Since some of you already know what happened... ugh
Yeah, today was the first time in 3 weeks i spoken to my Ex Girlfriend. Honestly i only follow the people i know and i really dont care if i dont keep this private. Its going public. I honestly got nothing to say to her, i already heard so much that whatever she told me dont even sound honest. What she did to me. Thats the most fucked up part of all. I would never treat my girl that bad. Her cheating on me is just the last straw. I hope you liked what you got, I hope it was worth it. Because i wasnt worth it to you, you couldnt be up front with me and just tell me what you really thought of me. Instead you go fuck another guy behind my back? Yeah thats just low of you. You cant do nothing about this anymore, you cant take back what you did cause whats done is done. Im beyond mad, im angry. Im hurt and tonight i heard even more shit about you. You obviously know what kind of person you are, the way you present yourself. Youre desperate for sex, just a little too fucking much. I still got my virginity. After your own friends heard what you did, they truly understand where im coming from, why im the way i am. You thought i was stupid? No, im way smarter than you, you knew i would find out everything, what you been hiding from me. Yeah, you have a fucked up past i understand but shit you shouldnt let your past affect you in your present, you always think low of yourself and yeah you wont having nothing to look forward to if you keep making the same fucking mistake every single time. You cant hide from this, you cant hide from your problems. Period. You face everything, all the bullshit, no regrets. I was honest, i cared about you, i thought i loved you genuinely but that was all bullshit to you, useless.Sorry I wasnt attractive, sorry I wasnt worth the truth, sorry i cared a whole fucking lot about you, sorry that you were blind to see that unlike some guys you fucked or dated i actauloly actually accepted you for who you are and not for what you were, what you did in your past, but now i have every right to say negative things about you, and to talk about your past, and just how messed up you are. I want nothing to do with you anymore. I just cant. You wasted a whole 2 months of my life. I just cant look at you the same anymore. I just cant. I hope you change for the better and stop making fucked up decisions. Yeah, i needed to burn after all this, to relax and to just forget all my problems but im quitting. Its only a phase. Dont fuck with my feelings anymore, i dont need that kind of person in my life. I thank the ones i vented out too and understood where i was coming from. Yeah you lost me already, as a friend. I dont think i could forgive you, even though i said i did but i take that back. You dont deserve to have my trust in you or fro me to forgive you. Talk to me a when you've changed and youre a real person. Bye Jerika Celeste Gomez
