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[kaebedom-me]

Knock knock. If it's okay, I'd like to request a bit of body worship for chaeya. Can be nsfw or fluffy. I have a need 🥺🥺🥺

dffdbgbdbfs thank you for requesting!!! i hope these were worthyyyy!! <3 also i hope these will cheer you up even a little and that you feel better soon!! ilyy <33 

also also im not sure what i wrote counts as body worshipping but-- anyway i hope you like it!!

as cocky as Kaeya is, i feel, as soon as Childe showers him with any sort of like genuinely awe and affection, he gets very flustered

tries to push and swat Childe away because his face is heating up sm and he’s not too sure what to do or say

Childe!!! loves giving affection to Kaeya, especially when Kaeya’s a little down, or when he isn’t doing anything at all, or when Kaeya’s being like genuine 

(Childe just loves giving Kaeya the most affection uwu)

apart from words of affirmation, reassurance and the like, Childe likes to give Kaeya as much physical affection as he can

body worship for them is not just done in bed? like i feel like they’re really young, and they went/are going thru a lot so, so sometimes they can’t quite express themselves with words, so they do it through physical touches

a lot of kisses for Kaeya, whenever he’s down or whatever, whenever Childe has something to say to Kaeya he goes up to him and pulls him into a loving kiss, followed by a lot of pecks to his face and anywhere else

Childe might not be the best at expressing himself with words but he makes up for it with very loving touches that Kaeya can read as easily as his favourite childhood fairy tale

sometimes it’s not even kisses? Childe likes to just run his hands on Kaeya’s skin and just really feel him, sometimes he massages Kaeya a little as he traces his hands on his body, other times he likes to just touch him lightly and tap on his skin occasionally

Kaeya getting a little flustered by this because he knows what Childe is trying to say, he feels comforted but also kind of shy? because no one’s really like touched him like this before without other intentions

so Kaeya whenever he can’t take the affections anymore, he just moves to either hold Childe’s hand tightly in his, or snuggle up into Childe so he’s forced to hold him and stop!! being!! so affectionate!!

bonus, Kaeya’s holding Childe’s hand and squeezing it to tell Childe that he’s received Childe unsaid love

it’s usually like random strokes? it’s just Childe wanting to express something he can’t say

but sometimes whenever he sees like Kaeya being worried about things he shouldn’t be, his touches have more purpose

like he’ll soothingly rub Kaeya’s back, gently comb through his hair, play with his fingers

it’s like he’s trying to tell Kaeya that he’s here with Childe, that he’s real and that he loves him very much

haaaaa Kaeya trying to reciprocate Childe’s like gentle touches, to let him know that he loves Childe too?

sometimes he can’t smooth talk Childe like his affections, or like his love? because he’s afraid he’ll say something stupid or out of character or that his masks would crumble and he isn’t sure who he is like underneath all those layers

so he tries to do what Childe does, because he knows he’d understand and that just these would be enough

it’s enough for Childe because he’ll pull Kaeya in for a hug and tell him he loves him

pleeeasee TT Childe pushing Kaeya’s hair back and tilting it a little so he can kiss Kaeya’s eyepatch or his eyelids when he has it off

he usually kisses that spot a little bit longer then it’s followed by quicker lighter pecks on Kaeya’s entire face, then they just,,, touch foreheads and look at each other because that’s all they need

haaaaa please pls pls older chaeya when they’re better at communicating their feelings, they’re able to express themselves more with words? and by then they’ve learnt how to really appreciate each other’s words

pls pls pls pls even though Childe better at giving loving touches, he makes an effort to voice out his love for Kaeya-

him after like getting more comfortable with Kaeya, maybe he picks up a thing or two from Kaeya’s praises and assurances, so whenever he’s gently touching Kaeya, he tells him how much he loves him

he tells him about how much he loves him and how happy he is that Kaeya chose to stay by his side, then he tells him why he loves him and why he’s so happy please i want sappy Childe with no filter

please just imagine Childe kissing Kaeya anywhere and mumbling softly about what he loves about Kaeya and Kaeya getting all flustered like trying to hide his face and lighting pushing Childe away hh-

Kaeya’s the opposite, he’s usually able to pull off sappy things like that and he means it all the time!! but whenever he’s quiet, it just feels a little bit more special, as if he’s speaking with his heart

and Childe absolutely melts for it, returns his affections as best as he can with words that will make Kaeya’s heart flutter

i’ll do more nsfw body worship next time!! you’re free to request again for more owo!! (so i can go into more detail asdha i love they sm)

body worship sex is a lot like them body worshipping out of bed

a lot of loving touches and a lot of praise

them just needing each other? so they have to be in a position where they’re embracing each other, and ideally they can look at each other of just close enough to give kisses to each other at the turn of their heads

more kisses along with those gentle touches, and it’s the type of kisses that’s straight to the point, there’s no playful nips or teasing licks, it’s just a kiss that drives the other crazy for each other, placed just right just the way they like it

and aftercare is a must, i mean, it’s not exactly aftercare but it’s them just taking care of each other and basking in the feeling of their love for each other

them,,,, learning how to love the other first before they can truly learn how to love themselves? like after being together they’re able to be more forgiving to themselves h- 

[tk-writer]

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11. What "don't ever do this" writing rule are you guilty of constantly breaking?

"don't ever use adverbs" I WILL USE THEM JOYFULLY AND EXCITEDLY THANK U VERY MUCH

14. What aspect of writing have you had the most growth in?

being able to write stories longer than 2,000 words sjdhdjdkd

for real tho! i used to really struggle but now i'm getting better! esp with multi chapter fics!!

17. How are you procrastinating today?

i write fanfiction instead of writing my pitch letter :'-) yoloooooo

[piyoduki]

Ishimaru and Naegi are here to cheer you on!! Thank you for the idea, I love these outfits a lot... <3

[jacksmusesdrv3]

katastroficwriterreplied to your photoset“Ryoma pointing out the absurdity of the ‘coffee stain’ analogy is...”

Oh for god's sake Saihara. I don't remember where I saw it, but there was a post (was it yours?) Talking about how Saihara just parrots back what Momota and Akamatsu told him before to other people. This just makes the "my uncle said it before" a little less heart-warming. Not to mention why would you look for the stain (burden in Saihara's terms) to find the truth. It does not connect I--

Yeah, it was [this one] (with addition). And that just says it all- how many times has he ‘drawn wisdom’ from people while not applying it the way it was meant in the first place? Plus the snarky ‘well I ‘unno’ kinda face he’s got on is hardly filling me with confidence. Though I get that the ‘burden’ would be ‘remnants from the past’ thus 'truth that can’t be thrown away’, that much does make sense, but if he’s weird and vague about the investigative process he’s learned, it doesn’t bode well for how he pursues it in the long run. It comes across like looking for skeletons in the closet rather than checking the room top to bottom. Or re. the stain analogy- failing to note the whole getup, labels and all.

It reminds me of how different Kyoko is, what with the whole ‘neither light nor shadow’/’justice nor evil’, looking at things as objectively as possible and staying disconnected from society. Saihara on the other hand? A selective type fixated on the ‘stains’, and a ‘community’ type who even makes a point of eschewing a value judgement for a popular one (’no one wants to be around you Ouma’) while also relying on people to not only help him out in his deductions but validate him to keep going. He’s missing real conviction in himself that Kyoko has- mainly because there’s no conviction in his role as a detective because he doesn’t even want to be one strictly speaking, so he spends much of the game going ‘nyeeeh’ and acting like he’s ‘half in, half out’ much of the time.

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This is the result of an art collab with my friend @katastroficwriter !!^^

The coloring was done by her, the lines were drawn by me!! :D

The background turned out nice, it’s cute!! :3

[ask-a-lethed-loser]

How different was it?

“Different enough that I actually remember seeing him multiple days in a row and he actually spoke to me as if I was someone important to him and his existence.”

“Ooh. I don’t even need to guess whose memories those are.”

[jacksmusesdrv3]

katastroficwriter replied to your post “katastroficwriter replied to your post “katastroficwriter replied...”

His robophobia is more harmful than Ouma's. Plenty of things he would do for the others, he wouldn't do for Kiibo. Like how they invited Shirogane and Yumeno to train with them after the 5th trial. And they bonded together with "Do robots even need to train?" To justify not inviting Kiibo anyway.

Right. Kiibo can still go to one of the earlier events even if his robot status is picked at there. And hell, he’s not exactly doing much there either, setting aside the weird idea he ‘wouldn’t get anything out of training’ in the first place (thanks Maki...). Robots might not need to ‘flex their muscles’ but you never know if it might help. Besides, let him just be there and be company as Tsumugi had said. Don’t just leave him alone especially after what happened to him with the antenna; for all they know he could be under shock with a malfunction, so y’know maybe leaving him alone wasn’t the best idea, nor particularly kind. 

It’s only a convenient thing for them that it turned out for the better- that is, Kiibo was able to defy the hijacking, and blast open areas for them. But the poor faith this was done in speaks volumes. Meanwhile as harsh as Ouma can be at times with the way he says things, he also makes it pretty clear he’s impressed by who Kiibo really is under all the ‘pretense’ (read: code), while these guys barely even accept Kiibo with anything other than the lukewarm even on the surface.

[jacksmusesdrv3]

katastroficwriter replied to your post “katastroficwriter replied to your photoset “Hope, future. Right. So…”

Yeah that bothered me too! People would argue that yes Kiibo’s personality got deleted but like–during the argument armament portion, it didn’t seem like any of the audience were swayed. It ended up with an angry outburst and loud screaming too. Does that sound like swaying to him? Geez.

“Everything we do is pointless, so the only way to not play the game is to die.” Maybe??? Staying alive??? Would also help prevent danganronpa if you’d advocate to eradicate all traces of danganronpa in the “outside world”? Is dying really the only possible outcome for Saihara?

Right! Oh my life- I’ve said before and I’ll say again- what kind of ‘stand’ is it if you’re, well, dead? Isn’t that basically glorification of death? To me, that’s a massive fucking red flag that death is his agenda and not his 'only remaining option’. The fact that he up and told the others that ‘if we live after this, it wouldn’t mean anything’, without any indication of what brought that conclusion, is just sketchy as hell. The way he was up in Kiibo’s face about how the concept of hope was basically the enemy (if not outright ‘real villain’) says a lot. Boy, isn’t that just what you want? Do you even care about what anyone else wants?

And don’t get me started on Kiibo. ‘Deleted’ my arse, even Tsumugi was doubtful about what was going on with Kiibo in the first place let alone have any sort of clue whether or not his personality was really gone. Certainly didn’t sound ‘gone’ in the end, but the survivors treated it as if it was a lost cause all because Saihara took the conclusion that ‘he was the audience’. Yeah do ‘the audience’ make a habit of controlling Kiibo’s bodily functions every minute of every day? Also how do survey results amount to an impromptu hijack?! It’s utterly absurd.

Then again Saihara doesn’t even really consider Kiibo’s feelings much anyway, no chance he would ever think critically about his situation lmao