible.
you werenât surprised. some part of you had been bracing for it since last night.
since the moment he whispered âweâll figure it outâ into your skin like a promise he never planned to open.
you hadnât expected the conversation to come this soon.
not while you were still wrapped in each other. not with your leg draped over his hip and his hand tangled in your hair.
but deep down, you knew it was inevitable.
it lived in the quiet between his words.
in the way heâd held you a little too tightly afterward, like he already felt the clock ticking.
in the way your chest tightened every time you remembered that none of this was simple.
not you, not him, and especially not the world you were about to step back into.
âyouâre gonna be with me,â he said, slower now. âworking by my side every single day.â
he didnât have to spell it out. you knew exactly what came with that.
âpeople are gonna notice,â he continued, eyes fixed somewhere past you. âtheyâll talk. twist things. make it a whole thing before we even figure out what this is.â
his hand was still in your hair, but his voice had gone soft; measured in a way that told you heâd been thinking about this all night.
âyou already know how it gets,â he said. âtheyâll dissect everything. turn you into a headline for justâŠbeing near me.â
the wall beside his bed blurred slightly as you stared it down, gaze locked like you could keep the moment from moving forward if you just didnât look at him.
âi know youâre tough,â he said softly. âbut that doesnât mean that you should have to be.â
his eyes searched your face, like he was hoping youâd stop him; give him an excuse not to keep going.
âi justâŠâ he hesitated, breath catching slightly. ââŠi still feel like i have to protect you.â
you didnât answer. silence felt safer than risking saying the wrong thing.
instead, you shifted closer, as if the warmth of his body could shield you from what you already knew was coming.
âi just think we need to draw a line,â he said, each syllable steady and deliberate. âno moreâŠthis. not while weâre working. not when other people are around. itâs smarter that way.â
your cheek stayed pressed to his chest, eyes fixed on the slow rise and fall beneath you. the sound of his heartbeat filled your ear, steady and unflinching, even as yours stumbled.
âokay,â you said quietly, your voice steady in a way that almost convinced you too. âif thatâs what you want.â
the steadiness of your words only made him ache. it was the kind of calm that didnât belong to you; the kind that almost sounded like retreat.
you remained still, swallowing down the lump in your throat, forcing the ache back far enough that it wouldnât show.
âhey,â he whispered, brushing the side of your face with his fingers, coaxing you to look at him.
you let his hand guide your face, your eyes lifting to his despite the sting gathering at the edges.
his gaze softened instantly, guilt etched in every shade of brown that looked back at you.
âthis isnât because of you,â he murmured softly. âi like you. way more than i should, considering we just met.â
you gave a small shrug as you let your head fall back down onto his chest. âi know,â you replied calmly. âwe can do whatever you think is best, ji.â
his hand stayed tangled in your hair, waiting for the lean-in that never came.
âwe can still be us,â he said quickly, trying to fill the silence. âjoke around, hang out. iâm not asking you to stop being you.â
âsure,â you answered, your voice clipped but light.
his thumb brushed against your temple, restless, as though the motion could hold your attention. âi just meanâŠâ his words dragged, uncertain. âno more kissing. no more hooking up. no touching when people are around.â
âokay,â you breathed, as if it were the simplest answer in the world.
he studied you in the quiet that followed, thumb still restless against your temple.
ây/n,â he said finally, your name breaking low from his chest.
âiâm good,â you murmured, lifting your head just enough to meet his eyes. the smile you gave him was bright, practiced, like it cost you nothing. âboundaries are healthy.â
his brows knit together, suspicion flickering. âyouâre being weird,â he said slowly, as if naming it might pull the truth out of you.
âiâm being reasonable,â you argued, breaking your gaze away from his once again.
his eyes narrowed, studying you. âreasonable doesnât look like this.â he muttered. âyouâre shutting me out.â
you let out a weary breath. âiâm just agreeing with you, ji. thatâs all.â
âyou wonât even look at me,â he whispered, his voice coming out softer than he meant it to.
your eyes flicked up just long enough to catch his before slipping away again. âiâm just tired,â you said quietly, as if that explained everything.
he breathed in, unsteady, the rise of his chest uneven beneath you. ây/nâŠâ he said again, softer this time, almost careful.
âwhat?â the question slipped out with more bite than youâd planned. âyou want me to fight you on it?â
he let out a short, embarrassed laugh. âyeah,â he admitted, shaking his head. âpart of me did want you to fight it. which is stupid, considering iâm the one whoâs supposed to know better.â
your lips curved, though the ache in your chest didnât ease. âmaybe,â you teased lightly, âbut youâre also the one making the rules. if this is what you want, iâm not gonna argue with you about it.â
he sighed, a soft laugh caught in it. âthe worst part is, i donât even want the rules. i justâŠfeel like itâs the only way to keep you from getting hurt.â
you looked up at him, a smile tugging at your mouth despite the tightness in your throat. âthatâs the thing, ji. you donât actually believe in your own rules.â
his thumb lingered in your hair, guilt shadowing his eyes. âmaybe not. but i believe in protecting you.â
you let your head drop back against him, your laugh quiet, almost fond. âthen youâve gotta make up your mind. either we have boundaries and you keep them, or you stop pretending like you can.â
he chuckled, the sound rough in his chest. âyou make it sound so simple.â
âit is simple,â you said, smirking up at him. âyou just like to complicate things.â
his mouth curved, but before he could answer, you tilted your head. âactuallyâŠwait. if iâm not allowed to date you, does that mean i can date seunghyun instead? since heâs, you knowâŠâ your grin widened, âsort of the deluxe version of you.â
his head jerked back like youâd slapped him, eyes wide. âdeluxe version?â he repeated, scandal dripping from every syllable.
you bit down a laugh, nodding solemnly. âmhmm. taller, older, deeper voice. seems like an upgrade to me.â
âupgrade?â he sat up half an inch, staring at you in disbelief. âyahâare you out of your mind?â
you bit your lip, eyes glinting as if youâd just discovered the best game in the world. âdonât act so shocked. everyone knows seunghyunâs got that wholeâŠbroody, mysterious, man-of-few-words thing going. total bonus features.â
he scoffed so loudly it made your chest shake with laughter. âbonus features? what am i thenâbasic model?â
âexactly,â you teased, patting his chest like you were confirming it on a receipt. âstarter pack. great for beginners, but eventually you wanna upgrade.â
his jaw dropped, disbelief painted across his face. âstarter pack? yah, youâre unbelievable.â he pushed a hand through his hair, muttering half under his breath, âdeluxe version, my assâŠâ
your grin only widened, delight bubbling out of you. âhey, donât be mad. these are your rules, remember? no kissing, no cuddling, no you. so technicallyâŠnothingâs stopping me from going after him.â
his head whipped back to you so fast you thought he might hurt himself. ânothingâs stopping youââ his voice broke into a disbelieving laugh. âyouâre actually insane.â
âiâm just following your boundaries,â you sang sweetly, resting your chin on his chest like the picture of innocence.
he pointed a finger down at you, eyes narrowed, but the corners of his mouth betrayed him, twitching upward. âyouâre evil.â
âmm.â you smiled, smug as ever. âbut at least iâm respecting the rules. canât say the same for you, mister âno more touchingâ with your hand still in my hair.â
his hand stilled instantly, caught red-handed. ââŠshit,â he muttered, dropping it to his side.
your laugh rang out, triumphant. âsee? you canât even last five minutes. how are you gonna survive an entire world tour?â
âeasily,â he shot back, smirking like he believed it.
he did not survive easily.
in fact, he barely made it ten feet into the airport before he broke his own rule.
the tour hadnât even started, and already the crowd was swallowing him whole; fans screaming his name, camera shutters clicking like machine guns, staff waving badges and shouting updates into headsets.
it was the kind of chaos he knew all too well. the kind he could usually drown out.
except today, his focus refused to stay on anything but you.
you were walking beside him; noise-cancelling headphones on, phone in hand, scrolling through the pictures youâd just taken while humming whatever throwback song you were currently obsessed with.
with you running his new instagram, 88llow88llowme, it wasnât unusual for your eyes to be glued to your phone, capturing little moments of him into frames only you knew how to find.
however, this meant that you were everywhere he was; in the chaos, in the quiet, documenting every angle of a life most people only saw in pieces.
you were so absorbed in your gallery that the noise around you blurred into the background. every swipe seemed to pull you further into your own head, a half-smile tugging at your lips as you lingered over each shot.
somewhere between steps, you started to drift.
it was barely noticeable; just a quiet shift as your steps pulled you a little sideways.
but he noticed. of course he noticed.
you didnât look up until a familiar hand landed at your waist, guiding you back without a word.
your hand shot out immediately, smacking his away like a reflex. it wasnât hard, just enough to make a point.
âkwon jiyong,â you said, sharp with mock-offense. âboundaries.â
he turned his head toward you, eyes shimmering. there was laughter tugging at the corners of his mouth already. âyou were about to walk into jaeho.â
your eyes lifted, scanning ahead. jaeho was a good few steps in front of you, fully in his lane, looking unbothered and unaware.
âsure,â you nodded slowly. âblame the innocent man just doing his job.â
jiyong bit his lip to keep from smiling, but failed spectacularly. âi was helping.â
âyou were breaking your own rules,â you countered, voice light and smug.
he sighed like the world had wronged him. âyouâre never gonna let this go, are you?â
you gave him a sweet, unbothered shrug. ânope.â
he laughed, shaking his head like he couldnât believe you. âunreal.â
his hands disappeared into his pockets as he fell back into step beside you, close enough to brush shoulders but just out of reach.
you narrowed your eyes at him suspiciously.
he met your gaze with wide, innocent eyes. ânot touching,â he said, all fake sweetness. âsee? iâm learning.â
you snorted under your breath. âsure, ji. weâll see how long that lasts.â
it didnât last long at all.
barely a day into the tour, you felt the weight of his head tip onto your shoulder during the morning briefing.
everyone was crammed into the hotel lobby, half-awake and pretending to care what the tour manager was saying about call times.
you didnât even look up from your phone.
âji,â you said calmly, tilting your shoulder just enough for his head to slide off.
he made a wounded noise. âwhy are you like this.â
âwhy do you act like iâm the one that made the rules,â you replied sweetly, still scrolling.
he muttered something about regrets and betrayal and stomped off dramatically, tripping over a suitcase on purpose just for dramatic effect.
two days later, you found a rare pocket of quiet backstage and wasted no time claiming it.
you stretched out across the greenroom couch, earbuds in, phone balanced on your stomach as you sifted through photos from the last show.
you barely registered the sound of the door before you felt a sudden weight drop onto you, knocking the breath from your lungs. âoh my godââ
jiyong dropped onto you without warning, chest-first and sprawled out like you were the couch. his chin pressed to your shoulder, one arm flung carelessly across your side.
âwhatâre we watching?â he mumbled, voice muffled by your hoodie.
you yanked out one earbud and glared at him. âmy life flashing before my eyes.â
âcool, cool.â he shifted slightly, just enough to rest more comfortably. âseems cinematic.â
you stared at the ceiling, defeated. âyou are literally suffocating me.â
âjust tryna bond.â he craned his neck to peer at your screen. âoh, thatâs a good one. save that.â
you didnât dignify him with a response.
instead, you rolled your hips to the side with one sharp twist, and his balance gave out instantly.
he slipped right off and hit the floor with a dramatic thump.
âowââ he yelped, clutching his side like heâd been shot. âyouâre so violent.â
you propped yourself up on your elbow and gave him a look. âyouâre so touchy.â
his eyes narrowed. âyou used to like that about me.â
âused to,â you nodded solemnly, voice flat. âback before you had rules.â
he groaned from the floor, flopping onto his back in defeat as he flipped you off.
you smirked and slipped your earbud back in, already returning to your edits.
âlove you too, by the way,â you added, just loud enough to make sure he heard.
he didnât respond, but you caught the small grin tugging at his mouth before he turned his head away.
the next week passed like every other since the tour started; long days, late nights, and jiyong still breaking his own rules like they were suggestions instead of boundaries.
he touched your waist in crowded hallways. rested his chin on your shoulder during van rides. threw his arm across your chest while you were napping, like he was your personal seatbelt.
every time, you called him out.
every time, he pretended to be shocked.
after the show earlier that night, youâd barely made it back to your room before collapsing face-first on the bed, half-scrolling your phone, half-dozing off, when a knock rattled the door.
ânope,â you called, not even lifting your head.
âyes,â came his voice, muffled but smug.
you groaned. âyouâre not invited.â
âi just wanna hang out,â he said quickly, knocking again. âi swear. nothing illegal.â
âillegal?â you laughed, sitting up. âyouâre thirty-six. everything you do with me is illegal.â
âyah,â he sounded offended, but couldnât help the laugh that bubbled out. âdonât start.â
âiâm serious,â you went on, smirking as you padded to the door. âthis is textbook harassment. i should call hr.â
âi am hr,â he shot back. âopen the door.â
you cracked the door just enough to look out.
he was leaning against the frame, hair pushed back like heâd already decided to cause trouble.
the grin on his face confirmed it.
âhm,â you squinted at him. âiâve seen that look before. nothing good ever follows it.â
âi donât have a look,â he shot back immediately, as though youâd accused him of a crime.
you tilted your head, already easing the door shut. âuh-huh. keep telling yourself that.â
his hand shot out, slapping against the door before it closed, and the next thing you knew, your feet were off the ground.
âwhat the hell is wrong with you?!â you shrieked, kicking as he threw you over his shoulder. âput me down, you asshole!â
he adjusted his grip, laughing as your fists pounded his back. ânot a chance. this is way easier than arguing with you.â
âeasier?!â you yelped, fists thudding uselessly against his back. âyou canât just pick people up when they donât agree with you!â
he chuckled, shifting you higher on his shoulder. âworked, didnât it?â
âworked?!â you twisted, trying to kick free. âyouâre deranged! this is harassment!â
the commotion carried down the hall until jaeho stepped out; his eyes flicking from you, dangling upside down, to jiyongâs smug grin.
âhelp me!â you cried, reaching dramatically towards him. âheâs abducting me!â
his mouth twitched, fighting back a laugh, and with a small shake of his head, he slipped back into his room.
âunbelievable!â you yelled after him, smacking your palm against jiyongâs back. âi thought i was your favourite!â
jiyongâs laugh cracked, loud in your ear. âsee? no oneâs buying your victim act.â
you twisted, glaring at him from over his shoulder. âthatâs because youâve got everyone brainwashed!â
he let out another laugh, carrying you the last few steps before shoving his door open with his hip.
he barely cleared the doorway before tossing you onto the bed, grinning like heâd just pulled off the heist of the century.
âthatâs better,â he said, brushing his hands off.
you shot upright, outrage written all over your face. âbetter for who?â
âfor me,â he replied, not missing a beat.
before you could even respond, he grabbed a towel off of the chair and slung it over his shoulder, already moving towards the bathroom.
âexcuse me? where are you going?â you asked, eyes tracking him across the room.
âto shower,â he answered casually.
your jaw dropped. âare you kidding me? you couldnât have showered before coming to kidnap me?!â
âobviously not,â he shot back, glancing at you with a shameless grin. âhad to leave the option open in case you felt like joining.â
your laugh came out sharp and disbelieving as you grabbed the nearest pillow and hurled it at his head. âyouâre disgusting.â
he caught it with ease and immediately tossed it back at you while still laughing. âit was worth a shot.â
the pillow landed back in its place as you flopped back onto the bed with a dramatic groan. âunbelievable.â
he was still laughing when he backed into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.
you sighed, rolling onto your back and staring at the ceiling for all of ten seconds before boredom won.
your phone was within reach, so you grabbed it, scrolling with lazy flicks of your thumb.
one clip caught your attention; slowed concert footage of him dragging a hand through his hair before snapping into the beat, hips rolling like he owned the stage.
you watched it twice before forcing yourself to open the comments, already laughing at what you might find.
you didnât even make it past the first comment before you cracked, laughter spilling out so hard your stomach hurt.
âok g-daddy we see youâ it read, racking up almost as many likes as the video itself.
you were still gasping for air with tears forming at the corners of your eyes, when the shower cut off.
the room went quiet except for your laugh echoing against the walls.
âyo,â jiyongâs voice floated out through the door. âwhat are you laughing at?â
you tried to smother the sound of your laughter with your sleeve, but failed miserably.
âseriously,â he called again. âwhatâs so funny?â
you cleared your throat, trying to keep your voice casual. ânothing, g-daddy.â
the silence that followed was deafening.
you buried your face in the pillow, shoulders shaking, tears slipping out as you tried to keep the laughter quiet.
âwaitâwait, wait, waitâwhat the fuck did you just say?â his voice cracked out.
you bit your knuckle to keep yourself from laughing, which only made it worse.
the bathroom door slammed open a second later, steam pouring out behind him like a stage entrance.
he stumbled out in a cloud of heat, towel barely hanging on,
you were already doubled over, clutching your stomach.
his steps were erratic, like he couldnât decide whether to flee the scene or interrogate you with his entire soul.
âg-daddy?â he choked, practically wheezing. âdid you just call me g-daddy?!â
you nodded through your laughter, eyes sparkling. âit suits you, donât you think? has a nice little ring to it.â
he stared like youâd grown a second head. âno. no, absolutely notââ
âg-daddyyy,â you repeated, dragging it out this time, just to be annoying.
âno,â he cut in, voice cracking again. he pointed at you like he could physically reverse the words. âyou are not calling me that.â
you were already laughing too hard to speak. âyouâyou did this! this is my revenge.â
his eyes narrowed. ârevenge for what?â
âfor your stupid boundaries,â you cried, turning the screen to him. âtheyâve been calling you g-daddy all week. how have you not seen this?!â
he stepped closer, squinting at the video. his mouth opened. closed. opened again.
you caught the shift in his face before he could hide it; the split-second âoh noâ that flickered behind his eyes.
your grin turned slow and dangerous. âwait,â you said, sitting up straighter. âoh my godâyou like it.â
he scoffed. âwhat? no.â
you tilted your head, narrowing your eyes like you were solving a puzzle. âyou totally do.â
âdo not psychoanalyze me right now,â he warned, towel slipping lower as he tried to gesture vaguely at your phone. âthatâs not whatâs happening.â
âmm,â you mused. âsure itâs not. youâre bright red.â
âthatâs sweat,â he said too fast. âfrom the shower. obviously.â
you leaned forward. âis it?â
âshut up,â he said, one hand flying up like he was trying to block the soundwaves. âyouâre being annoying on purpose.â
âme?â you gasped, mock-offended. âiâm just a humble staff member trying to document your legacy, g-daddy.â
âstop saying it!â he cried, pacing toward the dresser like the movement might save him. âthis feels like a hate crime.â
âyouâre the one with a daddy kink,â you called after him, biting your lip.
he stopped dead in his tracks, his entire body stiffening as though your words reached a part of his brain that heâd been actively avoiding.
âexcuse me?â he said, voice climbing several octaves. âi do not have a daddy kink.â
you propped yourself up on your elbows, brows lifted. âoh, okay. so i guess the be-a-good-girl-and-beg-for-it energy was just a coincidence?â
he turned around slowly, needing to see your face to make sure you were being serious.
he looked traumatized.
you, however, were having the time of your life.
âyouââ he sputtered, eyes wide. âthat wasâi was beingâdominant. notâŠâ he trailed off, expression contorting like the word itself betrayed him.
you nodded solemnly, biting back a grin. âsure. because telling your much younger employee to beg for it is just normal workplace dominance. nothing to unpack there.â
he looked violated. âdonât say it like that. you make it soundââ
âlike a daddy kink?â you offered, fully smiling now. âthatâs because it definitely is.â
âokay, no. nope. shut it down. iâm not doing this with you.â he said, pulling open the dresser like finding pants would save his dignity.
you propped your chin in your hand, still grinning. âso what now? justâŠparade around half-naked until i forget what i said?â
âno,â he muttered, yanking a pair of sweats from the drawer. âiâm just getting dressed.â
you squealed, immediately rolling onto your stomach, face buried in the blanket. âboundaries! hello?â
âare you serious?â he cracked up, tugging them on. âyouâve literally seen it all.â
âthat was private!â your voice came out muffled against the comforter. âthis is workplace harassment.â
âworkplace harassment?â he repeated, still laughing at your ridiculousness. âneed i remind you, youâre in my room.â
you peeked up just long enough to glare. âyou dragged me into your room, which makes me the victim here.â
âoh, please,â he dropped onto the mattress beside you, water still dripping from his hair onto your arm. âyou are not a victim. you live for this.â
you rolled onto your back, smirking up at him. âwhat i live for is enforcing the rules you made.â
âi hate those rules,â he said, though his grin gave him away.
âgood,â you shot back. âthat means theyâre working.â
he leaned closer, bracing one arm on the pillow beside your head. âone kiss,â he murmured. âjust one. no one would know.â
your pulse skipped for just a second before you shoved his face away, laughing. ânope. thatâs a violation. iâm filing another complaint.â
he laughed into your palm, catching your wrist and pressing it flat against his chest. âcomplaint denied. iâm the boss.â
you pulled back with a shit-eating grin plastered on your face. âthatâs cute. kind of hard to take the boss seriously when heâs this desperate.â
he groaned dramatically, collapsing back onto the hotel bed with a grin. âyouâre gonna break eventually.â
âmaybe,â you said, sliding off the mattress with your phone in hand. you tugged your hoodie straight and headed for the door. ânot tonight though, g-daddy.â
his laugh cracked, boyish and helpless. âi hate you!â he shouted after you, voice breaking from how hard he was laughing.
you stopped at the doorway, half-turned with a smirk. your wink was quick and smug. âlove you too, g-diva!â
you pulled the door shut behind you, leaving him sprawled in his sheets, groaning like youâd just ruined his whole life.
the next few days passed in a haze of flights, late nights, and too little sleep.
by the time any of it registered, youâd landed in australia for the final show before a much needed break.
soundcheck was already underway, bass rattling through the empty arena as jiyong moved under the lights.
you sat cross-legged on the floor at the side of the stage, phone in hand, snapping pictures between scrolls.
every so often, he glanced your way, a quick grin flashing before he turned back to the mic.
it was a habit by now; something he always found himself doing when you were around, and somehow, it tugged a smile out of you every single time.
your phone started to ring mid-photo, the name âseunghyunâ flashing across the screen.
your eyebrows shot up, and a grin spread before you even answered.
you scrambled to your feet, clutching your phone tight as you wove past the speakers and ducked further backstage.
when the noise finally dulled to a manageable level, you swiped the screen and lifted it to your ear.
âhello?â your voice came out a little too bright, betraying the grin you couldnât hold back.
ârookie,â he drawled, warm and amused, just like how he always sounded when he called just to bug you. âtell me youâre coming to the party.â
your brows knit, confusion flickering across your face. âparty?â you echoed. âwhat party?â
âthe halloween one weâre hosting. donât tell me jiyong didnâtââ he cut himself off, the disbelief clear in his tone. âyah, youâre joking. he never mentioned it?â
you blinked, forcing a laugh that came out lighter than you felt. ânope. first iâm hearing about it.â
âreally?â he questioned, his voice filled with surprise. âthatâs so weird. i figured he told you right away.â
your chest tightened as possibilities tumbled over each other.
maybe heâd just forgotten. maybe it slipped his mind in the chaos of tour.
it wasnât long before other possibilities pushed their way in; ones that you didnât necessarily want to unpack.
maybe it wasnât an accident. maybe he didnât want you there.
maybe he already planned on showing up with someone else; someone who wouldnât spend the whole night throwing his own rules back at him.
the thoughts knotted tighter the longer you stood there.
against your better judgement, your gaze slipped back towards the stage.
he was already looking at you.
the smile heâd been wearing slipped the moment he registered your expression, his eyes darting to the phone pressed to your ear before settling back on your face.
his brows pulled together, worry flickering across his face. his eyes stayed on yours like he wanted answers, but the track carried on, pulling his focus back to rehearsal.
the moment his attention shifted, you let a breath and steadied your voice.
âguess not,â you said into the phone, leaning back against the wall, twirling the drawstring of your hoodie between your fingers. âbut if you want me there, iâll come.â
âof course i want you there,â seunghyun said easily. âwhat kind of party would it be without you?â
the tightness in your chest eased, just a little. âsmooth,â you let out a laugh, quiet but real. âyou always talk like that, or is this special treatment?â
âonly for you,â he teased. âseriously though, the boys miss you. i miss you. it wonât be the same if youâre not there.â
you rolled your eyes, though the smile tugging at your mouth gave you away. âfine. only because you asked so nicely.â
ânicely? rookie, that was me begging,â he laughed. âdonât let it go to your head, though.â
âtoo late,â you teased. âwhatâs the dress code anyway? do i have to match you guys or something?â
âas long as itâs a costume, youâre fine,â he said easily. âthough sexy is always a bonus.â he added with a grin you could practically hear through the line.
your laugh slipped out before you could stop it. âa bonus for who, exactly?â you teased, raising your brows even though he couldnât see you.
âfor everyone,â he replied without missing a beat. âbut letâs be realâwe all know youâre jiâs girl.â
you huffed out a laugh, heat creeping up your neck. âi am not his girl.â
âuh oh,â seunghyun jumped in right away, dragging it out like heâd been waiting for this. âsounds like somebodyâs mad she didnât get the invite straight from him.â
your mouth fell open, a laugh slipping out of you. âiâm not mad!â
âsure,â he teased, voice smug. âyouâre practically foaming at the mouth.â
âokay, okay,â you shook your head, grinning despite yourself. âmaybe i am a little annoyed, but that still doesnât make me his girl.â
âsure, sure,â he said easily. âso if youâre not his girl, that means youâre fair game, right?â
âfair game for who? you?â you questioned, already knowing what his answer would be.
âobviously,â he responded without hesitation, the grin in his voice unmistakable. âiâm taller, cooler, less bossy. iâd never make you follow dumb rules.â
your laugh burst out before you could stop it. âthatâs literally what i said! i told him months ago that you were the deluxe version!â
seunghyun broke into full laughter on the other end, so loud you had to pull the phone back a little. âno way. you actually said that to his face?â
âof course i did,â you said, grinning as you pinched the bridge of your nose. âhe looked like he wanted to strangle me.â
âoh my god,â seunghyun managed between laughs. âthis is why i love you.â
âcareful,â you warned, biting back another laugh. âsay stuff like that and people might actually believe it.â
âgood, let âem.â he shot back, still chuckling. âsee you at the party, rookie.â
you shook your head, smiling as you said your goodbye and ended the call.
when you glanced back toward the stage, jiyongâs eyes were already on you, once again.
the confusion from earlier hadnât gone anywhere. if anything, it was sharper now; threaded with something you couldnât quite name.
you forced a small smile in his direction, hoping it was enough to smooth over whatever he thought he saw.
his mouth twitched like he wanted to return it, but the music pulled him forward before he could.
you slipped your phone into your pocket and headed for the dressing room, not bothering to stay through the rest of rehearsal.
the couch welcomed you like it knew the weight you carried, the soft cushions swallowing you as you tugged your hood up and leaned back.
the ache in your chest clung on, quiet but insistent, no matter how many times you told yourself you didnât care.
the door cracked open a little while later, the hinges giving the faintest groan before it shut again.
before you could even look up, his voice cut through the silence.
âwho called you?â he asked, steady on the surface, though the edge underneath gave him away.
your head snapped up. âseriously?â you shot back, hood still tugged over half your face. âso itâs fine for you to keep secrets, but i have to give you a play-by-play of every call i get?â
his mouth opened, then closed again, confusion flickering across his face. âwhat are you talking about? i justâi wanted to knowââ
âit was seunghyun,â you cut him off, a little sharper than you intended.
he stilled mid-step. ââŠokay?â he tried, cautious. âwhyâs he calling you though?â
you tilted your head, feigning confusion. âwhy wouldnât he?â
he blinked, caught off guard. âi mean, he doesnât usuallyâhe couldâve justâŠi donât knowââ his words tangled, shoulders shifting like he couldnât quite find his footing.
you didnât bother answering. instead, you sank deeper into the couch and unlocked your phone, scrolling like the conversation was over.
his brows knit, confusion tugging at his features as he watched you ignore him. ââŠwhat did he want?â he asked finally, the caution in his voice making it clear he was still trying to figure out what heâd walked into.
you hummed like you had to think about it, eyes still on your screen. âoh, nothing important,â you said at last, casual enough to sting. âjust wanted to know if i was coming to the halloween party.â
he froze. ââŠthe party? in seoul?â
you finally looked up, gaze sharp. âyeah. apparently everyone knew about itâwell, everyone except me.â
his mouth parted, words stumbling out before he could shape them. âi was gonna tell you. i justâŠthings have beenââ
âdonât say crazy,â you cut in, tossing your phone aside. âdonât say busy, either. we spend every waking moment together, and somehow iâm the last to know? come on, ji. thatâs not an accident.â
âi didnât thinkââ he started, shifting his weight like he couldnât decide whether to step toward you or back off.
you let out a sharp, humorless laugh, pressing a hand to your forehead. âyeah, no kidding. do you know how embarrassing that was? him sounding shocked, like, âyah, youâre joking, right?â and iâm standing there looking like an idiot because you âdidnât think.ââ
his jaw clenched, teeth pressing together hard. âyouâre not an idiot. you know i donât see you that way.â
âthen explain it,â you fired back, your chest tightening. âbecause either you didnât want me there, or you already planned on taking someone else. which one is it?â
âitâs neither,â he bit out, the pitch of his voice rising before he forced it lower again. âyouâre twisting itââ
âiâm not twisting anything!â you snapped. âif i mattered, you wouldâve told me. itâs as simple as that.â
his mouth opened, and quickly shut again, like he couldnât line up a defense. âit wasnât about that,â he managed finally. âi wasnât hiding it from you.â
âright,â you muttered, arms crossing tight. âfunny how seunghyun thought to ask me, though. at least he thought i was worth telling.â
his expression faltered, your words hitting him harder than you meant them to. ââŠso what? now seunghyun cares more about you than i do?â his voice rose, sharper than before. âthatâs not fair.â
âwhatâs not fair,â you argued, heat rising in your chest, âis you making me feel like some afterthought. you knew for weeks, ji. weeks! and you said nothing. but god forbid i get a phone call when you arenât aroundâand suddenly i have to explain myself?!â
his brows pulled together, confusion twisting into something tighter. âthatâs not what this isââ
âisnât it?â you asked, leaning forward. âyou get to make all the rules, pretend like you donât want me too close, but the second someone else gives me the bare minimum of attention, youâre looking at me like iâve done something wrong!â
something in him cracked at that, his jaw tightening before his face shifted; hurt flashing first, frustration chasing close behind. âjesus, do you even hear yourself? youâre acting so childishââ
you froze, breath catching sharp in your chest. âchildish,â you echoed, soft but trembling underneath, like you couldnât quite believe heâd actually said it.
it wasnât just his words that stung; it was what they implied.
youâd always believed he looked past the years between you, that he saw you standing beside him rather than behind.
the thought had been a comfort, something you clung to in the quiet moments when the gap felt too wide. now, it pressed against your ribs like a bruise, leaving you feeling much smaller than ever before.
regret washed over his face so fast it almost looked painful. âwaitâno, thatâs not what i meant,â he rushed, words tripping over themselves. âi didnât mean it like that, i justââ
you let out a short, bitter laugh, shaking your head as you grabbed your bag. âdonât bother. you clearly meant it enough to say it.â
he moved toward you, hands half-raised, like he could undo it if he just explained fast enough. ây/n, please, i didnâtââ
âsave it,â you cut him off, yanking the strap over your shoulder. your voice cracked once before you forced it steady. âif thatâs how you see me, then fine. but iâm not gonna sit here and be talked down to by the same guy who canât even decide what he wants from me.â
he flinched, almost like youâd hit him, but you didnât give him the chance to recover.
âget someone else to take your stupid fucking pictures tonight,â you added, brushing past him hard enough that your shoulder clipped his.
he was on your heels the second you reached the door. âyou canât just leaveâyouâre workingââ
you didnât so much as look back. âthen fire me,â you snapped, the words flung over your shoulder as the door slammed hard against the frame.
you tugged your hood further down your forehead as you walked, hoping the shadow it casted was enough to hide the sting in your eyes.
the door behind you flew open almost instantly. ây/n!â his voice ripped down the hall, cracked and desperate, almost like he thought sheer volume might drag you back.
his footsteps followed quickly behind you, each one hitting the floor harder than the last, until they cut short in a scuffle.
âjiyong,â jaehoâs voice came firm, his grip closing tight around jiyongâs arm.
âlet me go!â jiyong roared, twisting against him, his voice breaking as he shouted again. ây/n! please!â
heads turned as you passed, a hundred questions written across their faces. curiosity, pity, judgment; all of it clung to your skin with a weight you couldnât quite shake.
you didnât give any of them the satisfaction of meeting their eyes, choosing to fix your stare on the floor instead, praying that if you just kept moving, theyâd eventually look away.
behind you, jaehoâs voice cut through the noise, steady and immovable. âenough, ji. donât make this worse.â
âi said let me go!â jiyongâs voice broke, rough with desperation as jaeho dragged him back.
his shoes scraped hard against the floor, fists jerking like he still thought he could fight his way free, but the older manâs grip didnât budge.
your name ripped out of him one last time, echoing down the corridor, before the door closed behind them and cut the sound in half.
by the time you reached your hotel room, your phone had been buzzing non-stop in your hand with calls and text messages; everything lighting up the screen faster than you could swipe it away.
the moment the door shut behind you, you let your bag fall wherever it landed and threw yourself face-first onto the bed.
the mattress dipped hard under your weight as you buried your face into the comforter, a muffled sound ripping out of you before you could swallow it back.
you kicked your feet once, twice, sharp little bursts of frustration that made the bed jolt.
your phone wouldnât stop, the vibration rattling against the nightstand like it was mocking you. you didnât even have to look to know who it was.
you rolled onto your side, arm flopping out blindly until your fingers found the screen. the messages blurred together as they filled the display.
jiyong: where are you??
jiyong: iâm sorry.
jiyong: i didnât mean it like that.
jiyong: please answer me.
the screen lit up again before you could even finish reading through all of the messages, his name flashing across the top.
you declined the call without a second thought and tossed your phone face-down onto the bed, but it wouldnât stop; buzzing again and again, as if he wasnât going to stop until you finally caved.
it went on for what felt like hours, breaking only when he was pulled onstage. for a while, there was quiet; long enough for you to almost believe heâd finally given up.
but after the show, it started again. call after call, message after message, each one more frantic than the last.
the only pause came when you realized he wasnât on the other end of your phone anymore, but on the other side of your door.
first, it was his voice; low and hoarse from the night, coaxing, apologizing, begging you to just say something.
when that got no response, everything went quiet.
no more calls flashing across your screen. no more words piling up in bubbles you refused to open.
the silence should have been a relief, but it wasnât. it pressed in heavy, filling the room until it was impossible to ignore.
he was still there; you could feel it, as if his presence seeped through the walls, steady and unrelenting, a quiet vow that he wasnât leaving.
you lasted only a few minutes on the bed before the pull became too much. eventually, your steps carried you across the room, slow and unwilling, until you sank down in front the door.
you didnât make a sound. you couldnât. you didnât want him to know you were there. still, being this close, separated by only a sliver of distance, dulled the ache just enough to let you breathe.
at some point, exhaustion pulled you under. you stayed curled against the door, cheek pressed to your knees. the position was uncomfortable, but the faint comfort of knowing he was still there on the other side kept you from moving.
when you opened your eyes again, morning light was already seeping past the curtains. the knock that came wasnât his this time, but staff, reminding you that it was almost time to leave for the flight back to seoul.
the rest of the morning blurred. you packed without thinking, every motion stiff and mechanical, your chest still heavy from the night before.
he didnât knock again. didnât try to stop you in the hall. didnât say another word.
still, you felt him. in the car to the airport, on the walk through the terminal, even on the plane.
his eyes lingered, his gaze thick with regret, but you gave him nothing; keeping your attention locked on everything but him.
by the time you landed back in seoul, the weight of everything hadnât lifted. if anything, it only grew heavier when the terminal doors opened and the chaos flooded in.
cameras. voices. fans pressed shoulder to shoulder. flashes of light cutting across your vision.
you stayed back instinctively, your hand already reaching for your phone. âiâll call someone to come get me,â you told jaeho quietly, in an attempt to avoid jiyong all together.
but before jaeho could answer, jiyong was already there.
his arm hooked over your shoulders, pulling you in tight, his hand steady at the back of your head to shield you from the swarm of bodies and flashing lights.
âi donât care how mad you are at me,â he said, voice rough but steady against the noise. âiâm not leaving you alone in the middle of this airport.â
his words left no room for argument.
every step he took angled your body into his, his hold a shield against the swarm of fans and cameras until the car door finally closed, cutting off the noise.
his arm slipped reluctantly from your shoulders, the heat of his palm still lingering at the back of your head.
you leaned towards the window, eyes fixed on the blur of lights, even as you felt him watching you.
he stayed quiet for a long moment, head bowed, before finally speaking. âi shouldâve told you,â he said, voice rough. âabout the party. about all of it. you deserved to hear it from me.â
you exhaled sharply, your forehead pressing against the glass. âyeah. i did.â
his hand dragged over his mouth, restless. âit wasnât on purpose. i wasnât hiding it. i justâŠkept putting it off, and suddenly it was too late.â
your head tilted toward him, eyes narrowing. âtoo late? ji, we spend every minute together. you had a hundred chances to tell me. you just didnât.â
he flinched, guilt flickering clear across his face. âi know. and iâm sorry. i hate that i made you feel like you didnât matter.â
your throat tightened, words catching before you forced them out. âitâs not just this, though. itâs those stupid fucking rules. you set the boundaries, not me. and iâve tried to respect them, i really have. but youâre always the one breaking themââ you cut yourself off, shaking your head.
his chest rose with a shaky breath. âi know itâs not fair. i donât mean to confuse you. i justâŠâ he stopped, searching. âi donât know how to want you without risking everything. but i donât know how to stop wanting you, either.â
you turned fully then, your eyes locking on his. âi can handle the risk. what i canât handle is feeling like an afterthought, or like this is something you can switch on and off whenever it scares you.â
his gaze broke first, dropping to his lap. he sat there for a long beat, jaw tight, like he wanted to argue but couldnât find a single word that didnât make it worse.
âyouâre not an afterthought,â he said finally, his voice low and raw. âyouâre the only thing i ever think about.â
âif you really mean that, then prove it,â you spoke quietly, the fight finally slipping out of your voice, âstop making me feel like iâm something you have to resist.â
he nodded once, slow, like the weight of your words landed heavy in his head. his fingers tapped restlessly against his knee, the silence thick between you.
âare you still going tomorrow?â he asked after a pause, cautious, almost like he was bracing himself for the answer.
your arms folded across your chest. âyeah. i told seunghyun iâd be there.â
his head turned, eyes sharp even in the dark. âwhat are you wearing?â
you leaned back toward the window, a faint smile tugging at your lips even as your chest tightened. âyouâll find out tomorrow.â
you hadnât spoken to him since.
after everything that was said in the car, you thought he might reach out. a knock at your door. a half-hearted excuse. maybe even a real apology, if he was feeling brave.
instead, there was silence.
you didnât let it bother you. at least, not enough to let it ruin tonight.
the bow tie was still loose around your neck when your phone lit up on the counter. the buzz carried through the quiet hum of the bathroom, breaking your focus for just a moment.
seunghyun: carâs downstairs. told the guys youâd be on time. donât embarrass me, rookie.
your mouth curved, soft at the edges.
you clipped the bow tie into place, fingertips brushing over the satin until it rested perfectly against your skin. it was the smallest part of the costume, but somehow it pulled everything together.
you wouldnât be a real playboy bunny without it.
the rest of the outfit framed it perfectly; a black corset pulled snug at your waist, a skirt so short it felt more like suggestion than fabric, fishnets mapping clean lines over your legs, and heels that raised you three inches higher than you were used to.
you picked the ears up from your dresser and settled the band over your hair, nudging it into place with careful fingers.
your eyes lingered on the mirror longer than you meant them to, and the longer you stared, the easier it was to let the confidence sink in.
a small smile curved at your mouth before you finally turned away, slipping your phone into your purse and pulling the strap over your shoulder as you walked out of your apartment.
by the time you reached seunghyunâs house, the front steps were scattered with people in costume; some smoking, some laughing, most of them unfamiliar.
a few faces stood out, ones youâd grown up idolizing, but that didnât make walking through them any easier.
you slipped your phone from your purse and opened jiyongâs chat without thinking. it was a habit by now; texting him the moment you arrived, knowing heâd meet you outside so you wouldnât have to walk in alone.
but when you opened the thread, there was still nothing waiting.
your thumb hovered for a moment, but you didnât type anything. he hadnât said a word all day, and you were definitely not about to be the one to change that.
with a quiet sigh, you backed out of the thread and opened the group chat instead.
y/n: iâm here.
you tucked yourself against the edge of the front steps, just outside the swirl of bodies moving in and out of the house.
daesung: omg finally!!!
youngbae: doorâs open, just come in.
your eyes flicked towards the entrance, catching flashes of movement and loud voices as more strangers pushed through the door.
y/n: iâm not walking in alone. absolutely not.
y/n: i think someone just barked at me???
y/n: iâm too sober for this.
you shifted your weight from one heel to the other as you waited for a reply.
daesung: bark back and assert your dominance.
a laugh slipped out before you could stop it. you shook your head, already typing a comeback when another message popped up.
seunghyun: iâll come get you, scaredy cat.
the door cracked open a moment later, and seunghyun stepped into view dressed in dark jeans, a fitted tee, and a worn cowboy hat that somehow made too much sense on him. he spotted you insantly, that same easy grin lighting up his face.
âi guess youâre not a scaredy cat,â he called out as he strolled toward you, âyouâre a scaredy bunny, apparently.â
you groaned. âi hate you.â
âno, you donât,â he said, stopping a few feet in front of you. his gaze dragged from your heels to your collarbone with no real attempt at subtlety. ârookie, what the hell are you wearing?â
âwhat?â you looked up at him, feigning innocence. âyou donât like it?â
he let out a short laugh. âi didnât say that.â he leaned back slightly, giving you another once-over, slower this time. âyou look really hot, actually.â
you rolled your eyes, trying not to smile as you crossed your arms over your chest. âyouâre ridiculous.â
âsays the girl in ears and a bowtie,â he shot back, still keeping his eyes locked on you. âyou really went full playboy, huh?â
you smirked. âyou sound surprised.â
âiâm not.â he said, head tilting just slightly. âiâm honestly impressed. you mightâve just saved halloween showing up like this.â
you bit your lip, fighting back a laugh. âoh my god.â
âiâm serious.â he gestured vaguely down your body. âi shouldâve brought you one of those little trays. you could be walking around with shots on it right now. men would be on their knees.â
âyou would be too, donât kid yourself,â you said, poking at his chest.
he held up his hands in mock surrender. âi never said i wouldnât be.â
your eyes flicked to the drink in his hand, and without a word, you plucked it from his fingers and knocked it back like it was yours to begin with.
âunbelievable,â he said, watching you with a mix of disbelief and amusement. âdo you ever get your own drinks?â
you wiped your mouth with the back of your hand, smug. âwhy would i? yours always taste better.â
he shook his head, laughing under his breath. âyouâre actually the worst,â he muttered, nudging you gently with his elbow. âcome on, bunny. weâre getting you your own drink before you rob anyone else.â
you let him lead the way, following closely as he pulled the front door open. the air shifted instantly; thick with heat and sound, the bass pulsing through the floorboards like a second heartbeat.
bodies pressed in from every side, voices echoing down the hall as the party spilled deeper into the house.
you hooked your fingers lightly around his arm without thinking, just to stay close. he didnât seem to mind. if anything, he shifted a little, making room for you as you moved through the crowd together.
âis jiyong here?â you asked, ducking your head toward him so only he could hear.
he glanced sideways, raising an eyebrow. âwhat, you miss him already?â
you shot him a look. âdonât be annoying.â
his mouth twitched like he was trying not to laugh. âheâs here,â he said, way too pleased with himself.
your brows pulled in. âwhy do you sound like that?â
âi donât sound like anything,â he said, way too quickly.
you narrowed your eyes, but he was already steering you towards the kitchen.
âyouâre gonna need this,â he muttered, grabbing a glass off the counter and filling it without waiting for your input.
âwhat the fuck is that supposed to mean?â you asked, giving him a look.
he didnât answer. just turned, lifted the drink towards your mouth, and tilted it ever so slightly until you had no choice but to take a sip.
âtrust me,â he added, fingers still wrapped lightly around the glass. âyouâll thank me later.â
you swallowed, eyeing him over the rim as he finally let go. âyouâre actually insufferable, sometimes.â
âprobably,â he said, already nudging you out of the kitchen. âbut youâre about to be real glad i did that.â
you didnât get a chance to ask what he meant by that.
the music pulsed heavier as you followed him down the hall, the crowd thinning just enough to move without bumping into every person in your path.
still, the occasional shoulder grazed yours, causing you to tighten your hold around seunghyunâs arm for balance.
âtheyâre over there,â seunghyun said, tipping his chin towards a cluster of couches near the window.
you spotted them just as they spotted you.
âfinally,â daesung called, already pushing to his feet. âwhat took you so long?!â
youngbae stood too, a grin spreading across his face as his eyes flicked over you. ârookie, you look insane,â he said, pulling you into a quick hug before you could even answer. âdefinitely worth the wait.â
âseunghyun made me stop for a drink,â you answered as daesung pulled you in for a hug of his own.
this side of the living room was a little calmer. the smoke still hung in the air, curling lazily toward the ceiling, but it wasnât as dense. the music bled in from the hallway, bass heavy and slow, muffled just enough to make voices easier to hear.
groups of people lounged across the couches, plastic cups balanced on their knees or cradled in their hands. the lighting here was low and violet-toned, soft enough that everyone looked a little hazy around the edges.
daesung leaned back, still grinning as he looked you over. âwait, whereâs your drink?â he asked, glancing at your empty hand.
you shrugged. âfinished it already.â
âdamn,â he laughed, reaching behind him to grab another off the low table. âguess that means this one's yours now.â
you took it before he could change his mind, raising it in mock salute. âyouâre a good man, dae.â
âi try,â he said, flashing a grin.
youngbae hadnât taken his eyes off you. his head tilted, gaze narrowing a little like he was trying to line something up in his mind.
âwait,â he started, the words dragging out slowly as he glanced over his shoulder. âdid you andââ
âyo, ji!â someone shouted from one of the couches beside you. âone of your little bunnies are here!â
the words sliced right through the loud music, causing a few heads to turn your way; including his.
he shifted from where he was standing and turned towards the noise, a lowball glass dangling from his fingers.
the movement was casual until his eyes landed on you.
everything around him seemed to blur out. the smoke, the music, even the girl standing beside him. none of it mattered anymore.
his fingers tightened slightly around the glass in his hand, but he didnât move. not right away.
he just stared, eyes dragging down the length of you like he didnât quite believe what he was seeing.
âoh, youâve got to be fucking kidding me,â you muttered, eyes drifting over the silk robe slung low over his shoulders, the dark shirt half-unbuttoned beneath it, and the pipe on the table next to him.
he was dressed as hugh hefner. of course he was.
beside you, seunghyunâs low laugh was almost a whisper. âtold you youâd need a drink,â he muttered, his mouth close to your ear.
you lifted your drink to your lips in acknowledgment, taking a slow slip as if that might dull the heat crawling up the back of your neck.
he still hadnât looked away.
for a second, you thought maybe he wouldnât move.
maybe heâd stay exactly where he was; frozen in place, trying to blink you into something less dangerous.
but the moment the alcohol touched your tongue, he took a slow step forward, then another, weaving between shoulders and couches like nothing else in the room existed.
he stopped a few steps in front of you, not quite close enough to touch. his gaze dragged over your outfit again, much slower this time, before returning to your face.
âyou made it,â he said, a faint smile tugging at his mouth.
you gave the smallest nod, not knowing how to respond to him.
âyou lookâŠâ he started, only to trail off mid-thought.
âsmoking hot,â daesung offered casually.
âdrop-dead gorgeous,â youngbae chimed in with a grin.
âabsolutely lethal,â seunghyun added, deadpan.
jiyong exhaled, jaw flexing once before he finally cracked a smile. âyeah,â he said, nodding slightly. âthat.â
you tilted your head the slightest bit, letting the silence stretch before answering.
jiyong flicked a look at the boys, not subtle in the slightest, a silent order to give the two of you space.
to your surprise, they actually listened, peeling off towards the kitchen with the worst attempt at casual youâd ever seen.
âyou look good too,â you said, voice deceptively light. âhugh hefner, though? really?â
his lips twitched, eyes flicking down for a second. âwasnât my idea.â
âsure it wasnât,â you replied, arms loosely crossed over your chest. âitâs very on brand.â
he raised an eyebrow, intrigued. âhow so?â
you took a slow step closer, your mouth curling at one corner. âold. rich. dramatic. craves attentionâŠâ you paused, leaning in just enough for only him to hear, âitâs all very gâdaddy of you.â
his body went still, so subtle anyone else wouldâve missed it, but you caught it.
the flicker in his eyes. the way his breath dipped for half a second. how his grip on the glass tightened.
his tongue pressed to the inside of his cheek, eyes dragging over your mouth like he was already imagining it parted around his name.
âyouâre not playing fair,â he said, voice rough.
âiâm not here to play,â you said softly. âyou know that.â
he stepped closer. not quite touching, but close enough for you to feel the heat radiating off of him.
he let out a quiet, rough laugh, almost more breath than sound. âyouâre gonna be a fucking problem tonight.â
you didnât flinch. instead, you lifted your chin, eyes locked on his like you were daring him to do something about it.
the space between you barely existed now; one breath, one slip, and youâd fall right into him.
âfunny,â you murmured, voice low and deliberate, your words curling between you like smoke. âi thought thatâs what you liked about me.â
his eyes darkened instantly, like youâd hit a nerve heâd been trying to keep buried.
he leaned in just enough that your noses nearly brushed, voice low enough to vibrate through your chest.
âi like a lot of things about you,â he said, each word thick with restraint. âbut that mouth might be my favourite.â
his voice rolled through you, low and deliberate, like it knew exactly where to land.
your body reacted before your mind caught up; heat curling in your stomach, a slow throb of want that settled deep in your bones.
you smothered it before any of it could reach the surface.
your lashes lifted with calculated ease, gaze locking on his like you were reading every filthy thought behind his eyes, and choosing not to act on a single one.
you lifted your drink with slow, measured simplicity, letting the rim graze the edge of his skin on the way up; a fleeting, but deliberate touch.
his muscles tightened in response, subtle but unmistakable, like the slip of control had caught him off guard.
you tipped it back and finished the rest in one long swallow, allowing him to watch the movement of your throat.
his gaze tracked every shift â your lips, the curve of your neck, the rise and fall of your chest â devouring you without the slightest hint of shame.
when the glass came down, your lips were damp, parted, and just inches away from his.
you didnât move. neither did he.
his eyes lingered on your mouth for a beat too long, almost like he was weighing the consequences of closing the gap between you, or maybe fantasizing about all of the ways he could make you beg for it first.
âiâm gonna get a refill.â your words brushed his mouth more than his ear, soft enough to be mistaken for a promise.
you stepped past him slowly, your fingers skimming the back of his hand.
before you disappeared into the crowd, you looked back once, shoulder turned, eyes gleaming with something that wasnât quite innocent.
âtry not to miss me too much,â you added sweetly, with a smile sharp enough to draw blood.
you didnât wait for his reaction.
the crowd swallowed you in seconds; music pulsing, bodies everywhere, and heat pressed from all directions, but none of it compared to what youâd just walked away from.
you didnât make it far before familiar fingers wrapped around your wrist, halting you so abruptly your breath caught mid-step.
you didnât have to look to know it was him.
his fingers tightened just enough to make you stop. heat rolled up your arm a second before his chest brushed your back, his breath ghosting the side of your neck like a warning.
âupstairs,â he said, low enough that only you could hear. ânow.â
the words cracked through the noise, quiet but absolute. it wasnât a request.
you felt the tug of his hand before your mind caught up. the crowd parted for him without a glance, his grip steady as he pulled you through it.
his hand stayed locked around yours as he cut through the party like it wasnât even there. shoulders and cups brushed against you, a blur of faces and smoke, but no one tried to stop him.
your pulse matched the bass underfoot, hard and fast, even as the sound dimmed with every step up the stairs.
your heels barely hit the landing before he was unlocking the last door at the end of the hall; seunghyunâs in-home studio.
the room was dark, lit only by the faint glow of a red interface light.
you barely had time to register the space â the cluttered desk, the low hum from the equipment, the scent of wood polish and smoke still clinging to the walls â before his grip shifted.
his hand moved from your wrist to your waist, and in one smooth, unrelenting motion, he turned you.
your back hit the door hard enough to make it slam shut behind you; the sharp, echoing click of the latch sealing the room, and sealing you in it.
your gasp caught on his mouth before you even realized he was that close.
his hands bracketed your hips, wide and possessive, fingers digging in like he was daring you to move.
his chest pressed flush to yours, keeping you pinned with nothing more than his body and the heat rolling off of it.
he didnât say a word. didnât give you a second to breathe.
he kissed you like he was starving; the kind of kiss that knocked the breath right out of your lungs and left your knees weak.
you moaned against his mouth, a sound he swallowed eagerly, hands already sliding under your ass.
âjump,â his voice was low, wrecked, and demanding.
you obeyed without hesitation, legs wrapping around his waist, arms around his neck.
he caught you easily, palms spreading over the back of your thighs as he pressed you back against the door, like he needed every inch of you flush against him.
his mouth dragged down your jaw, hot and open, and your head hit the wood behind you, causing your bunny ears to fall to the floor without either of you even noticing.
âfuck,â you gasped, breath hitching when he rocked into you.
he was already hard, and already so far gone.
âyouâre such a fucking tease,â he growled, biting lightly at your neck. âwalking away from me like thatââ
his hand slid up your side, fingers grazing the edge of the velvet corset. ââacting like you didnât want me to do this.â
he didnât wait for a response.
his hand gripped your waist, steady and hard, anchoring you in place as he rolled his hips into yours again, rougher this time, like he wanted to hear you break.
your breath caught, the moan slipping out before you could stop it.
âyou wore this just to test me, didnât you?â his breath was hot against your throat, teeth grazing your skin. âknew i wouldnât be able to keep my hands off you.â
your legs flexed tighter, forcing him closer. âdonât get too cocky now, kwon,â you whispered, nails dragging lightly along the back of his neck. ânot everything is about you.â
he let out a short breath, eyes still fixed on yours like you were the only thing in the world.
âyouâre right,â he said, voice rough and edged with amusement. âitâs about you.â
his hands slid higher, up your thighs and under the hem of your skirt.
he pressed you harder into the door with the weight of his body, growling something low and nearly incoherent when your fingers gripped onto the back of his hair.
âyouâre really not gonna say anything now?â he muttered, voice wrecked and laughing against your jaw. âmouthy all night, but the second i touch youââ
your hand fisted his shirt, yanking him back to your mouth.
âshut up,â you breathed against his lips. âyou talk too much.â
his laugh was low against your mouth, swallowed almost instantly by another kiss. this one was hungrier, his lips parting yours like heâd been waiting his whole life for this.
you met him with the same heat, nails still dragging along the back of his neck, pulling him closer until there was no space left to take.
his grip under your thighs tightened, lifting you higher with a sharp tug. your gasp spilled into his mouth, legs squeezing around his waist.
the shift tore your back from the door, your weight settling entirely into his arms as he carried you.
you barely realized where he was taking you until the edge of the desk pressed up against your hip.
his arm swept across the desk in one quick motion; monitors, mics, and cables crashing to the floor in a violent clatter. the sound rattled the room, sharp and jarring, but he didnât flinch.
you jerked in his arms, laughing in disbelief. âholy shit, jiââ your voice broke on a gasp, eyes wide. âdo you have any idea how much that shit costs?! itâs not even yourââ
his mouth crashed against yours before you could finish.
the kiss was chaotic and hungry, his teeth catching your bottom lip before his tongue soothed the sting.
your laugh dissolved into a moan, hands clawing at his shoulders, pulling him closer even as you tried to catch your breath.
he pulled back just enough to smirk, lips brushing yours as he spoke. âyou think i give a fuck about seunghyunâs shit? i could buy him a new studio by tomorrow,â his grip on your thighs was bruising, forcing you higher against him. âthe only thing i care about right now is you.â
heat flickered low in your stomach, enough to shake your smugness for a beat. you pushed it down fast, tilting your chin like you still had the upper hand.
âmm,â you hummed, soft and teasing, though your pulse betrayed you. âthat almost sounded sweet.â
his mouth twitched; not quite a smile, more like a warning. âalmost?â
your lips curved, eyes glittering with defiance. âguess youâll have to work harder if you want the full compliment.â
his laugh scraped low against your lips, rough enough to vibrate through your chest.
in the same breath, he shifted his hold, lowering you onto the desk in one smooth motion until the cold wood pressed into the backs of your thighs.
âis this how youâre gonna act all night?â he asked, eyes burning into yours.
âdepends,â you murmured with a shrug, eyes gleaming.
his eyes narrowed, the amusement in them razor-sharp. âlay back.â
you stayed where you were, lips twitching like you might say no just to see what heâd do.
his grip slid higher on your thighs, fingers pressing hard enough to drag a gasp out of you. âi said lay back.â
the command rippled through you, leaving no room for argument.
still, you dragged it out, easing yourself down slowly across the desk, just to test him. the cool surface pressed into your back, your legs dangling until he pushed them higher, heels landing on the edge of the desk.
he crowded closer, breath hot against your mouth, hands prying your thighs wider until you couldnât fight the heat pooling in between them. âthatâs better.â
your laugh came out shaky, teasing, the sound skating along the tension. âbossy tonight.â
his mouth grazed your jaw, hot and claiming. âyou like it.â
your pulse stuttered, the curve of your smile faltering slightly, but holding just enough to keep your game. âmaybe i do, daddy.â
his head tilted, eyes narrowing like a predator catching movement in the dark. âyou still think youâre in charge, huh?â
your smile only widened, the brat in you refusing to back down. âa little.â
his mouth hovered just above yours, his words scraping against your lips. âlast time you thought you were in control, i made you beg. do you remember that, baby?â
your breath hitched, the memory flashing hot in your mind, but you refused to give him the satisfaction of seeing you crack. âvaguely,â you murmured, tone dripping with fake innocence.
âif you want to come tonight, youâre gonna behave,â he murmured, voice so calm it made your pulse stutter harder. âbecause if i even think youâre trying to play me again, iâll keep this pretty pussy begging all night. you understand?â
your lips curled, smug even as your chest rose too fast. âi guess iâll behave,â you murmured, tone feather-light like you were humoring him.
his eyes narrowed, the warning in them flickering darker. the grip at your waist shifted, palm sliding higher until his thumb brushed the edge of your corset.
âbe good and say it right,â the words came out rough, scraping against your lips like a spark waiting to catch.
your pulse jumped, but you dragged it out, lashes lowering like you might make him wait. the look in his eyes warned you against it.
your throat worked once before you let the words slip out. âokay, daddyâŠiâll behave.â
his approval roughened his voice, a shadow of a smirk tugging at his mouth. âgood girl.â
his hands slid down the curve of your thighs until they hooked into the fishnets. the sound of fabric tearing split the air, harsh and unforgiving.
your eyes widened, a shocked laugh breaking free before dissolving into a shiver. âjiââ his name caught halfway between disbelief and a moan, your hips already lifting into his grip.
any thought of protest evaporated under the rush of heat roaming through your body, leaving nothing but want.
his hands didnât hesitate. the ruined edges of the fishnets curled against your skin as he shoved your panties aside, his fingers sliding through the heat of you like heâd been waiting all night for it.
a ragged sound left your throat, sharp and needy, heels digging into the desk as your legs spread wider for him.
your skirt had already ridden up, bunched high on your hips, and the air felt cold against your bare skin compared to the burn of his touch.
he dragged his fingers over you again, slower this time, like he was remembering every slick inch before pressing two of them deep inside of you.
your back arched, a choked gasp breaking free, your head tipping back against the desk.
âfuck, daddyââ your voice cracked when his thumb circled your clit in a steady rythym. your heels scraped uselessly against the desk, the sharp click of them hitting wood echoing in the small room.
his gaze never wavered, locked on your face like he was memorizing every flicker of you unraveling. âlook at you,â he rasped, voice low enough to scrape down your spine. âalready so desperate for me.â
he bent without warning, dropping to his knees at the edge of the desk. his palms spread you wider, forcing your thighs open until the arch of your platform stilettos braced hard against his shoulders.
âkeep âem there,â he ordered, gaze flicking up once. âdonât you dare move.â
you barely had time to nod before his mouth replaced his hand, tongue hot and unrelenting as it dragged through your folds.
the moan that ripped out of you was raw and shameless, hips jerking up into his face like youâd been waiting for this all night.
âoh fuckâdaddy, oh my god,â your moans broke free like a plea, wrecked and unplanned, your heels digging into him harder as if you could lock him there.
his laugh vibrated against your clit, smug and rough all at once. âthatâs it, baby. feels good, huh?â
your answer dissolved into a gasp. âyâyeahââ
he dragged his tongue once more through your slick before pulling back, the heat of his breath ghosting over you. his two fingers slid back inside, quick and deep, until your spine arched against the desk again.
ânot yet,â he murmured, voice rough, his thumb still circling your clit without pause. âyou don't come until i say.â
your nails scraped across the wood, the desk creaking under your grip. âdaddy, iââ your voice broke into a moan. âi'm tryâtryingââ
âhold it,â he ordered, pace quickening, the wet sounds obscene in the small room. âyou can take it, baby.â
your legs trembled around his shoulders, thighs taut, heels digging into his shoulders. âitâsâfuckâitâs too muchââ
his gaze flicked up, steady and dark. âgood. that's the point. stay with me.â
his fingers curled deep, pressing the same spot again and again, while his thumb continued its relentless motion on your clit.
âpleaseâ you gasped, chest heaving. âplease, daddy, i can'tââ
âyes, you can,â he snapped quietly, his rhythm never faltering. âdon't you dare let go.â
your hips jerked anyway, your body betraying you. âiâi can'tâoh godââ
âwait,â he said, calm as ever, while driving you harder into the desk. âyou wait until i tell you.â
you shook your head, breath breaking into sobs of pleasure. âi can't hold itââ
the orgasm ripped through you before you could stop it, a sharp cry tearing from your throat as your whole body clenched around his fingers.
he didn't let up, dragging every tremor out of you until you were squirming under his hold.
when he finally pulled his hand free, slick glistening down his wrist, his eyes stayed locked on yours.
he stood slowly, the height difference suddenly overwhelming as he loomed over you, your back still pressed to the desk.
your chest heaved, every nerve still buzzing, the desk cool beneath your back.
he slid a hand beneath your back and pressed firmly, coaxing you upright.
your legs wobbled as he guided you to your feet, stilettos clicking unsteadily against the floor. your body leaned into his without thinking, still weak from the force of your release.
his palm came up to your jaw, firm but not rough, tilting your face until you couldnât look anywhere but at him. âyou didnât listen,â he said, voice even and unshaken. âyou told me youâd behave. you lied.â
your throat tightened, the sting of his words hitting harder than his touch. âiâm soâsorry,â you breathed, shaky and soft. âi didnât meanââ
he cut you off with his mouth, the kiss rough and punishing. you gasped against him, tasting yourself there; the filthy reminder making your body jolt with a mixture of shame and want.
âsorry doesn't fix it,â he said evenly. âyou lied to me. and now you don't get a thing until you earn it.â
before you could reply, he spun you in his grip and bent you forwards, pressing you down against the desk until your cheek met the wood.
your skirt bunched higher at your hips, fishnets torn wide between your thighs, but his hands left you there â completely untouched.
the silence dragged, your pulse pounding loud in your ears. you shifted your hips back, searching for him. "really?" you muttered, breathless but taunting. "you're just gonna make me stand here like this?"
"that's exactly what i'm gonna do," he said, voice low at your ear. "until you remember how to be a good girl and beg properly."
your stomach twisted, heat pulsing low. you had begged before, exactly the way he liked it, and you knew that's what he was waiting for.
still, the stubbornness in you didnât let up. âi thought you liked it when i misbehaved, daddy,â you said, words edged with a shaky laugh.
his hand pressed between your shoulder blades, firm enough to make your chest flatten against the desk. "don't play dumb. you know better."
your lip caught between your teeth, pride buckling under the ache between your legs. "please," you breathed. "please, daddy..."
"not good enough." his tone sharpened, the grip at your back unrelenting. "say it right."
you squeezed your eyes shut, humiliation and want tangling hot in your chest. "please, daddy, please fuck me. i need youâneed your cock. i'll be good, i swear."
his breath ghosted over your ear, voice low and rough. âthere we go, thatâs more like it,â he murmured, using his foot to nudge your legs a little further apart. âgood job, baby.â
you barely had time to breathe before the rasp of his zipper filled the silence.
he stepped in close, pressing the thick head of his cock against the mess between your thighs, dragging it slow along your slick folds just to hear you whimper.
âare you gonna behave now, hm?â he asked, voice still even but edged with threat. âbe a good girl?â
âyesââ your answer broke into a moan as your hips rolled back without permission. âyes, daddy, pleaseââ
his fingers dug into your hip, pinning you still. âi didnât say you could move.â
your breath hitched, your cheek still pressed to the desk, hands clawing at the edge. âiâm sorryââ
he lined himself up at your entrance, one hand sliding to the back of your neck, holding you down, the other still gripping your hip. âstay right here, baby.â
before you could catch your breath, he drove into you with one hard push, burying himself to the hilt in a single thrust. the sudden stretch tore a cry from your throat, the sound splintering as it left you.
âohâmy godââ the words stumbled out, raw and uneven, caught between shock and the rush of pleasure.
he gave you no time to recover, driving his hips forward in a ruthless rhythm, every thrust slamming you harder against the desk.
âdaddyâfuckâtoo muchâtooââ the fragments tumbled after, broken and desperate, every syllable dragged from you in pieces.
your breath came in sharp gasps, eyes fluttering shut as you tried to adjust to the sudden intrusion.
he didn't allow you the chance to catch your breath, setting a punishing pace that had the desk creaking beneath you. âfuck, you're so tight,â he grunted, fingers digging into your hips hard enough to leave marks. âyou like it rough, huh?â
you could only moan in response, your body stretching to accommodate him.
every thrust sent sparks of pleasure racing up your spine, your walls clenching around his thick length.
he leaned over you, hot breath ghosting over your ear. âthat's it, baby. take my cock like the good girl you are.â
his words sent a shiver down your spine, your toes curling in your heels. you arched your back, pushing your hips back to meet his thrusts.
âpleaseââ the word tore from your throat, high and uneven. âplease, daddyâiâoh fuck,â
he pulled out slow, almost to the tip, drawing a shudder from you, then slammed back in hard enough to skid your palms across the desk.
a broken moan escaped you, catching on a sob.
âyouâre going to take every inch,â he murmured, his thrusts steady and brutal, âand stay right here until youâre shaking for me. understand?â
ây-yesââ your answer cracked into another moan. âyes, daddy, i understandââ
he let out on a rough exhale, the sound laced with possession. âthatâs my girl.â
he didnât falter, every thrust deliberate, drawing you higher, winding you tighter with a rhythm that left no room to breathe.
each stroke carried an intent you couldnât escape, knowing exactly what your body would cling to, what would push you closer and closer to the edge.
âdaddy, please,â you gasped, voice breaking under the strain. âi'm so closeâplease, let meââ
his fingers clamped harder into your hips, his answer a rough growl. ânot yet. you lost it too soon last timeâthis time, you hold it.â
your breath stuttered, head shaking. âi can'tâi can't hold itââ
âyes, you can,â he cut in, steady and unrelenting. âbe good for me. prove that you know how listen, and maybe iâll let you come.â
a helpless whine tumbled out from your lips, your whole body trembling, trying to hold back the unrelenting pressure of pleasure.
âthat's it,â his voice rasped, rough but laced with praise. âyou can do it, my girl.â
his rhythm faltered, breath catching, every word strained with control.
ânow,â he growled, sharp and final. ânow you canâcome for me, baby.â
you broke with a cry, nails scraping the desk as your legs gave out slightly beneath you.
his groan followed, low and guttural against your back, his grip holding you firm as he drove through the last waves of his release, leaving nothing but the sound of the two of you unraveling together.
for a long moment, neither of you moved. the bass from the party was still thudding through the floorboards, but it was too faint to belong to the world you were in now.
he pulled out of you with a rough exhale, causing you to hiss at the sudden loss; your body still raw from the intensity of it all.
his hand moved quickly, tugging your underwear back into place, the torn fishnets stretched clumsily over the evidence heâd left behind.
it wasnât a careful gesture, but more like a claim; a quiet way of keeping you his, even in the smallest details.
he let you go just long enough to yank his pants back into place, the harsh scrape of the zipper cutting through the muffled bass that rattled up from downstairs.
before you could move, his hand was on you again, gripping tightly at your hip like he had no intention of letting you go twice.
âweâre leaving. now.â he said, each word bitten off like he could barely hold them back.
you blinked, still bent against the desk, a laugh bubbling out of you, light and mocking. âleaving? weâve been up here, whatâtwenty minutes? the boys are gonna wonder why hugh hefner disappeared with his bunny so fast.â
âlet them wonder. i donât give a fuck.â his words came fast, urgent, like he couldnât get them out quick enough. âi canât stand another second of this party, not with you like this. i need you out of here. with me.â
you pushed yourself upright on unsteady legs, turning to face him, your body swaying until you were pressed flush against his, the air between you gone before you even realized it.
âwhat if i say i want to go back downstairs? grab a drink, dance a little?â you teased, testing just how far you could push him when he was already strung so tight.
âalways running that mouth,â he muttered, his breath brushing yours, eyes burning into you as he shakes his head. âtrouble. youâre nothing but trouble.â
the laugh slipped out of you instantly, soft and breathless against his lips, your smirk curling as you tipped your chin higher. âmm, but you canât get enough of it, can you, daddy?â you murmured, daring him to deny it.
his grip tightened, dragging you even closer, your chest pressed hard against his. his reply came fast, every syllable pronounced like he was hanging on by a thread. âyouâre rightâi canât. thatâs why weâre leaving.â
you opened your mouth to argue, or maybe to make another smart comment, but paused when he took a single step back.
without a word, his hands moved to the collar of his robe, sliding it from his shoulders in one slow, practiced motion.
âji,â you started, confused, âwhat are youââ
he stepped in close again, though something in him had shifted.
the intensity that had driven every touch just minutes ago had softened; melted into something quieter, like the hush that follows a storm.
he reached for you without a word, settling the silk robe over your shoulders with a touch so careful it made your chest ache. his fingers ghosted along your collarbone as he adjusted it, smoothing the fabric down like he never wanted to let you go.
âcovering you up,â he murmured like it was obvious. âyour skirtâs riding up, and your tights areâŠâ he let the sentence trail off with a breath. âyeah.â
you laughed, shaking your head at the memory of him aggressively ripping them a few moments ago. âand whose fault is that?â
his eyes met yours, something softer flickering behind the usual fire. âmine,â he said simply. âthatâs why iâm fixing it.â
the robe was warm from his body, smooth against your skin, smelling faintly like cologne and something expensive you couldnât quite name.
it settled heavily over your shoulders; not in weight, but in meaning.
you turned around, the fabric shifting with you, and spotted something of yours that was left on the floor earlier.
your bunny ears.
you walked towards the door and picked them up, turning back to him with a grin. âsince iâm taking your clothes,â you said lightly, holding the ears up between you, âitâs only fair.â
before he could protest, you reached up and placed them on his head, adjusting them with exaggerated care.
he blinked at you, bunny ears crooked on his head, looking both ridiculous and completely unbothered.
âseriously?â he asked under his breath, shaking his head with the faintest smile.
you smiled, leaning up without thinking to brush a soft kiss against his cheek. âyou love it,â you whispered, just close enough for him to hear.
his grin came boyish and lopsided, like he knew you were right and had no intention of pretending otherwise.
his hand found yours a moment later, fingers lacing tight with a grip that carried more urgency than words ever could.
âletâs go,â he said, already tugging you towards the door.
you followed, stepping over the mess heâd made; seunghyunâs monitor flat on its face, the mic stand snapped clean in half, the mix table halfway under the desk.
âyouâre telling him about this,â you said, eyes sweeping the wreckage.
jiyong barely looked back. âhe likes you more.â
you gave his hand a squeeze, shooting him a look. âthatâs not how this works.â
âsure it is,â he grinned, tugging you along. âi cause the damage, you soften the blow. itâs a team effort.â
you were both laughing by the time you hit the hallway, hand in hand, trying not to trip over each other or the sheer chaos that the two of you had left behind.
the closer you got to the stairs, the louder the party became; bass thudding through the walls, voices bubbling up the stairwell, laughter spilling over the music.
you were almost halfway down when the three of them came into view.
seunghyun, youngbae, and daesung stood clustered at the bottom landing, drinks in hand, mid-conversation. their heads turned at the sound of footsteps, and all three sets of eyes landed on you instantly.
youngbae blinked first. âwaitâwhat are you wearing?â
âis that his robe?â daesung tilted his head.
âwhy are you wearing her bunny ears?â seunghyun asked, genuine confusion laced in his voice.
jiyong didnât even pause. âshe gave them to me.â
the three of them froze, eyes flicking between you and jiyong like they were piecing together a puzzle they werenât sure they wanted solved.
seunghyun seemed to be the one who connected the dots first, his gaze narrowing, cutting straight through the two of you.
âyou better not have fucked in my bed,â he said flatly.
you didnât even blink. âwe didnât,â you said, voice light with innocence.
for a moment, it almost worked. seunghyunâs shoulders loosened. youngbae raised a brow. daesung looked like he might believe you.
âbut,â you added, like it was an afterthought, âhe does sort of owe you a new studio.â
âstudio?â youngbae echoed, full alarm now.
âwhat studio?â daesung asked, leaning forward, already grinning.
seunghyunâs voice went flat. âmy studio. what the hell happened to it?â
ânothing happened,â jiyong said quickly, his hand tightening around yours as he started nudging you towards the door. âabsolutely nothing. weâre leaving.â
âleaving?!â daesung shouted, stepping slightly in front of you. âyou just got here.â
âyouâre not even drunk yet!â youngbae added, almost offended.
âi made you a drink,â seunghyun said, holding out the glass like a peace offering. âa good one.â
you took it from his hand without missing a beat. âperfect. for the road.â
jiyong looked like he was about to combust. âbabyâplease.â
you grinned at the boys as you backed towards the door. âlove you all. invest in locks for your doors, oppa. they would have saved you a lot of money tonight.â
âwhat did you doââ seunghyun shouted, but jiyong had already dragged you outside before you could answer.
the car door had barely shut behind you before he exhaled hard, hands gripping the steering wheel like it was the only thing keeping him grounded.
you turned towards him, the buzz of chaos behind you replaced by something softer. âyou okay?â
he didnât answer right away. his eyes stayed fixed on the dark stretch of driveway ahead, the crooked bunny ears still clinging to his head like some sad attempt at comedy.
you reached across the middle console, fingers brushing his temple as you straightened them. âyou look ridiculous.â
he let out a small breath, barely more than a sigh.âyou look better in that robe than i ever did.â
the words came quiet, almost offhanded, but something in his tone made you pause. there was no teasing behind it; just honesty, laid bare.
your hand lingered near his face before falling to your lap, fingers curling slightly.
the shift in energy was subtle, but it settled heavy between you. whatever rush you'd both been riding earlier had finally begun to settle into something slower. something real.
you caught the way his jaw moved, slow and tense, like he was chewing on something he didnât know how to say.
âwhatâs going on in that head of yours?â you asked gently.
he exhaled again, slower this time. âi just keep thinking about that night.â
you stayed quiet, allowing him the space to open up.
âthe night of the concert,â he clarified. âwhen you left.â
your stomach turned. not from guilt, but from the way his voice shifted; like it physically pained him to think about it.
âyou ignored every call. every text.â his eyes stayed on the driveway, unfocused. âi kept checking the side curtain like an idiot. like maybe youâd just walk back in.â
you swallowed, heart thudding against your ribs.
âi was supposed to be working. performing. everyone was screaming my name, and all i could doâŠâ his hand lifted like it might explain something, but dropped again. âall i could do was stare at the empty spot where you shouldâve been standing.â
you turned a little more towards him, silk pooling at your elbows, the scent of his cologne rising with the shift.
he still wouldnât look at you.
âi donât ever want to feel that again,â he said, his voice so low it barely reached you. ânot the silence. not the distance. not you walking away like that. it felt like i lost the other half of me.â
his hand flexed where it rested near the gearshift, fingers twitching like they still remembered reaching for nothing. âi donât care whoâs watching, or what it looks like from the outside, or how messy it gets. i donât care anymore. i just canât lose you like that again, y/n.â
your chest ached in the quiet that followed. his words didnât feel rehearsed; they felt scraped out from somewhere deeper.
honest. tired. a little scared.
you reached for him again, your fingers brushing his before lifting up to his face, coaxing him to look at you.
âyou didnât lose me,â you said gently. ânot that night. not ever. i was mad, yeah. a little hurt too.â
his eyes stayed fixed on yours, searching for something in your expression.
âwhen you were outside my door that night,â you said evenly, almost like youâd been waiting to get the words out, âi heard you. every word. the knocking. the way you kept saying my name.â
you squeezed his hand, your thumb tracing slow over his skin. âi slept on the floor,â you admitted, âright up against the doorâbecause it was the closest i could be to you without actually opening it.â
his gaze lingered on you for a moment, before a quiet laugh escaped him. âyouâre so damn stubborn,â he said, shaking his head, though the fondness in his voice betrayed him.
the sound loosened something in your chest, and you couldnât help but smile. âmaybe. but you stayed out there too.â
âof course i did,â the words came sure, without a flicker of doubt.
his thumb kept moving over your knuckles, slow and absent, like he couldnât stop touching you now that heâd started.
âiâm done pretending,â he said quietly, the words steady but stripped bare. âdone acting like youâre not the best thing in my life. i donât want pieces of this anymore. i want the real thing. mornings. nights. shows. silence. all of it.â
your chest pulled tight at the certainty in his tone, a slow ache rising under your ribs. âso what does that mean for us?â you asked, your voice barely above a breath.
he didnât waver. not even for a second. âit means i want everything,â he said. âwhatever it takes. however messy it gets. i just want you.â
you leaned in until your forehead touched his, your breath mixing with his in the small space between you.
the bunny ears on his head brushed against your hair, ridiculous and perfect all at once, like a quiet promise neither of you needed to name.
âgood,â you whispered, a smile curling at the edge of your lips. âbecause youâve got me.â
he raised your hand slowly, brushing his mouth over your knuckles with a tenderness that made your chest ache.
your smile tugged softly at first, but it shifted as you leaned back into your seat, mischief sneaking into your voice. ânow drive, g-daddy,â you said, biting back a grin. âround twoâs not gonna start itself.â
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pairings : Kwon Jiyong / Choi Seunghyun / Kang Daesung / Dong Youngbae genre : fluff
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Kwon Jiyong :
- When he first drafts songs in his notes app, he most likely uses your name or a nickname or something as the title until he thinks of a real one.
- If heâs away for work or tour, heâll try and bring you with him but if you canât, or he canât he calls you every night when itâs around the time youâre getting ready for bed. Doesnât matter what time zone heâs in. And heâll always bring you a gift back.
âJi, what time is it there?â
âUh, like 3am Jagi. Why?â
âGo to sleep i swearâ
- Heâs not massive on PDA, but itâll still there. A hand on the small of your back leading you, pinkies interlocked, occasional kisses on the cheek.
- When he wants affection or attention he will come lay down on the ouch next to where youâre sitting on, and put his legs over your lap. And if that doesnât immediately work he will start kicking you gently to get your attention.
âJagi, Iâve been sat here 30 seconds?â
âOkay Ji?..â
âYou havenât given me any attention yet?â
- You are all over his social media, but 99% of the times itâs hidden. Your coffee cup, something that reminded him of you. His favourite is him posting a selfie with his head on your lap, and seeing if the fans notice.
- When youâre cuddling heâs practically on top of you. Head on your chest, arms sprawled out, legs intertwined in yours. Or heâs behind you, his arms around your waist, spooning you from behind with his cheek smushed against your hair, or his face is somehow on top of yours and smushing his cheek against yours.
âJi youâre practically suffocating my faceâ
âItâs comfy Jagi, go to sleepâ
- Your name is in the back of his albums somewhere. Most of the time written in a font you can very barely read. A hidden thank you.
- He loves watching you do mundane things. Washington the dishes, reading a book, watching your favourite show for the tenth time and getting excited over it. Heâs there in the room with a smile.
âWhy are you watching me, thatâs creepyâ
âYou look happyâ
- Flirts with you in public then pretend he didnât say anything. Seriously.
- Picks flowers for you if heâs walking somewhere.
- If youâve got gossip or drama from work, friends, life whatever, he will immediately stop what heâs doing, join you in doing face masks while you tell him and heâs fully supportive of it. Heâs a gossiper, everyone knows it.
- He hates sharing his dessert. But if itâs you, youâre the one getting the first bite and heâll smile about it.
âYou have your own dessert Youngbae?..Jagi, try this!â
- There is a polaroid of you in his wallet. Itâs the same one from when you started dating, you were over his house in Jiyongâs silk pyjamas being stupid and he took a picture, whilst you were laughing. He will not change it.
- You are now Zoa and Iyeâs mother. You will often get texts form Jiyong when you leave the house that they miss you, followed by a picture of them looking sad, or fighting.
âThey probably thought you left them foreverâ
âI was gone 20 minutesâ
- Jiyong loves to style you in different outfits. And always incorporates something of his. A t-shirt, a ring, just something.
- Heâs had so many different hairstyles and colours now, heâs practically a pro. Even though he washes his hair with bottled water and wonât let anyone but you and his hairstylist touch his hair. If you want to dye your hair, heâs texting his stylist and doing it himself for you.
âYou sure you know what youâre doing?â
âI wouldnât dare ruin your pretty hairâ
âMm, you sure?â
âJagi, have you seen how many times iâve done this?â
- Before you move in with him, he already had drawers for you. An âusâ drawer full of polaroids, movie tickets, small things. And he had a drawer in his main bathroom for you full of sanitary products, hygiene products, your favourite shampoo and conditioner, etc.
- Heâll pout like a puppy for attention. Seriously, will lay down on the couch next to you, his legs over your lap and starts kicking you until you give in.
- His love language is physical touch. Whether itâs cuddling, holding hands down the street, kissing you and having his forehead against yours, brushing your hair for you, heâs obsessed with it.
- When he first said I love you, it was random. At an event he brought you to, he said you look beautiful as always, then slipped it out. Casually. But with the brightest gummy smile on his face.
Choi Seunghyun
- He loves taking you to art galleries on dates. Most of the time heâll just send you the a location link of a gallery he found with no explanation.
- His love form is quality time, and acts of service. He adores spending as much time with you as possible, even if youâre both not doing anything and itâs just your presence with him. He loves it. But he also loves doing stuff for you. Just the small things like remembering your drink order, having your playlist in his car for when youâre with him, cooking for you.
- Says he doesnât want pets, but when you get one itâs his baby. Expect pictures of the animal with his sunglasses on, the two of them coming back from walks both covered in mud or dirt or water.
âHe wanted to go in the puddlesâ
âHe did or you did?â
âThatâs besides the point babyâ
- Seunghyun gets you flowers and keeps one for himself so that when it starts wilting, he knows when to get you new ones.
- Pretends he hates the matching pyjamas you got him. Still wears them most nights.
- He tends not to bring you up much in public situations like interviews. If someone asks about you specifically though, heâll start rambling on about you.
- If youâre walking together, he will always stand on he street side of the pavement.
âI donât want you to get run overâ
âSeunghyun weâre not gonna get run over if weâre on the pavementâ
âNever say never baby, iâm just protecting youâ
- There will most likely be prank wars. It starts out small, changing the autocorrect on your phone to something stupid, drawing on your face while you sleep. Then when you start pranking him back it turns to more extreme measures. Getting a bucket on top of the door so when you walk through water falls on you, putting pictures of him all over your dressing table, switching the sugar for salt. Heâs cruel but he makes up for it.
- Has a habit of kissing the back of your hand, or your knuckles everytime your hand touches him, holds his, is cooking. Itâs his little âlove youâ message without actually having to say it.
- He will 99% of the time always be up late, and have a random thought keeping him up. Which in turn means he has to wake you up by kissing your cheek over and over, just so he can tell you.
âBaby, wake upâ
âWhat, whatâs up?â
âHow did people come up with urinals? Did a guy go up to a sink and thought âwhy not?ââ
- Heâll always wake up first too. If you prefer morning showers he will warm up your towel in the dryer for you, and wake you up by laying on top of you nd poking your cheek. If heâs feeling nice, heâll stroke your hair gently, and quietly say your name to wake you up. No need for alarms in this house.
- He loses his cool guy exterior when you laugh at one of his dry jokes. Immediately melts.
âYou laughed at the joke? I thought iâd have to explain itâ
âYouâre funny when you wanna beâ
âIâm always funny, you just donât get itâ
- His favourite way to cuddle is laying in between your legs, arms resting over your thighs, head on your stomach. Bonus points if your hands are playing with his hair.
- Ties your shoes for you. When youâre getting ready, whether itâs for work, to go out with him, whatever, he will sit you down on the edge of the bed, kneel down, tie your shoes and press kisses to your leg softly. Even learnt how to lace heels for you.
- When youâre in public and overhear something of someoneâs conversation, he pretends itâs his own, and tries to continue it with you, making it more dramatic.
â-i canât believe he did that to herâ
âMe too thatâs crazy?â
âSheâs not going to be happy, especially with the baby on the wayâ
- You guys babysit his nephew all the time. He loves seeing you play and bond with him, he makes sure to photograph a lot of it.
- Walks slightly behind you in crowded places. A hand on the small of your back, just to keep you in sight and completely safe.
âYou first jagi, alwaysâ
- Buys extra art supplies in case you ever wanted to paint with him. One time you came home angry from work, or a bad day, or something with your friend. And he took you into the studio, with. massive canvas, and the two of you slashed paint at it. It actually helped, and he loved doing something he enjoyed whilst helping you laugh again.
- Takes the same selfie with you everyday. Just woke up, your head on his chest, hair slightly messy, and his typical pose, looking up at the camera with that âSeunghyunâ look.
- When he first said I love you it was planned. He made you an at home dinner date. Your favourite food, candles, a movie, and then whilst you were cuddled under huddles of blankets he kissed your cheek to get you to look at him. Then he said it. Soft, quiet, but so content, his dimples on display.
Kang Daesung
- His love language is probably words of affirmation. Letâs be real heâs such a sweetheart. Little âyou look prettyâ or âitâs okay, youâre doing goodâ or âIâm proud of youâ goes a long way.
- He keeps a hair tie on his wrist for you. Even learnt how to do your hair, so when you need your hair out your face for whatever heâs tying your hair in a low pony, or a braid.
âAm I your emergency kit now?â
âSo what if you are?â
- For him though he goes shy when you try compliment him. It means the world to him but he does that same face he always does when heâs shy and excited, or he tells you to stop.
- He buys you a new plushie teddy every month on the 1st. Itâs his tradition and why would he stop now?
âWhy do you insist on getting me one every monthâ
âIt makes you happy?â
- Calls you through lunch breaks. Yours or his own. And if he can heâll try and see you every lunch, but thatâs not possible all the time sadly :(
- Does stupid things just to make you laugh. A dance move, an impression of one of the members, over dramatic expressions. He wonât stop until he succeeds. Which doesnât take long.
- He has that eye trend as his lock screen. You know where youâre side by side, faces next to each other looking at the other person.
- Before bed, you both must do your âsecret handshakeâ you made up together or heâll pout.
âNo sleep without the ritual. I donât make the rules.â
- He hates when youâre mad at him. Like genuinely stands there with the most obliviously scared face ever if you even sigh.
- Heâll do skincare with you every night. And if you accidentally fall asleep with makeup up, heâll do his best not to wake you up, and wipe it off for you gently, so you wake up without feeling like your skin is suffocating.
- When you come home angry or stressed, he makes it a mission to help you. Asks you what you need, and does it for you. But if youâre just frustrated heâs got two pillows ready for you both to scream into.
âYou okay jagi?â
âI could scream, that was so frustratingâ
âIâve got the pillows. Bedroom or balcony?â
- When holding hands, heâll hold one of yours in both of us, claiming itâs not enough. Or claiming that itâs to warm them up.
- Heâs typical with cuddling. An arm around your waist, bringing you close to him, his chin on the top of your head.
- Daesung makes it a big deal when you do something. Whether itâs make a new meal, or get dolled up for an event or something. He makes you feel special.
âYouâre so beautiful in that dress jagi, youâre like an angel, turn around, 360â
âThank you Daeâ
âPerfect as alwaysâ
- Trues to surprise you with a bubble bath. Gets distracted. Forgets the water. You come home to him trying to scoop of bubbles into a mop bucket. At least he tried!
- His favourite kinda dates, is watching try not to laugh videos on the floor of your living room, trying not to spit out the water, or look at each other, knowing that when you do itâs game over. And sharing snacks of course.
- He will steal your hoodies, and say you have to borrow them from him you want them. Seriously.
âOh that hoodie? I have itâ
âCan I have it back Dae?â
âYou can borrow it from me if you want? Itâs mine now, you shouldnât be so careless with your things lying around waiting for me to take themâ
- Keeps a polaroid of you in his pocket when heâs away for work or tour. Itâs his reminder that youâre home waiting for him.
- Most days prays it rains so bad you have no choice but to stay in together. More excuses for tea, that show he wanted to watch, and you.
- He said âI love youâ not too long into the relationship. He was so sure of you almost instantly. And he made it known. It was when you showed up to something of his, an event, a ZIP DAESUNG episode, something that mattered to him. And he just said it, his arms around you.
Dong Youngbae :
- He canât stay for breakfast most days, because of work, or training or anything, so instead he makes you iced coffee and puts it in the fridge, with a note on it every morning.
- If he gets a text from you on a stressful or frustrating day, expect your favourite meal already on the table for when you get home.
âDid you cook? Thatâs so sweetâ
âI wanted to try and help a little bitâ
- Loves showing off to you subtly. A new dance he learnt and will teach you just as an excuse to be near to you, Putting more effort into his singing somehow if he knows youâre backstage, he tries to b his best for you.
- He loves gossiping but doesnât really know how to. Heâs not good at reacting, and he forgets half the things he was meant to tell you about.
âOh my god, what did she say after that?â
âOh, i donât know, but itâs crazy right?â
- When you move in together, he doesnât split the chores, heâd rather do them all with you. Says itâs an excuse to spend time together and be quicker.
- He does the things you forget to do. Brings an umbrella, always has medicine and sanity products ready for you, a jacket - his -
- Rests his head in your lap while heâs doom scrolling on his phone. He will then act as if to be annoyed if you try play with his hair, as if heâs not melting right now. Then feels guilty after,
âWhy are you messing up my hair?â
âOh sorry babeâ
âNo, I didnât tell you to stop?â
- His love language is acts of service and physical touch. Youngbae will fix things in your house without you telling him, if itâs a day off, heâll make you breakfast in bed, put all your clothes and towel out for you, wash your hair for you.
- He then loves holding your hand tightly in his, hugs all the time, and kissing your temple softly.
- Keeps your favourite snacks and drink in his bag when you go out together. Even if itâs just a walk in the streets.
âI dont want you to go hungry or dehydratedâ
âThatâs sweet my loveâ
â..Can i have a sip?â
- He sends you videos from the plane every time heâs away on tour or work. Shows you what heâs eating or drinking, fit checks in the cubby, if heâs with the members, youâll get cameos from them too, and what theyâre doing.
- The first time you slept over at his place, he made the bed like a nest of pillows and blankets, the two of you curled up in the nest, a dim lamp on as you talked and laughed over nothing into the late hours.
- He has dozens of candid photos of you smiling. Claims he wants to capture everything. Then he goes through every picture he prints out in a polaroid style once in a while, and calls you over everytime he finds one of you two, one he deems is the prettiest. Long story short he think like 20 of them are the prettiest.
âJagi, look at this oneâ
âYeah we look cute together my loveâ
âYeah thatâs my favourite by far- wait no this oneâ
- If heâs writing a song heâll ask you to come up with a line he can incorporate. He loves to add a piece of you into his work in ways that arenât obvious.
- His favourite date is something fun like arcades, carnival, or if heâs at home something like karaoke, video games, doing each others makeup. He prefers to enjoy both what heâs doing and what youâre doing.
- If he has his own drink, he will still choose to drink out of yours. Most of the time not even asking, he just doesnât whilst looking at you with a hint of a smile on his face.
âDid you just drink my coffee?â
âOur coffeeâ
âYou have your own?â
âYours is betterâ
- He likes to make everything special for you, but subtly. Especially your birthday and christmas. Spoiling you in gifts that werenât overwhelming, and things he knew you genuinely cared for and enjoyed, showering you in affection.
- His favourite way to cuddle is your legs intertwined, one hand in your hair, the other on your waist, with your head buried in his neck. Just the feeling of you being close is enough for him.
- The first time he said I love you was on stage. Public, he told the crowd you were backstage watching him for the first time, and then he said it. Gently, a smile on his face, cameras all over him.
âMy girls here tonight, for the first time. I love you Y/Nâ





