#kclawson

[beausvalcntine]

Text to: Lawson 💦

BEAU: I saw a new video up on your YouTube...that about me?

BEAU: bit dramatic, Law

BEAU: acting as if I'm in love with her or some shit over a kiss

[beausvalcntine]

𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇: @kclawson 

Beau's tendency of jealousy has been with him since he was a small child. He'd always been envious of other people's possessions and how that contrasted to him. He didn't think he'd be envious of other people capturing Lawson's attention during the valentine's day and birthday event, yet there he was, arms crossed over his chest, eyes fixed on Lawson as he watched him catch up with other people. He had let it go on for about forty minutes before he walked up between Lawson and the other guest, his fingers curling around the collar around his ex-boyfriend’s neck. “You done with him? Is it time for me to get some attention now, huh?” He asked. His hand grasping around the other’s neck. “It’s about damn time,”.

[beausvalcntine]

Text: Pretty Boy 🔥

BEAU: First off why are you never in your hotel room

BEAU: Second of all , are you busy ? I want to ask you something

[beausvalcntine]

starter for: @kclawson​

Beau wandered into Lawson’s dorm room with his gift bag he received for valentine’s day. The brunette had opened the gifts in his own hotel room, finding the gifts he had received amusing. A lot of people gave their valentine’s flowers and chocolates, but not Lawson. He had tried to get Beau gifts that were a little more meaningful to him. He had put his ‘B’ chain around his neck, always wearing some type of jewellery. “Weed flavoured condoms, really?” He asked, wandering into the other’s room, a smirk spreading across his lips. “Did you put the two things I like best together and come to that decision?” He grinned, closing the door behind himself one he entered the room.

[beausvalentine]

FACE TIME CALL ➜ BEAU

LAWSON: Do not tell me what to do. Remember, no matter how many times I-I claim you, y-you fuck all else and can't do the same. [ he raised his voice into the receiver as he uncapped another bottle the sound of the cap hitting the ground as he sniffles. ] You say you have your way of showing it, but why can't you just say it. Why? I-I don't fucking get it. I don't get it. [ he went on as his arm hit the face time button by accident. ] What makes me not worthy enough to b-be able to hear you return those words? I keep trying to show you it's okay, to be open with just me. Do you not see m-me? [ he asked picking up his phone with his eyes closed as he brought the bottle to his lips gulping it down. ] I need you B. You're my person. [ opening his eyes as the tears streamed down his face the puffiness vivid he shook his head as he realized the camera was on. ] N-no I think I wanna sleep down here tonight.

BEAU: You don't have to get it. It's my problem to understand. I don't question you about your problems. I know it's okay to be open with you, but when I've been open in the past it backfired on me. Some people don't get to blab how they feel every five minutes. Some people went through shit as a teen and child that makes them more withheld about certain thing. It's not your problem. It's my problem. I've told you before, you aren't the problem in whatever our relationship is with one another. I am the problem. I am broken. I am untrustworthy. I have been throw a whole lot of shit and I think you deserve someone better. Someone who can give you everything your after.

[ofsilvcs]

*   + 1   𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒈𝒆  ⤍  𝑙𝑎𝑤𝑠𝑜𝑛  .

𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐘 : word around town is you're on some real emo boi™️ vibes????

𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐘 : coming into london with a bang i see

𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐘 : do you do cover requests ?

𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐘 : do a pussycat dolls cover. one time i was trying to sing when i grow up and i used to think it said "when i grow up i wanna see the world, drive nice cars, i wanna have boobies" ... found out they were saying groupies. my sexual awakening, boobies. i think i just heard what i wanted to hear

𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐘 : don't know why i'm texting you tbh, ngl

[nevaeh-monroe]

closed starter: @kclawson​

Nevaeh opened Lawson’s door and peered at him in his room. The dark-haired femme had become closer with Lawson over time, and Nev saw him as one of her best friends. “Hey bud ! ” she mutters softly, walking into the room , kneeling in front of him in the room, her hands finding his , holding them gently. “ How you holding up, handsome? ” Nevaeh never normally had soft spots for boys , but she see Lawson like a brother , and wanted to protect him at all costs. She knew that he was going through a lot.