Had an interview scheduled today to teach a class at an after school program, but I ended up canceling it because I just don’t think I’m ready for something like that. And I want to be. I want to be able to be social, to make some friends, get a job, or to be able to order my own damn food without having a full blown panic attack. And it’s so frustrating that I just can’t. So I’m going to go to counseling and hopefully that will help.












