Summary: Hongbin has never had a problem with Jaehwan borrowing his clothes. Until he does.
Pairing: Kenbin(Ken/Hongbin), mention of Hyukvi or whatever the name is
Word Count: 2K
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A/N: Kenbin is literally my go to for fucking kinky/smutty fics istg I hate this. Also I wrote this at like 4 AM so it’s really sloppy sorry.
It’s been awhile since the dorm was so quiet.
Taekwoon was doing a performance today, Hakyeon was on his radio show, and the maknae and Wonsik were doing god knows what. Hongbin didn’t even know, because frankly, he didn’t even care. He’d just been lying on the couch for a long while just relaxing, because silence like this wasn’t hard to come by. Especially when Jaehwan was in the shower and the dorm was completely quiet. Usually the older boy is much more loud in the dorm, and prior to showering, he’d been shouting in his shared room with Wonsik and Hongbin literally wanted to rip his ears out for eternity.
He didn’t even know why the boy was yelling so loudly. Sure, Jaehwan tended to get over-excited about a lot of things, but this was just ridiculous. Why? Hongbin didn’t even have the heart to ask the boy before he was locking the bathroom door behind him and singing Bigbang songs as loud as the ear could hear. But Hongbin had his headphones in, drowning out the off-pitch voice of his hyung in the bathroom. Times like these are where Hongbin wishes he could stop time and embrace the silence however.
But Hongbin usually knows that it doesn’t last forever. Because as soon as he’s switching to the next Park Hyoshin song, he hears the door practically fall of his hinges as it’s slammed into oblivion into the wall neighboring it. Jaehwan ruffles his hair as he steps out of the bathroom, obnoxiously inhaling the air. Hongbin rolls his eyes and turns up his music one level higher than it was originally. He just knew that this boy would do something that would irritate him.
He doesn’t even pay attention, but when he starts, Jaehwan is tapping him on the shoulder and Hongbin curiously narrows his eyes at his hyung. “What?”
“Wanna get some pizza or something? I’m starving,” Jaehwan says. He puffs out his bottom lip, his surefire method to getting any of his dongsaengs to fulfill his wishes.
“Whatever. I don’t care,” Hongbin says. But then, he does care, because he’s scanning his eyes over what Jaehwan has been wearing for the past hour, because it reeks with Hongbin’s scent. “Is that my hoodie?”
Jaehwan is walking away when he turns around. It’s like his body has tensed up somehow. He smiles sheepishly at the younger boy and shrugs. “It was the only thing clean in my drawer. I don’t know how it got there, but I’m borrowing it now. Do you mind?”
Hongbin doesn’t even hesitate to say, “No, I don’t mind,” before he regrets it. As soon as the words leave his lips, he’s staring at Jaehwan and is completely entranced in the way the collar dips a little to show a bit of collarbone. Jaehwan is only slightly smaller than Hongbin, and a bit slender, so the sleeves of the hoodie aren’t even as glued to his arms as they would be on Hongbin. There’s sweater paws at the end of it from being the teeniest bit too long, and does Hongbin mind? Not really.
Because he thinks he kind of likes it. He likes the way the gray hoodie drapes over Jaehwan’s frame quite lazily, making him seem like a tiny puppy with the sweater paws. He feels as if he doesn’t even want his hoodie back. He wants Jaehwan to wear it forever.
Hongbin doesn’t realize he’s wandered way out into space before he feels Jaehwan tap him again. Apparently his quick trip to recieve his phone didn’t take all that long. Hongbin turns his head and makes eye contact with Jaehwan. He can practically smell himself on the older boy, and it’s making him quite territorial. And he thinks it’s quite sexy, too. Then his eyes practically widen because, “Holy shit Hongbin, you just thought about your friend that way.” Much less one of your best friends.
The good parts of his mind are nagging at him that these thoughts are a mistake, and that he should fucking stop before he gets in trouble. Whatever trouble that may be, he doesn’t want it. But at the same time, maybe he does. He doesn’t even mind a bit of trouble and it kind of makes him feel more scandelous to think so. He’s peering down as far as he can down the hoodie, and as many times as he’d care to admit that he’s seen Jaehwan half-naked before, he wants to explore more.
Which is kind of fucking scary, because at this point, Hongbin is scaring himself. Jaehwan doesn’t even seem to notice at first, because somehow Hongbin is answering his questions with some part of his brain that’s working and he isn’t even noticing that fact. But then all zones of his brain stop working because the blood probably isn’t flowing there anymore.
Hongbin’s way too far gone. He’s wandered into unfamiliar territory, and he feels quite hot thinking about Jaehwan now that it’s kind of spooky. Unfortunately, now, Jaehwan notices. “Hey, did you hear anything I’m saying?” Jaehwan touches Hongbin’s hand. It’s super sweaty. “God, are you okay?” That tone snapped Hongbin out of it for a second, and he can see the reflection of himself in Jaehwan’s eyes. He’s wrecked. His pupils are so dilated that black almost consumes his entire cornea.
His teeth tug at the bottom of his lip and his brain doesn’t even align with his mouth anymore. “Don’t ever take that hoodie off.” Jaehwan’s confused at this point, tilting his head, but then he really pays attention to how Hongbin looks. His breathing has picked up speed, and if he probably checked, the boy’s heartbeat would be too. His pupils are blown wide and he’s starting to sweat like he’s overheated.
Hongbin has always thought Jaehwan as an innocent cinnamon roll, but he’s proven wrong when Jaehwan sidles up to Hongbin’s ear. “Do you like it when I wear your clothes, Binnie?” Hongbin mewls, and instantly, he’s embarrassed. God, he thought he would be the one to take charge if something like this ever happened, but he’s super wrong. He hears a sultry chuckle in his left ear, and then feels a nibble on his lobe. He shuts his eyes. This can’t be happening.
But it totally is, and Jaehwan isn’t even seeming to mind. He doesn’t even feel shocked about this kind of weird confession, because he’s running his tongue along Hongbin’s jawline and Hongbin thinks he’s going to pass out. Somehow this feels all too sudden, because Hongbin pulls away, sputtering. A good part of his mind has somehow been salvaged. “W-Wait. What are you doing?”
“What do you think I’m doing?” Jaehwan ignores him, and plunges straight into the crook of Hongbin’s neck, decorating the milky skin with splotches of purple. Hongbin loses sight of his question for a bit, but then remembers, pulling away again. “Don’t you want me, Binnie? Don’t you want to fuck me while I’m wearing your hoodie? Or do you want the opposite, you cock slut?” Hongbin doesn’t expect to be turned on by that kind of talk, but when he feels he’s half-hard, he doesn’t really question it anymore.
“Please fuck me, hyung,” Hongbin begs, and he isn’t even sure of it himself. His mind really isn’t correlating to what he’s saying, but after he’s said what he’s said, he doesn’t regret seeing the absolute diabolic grin stretch over Jaehwan’s face as he angrily attacks the rest of Hongbin’s neck. He runs his tongue over Hongbin’s Adam’s apple and sucks a mark there, growling as the other boy hums, keeping his noises to himself. He hastily grabs the other boy’s chin, forcing their faces together.
“Don’t keep those pretty noises to yourself, babe,” Jaehwan demands, and Hongbin swallows as he sees the predator come alive in Jaehwan’s eyes.
“Yes, hyung,” he whimpers. He feels himself being incredibly obedient and submissive, but he kind of likes it. Jaehwan tries to move to take his hoodie off, but Hongbin slams his wrist down on the couch and shakes his head. “Keep it on,” Hongbin snaps. Jaehwan isn’t too pleased with Hongbin’s dominant tone, so he lifts him up and smacks the boy’s ass rather harshly. Hongbin whines in the crook of Jaehwan’s shoulder.
“I’m in charge, okay?” Jaehwan snickers in the boy’s right ear this time and Hongbin just nods obediently. “Good boy. Now shirt. Off,” Jaehwan says, signaling to the still unnecessary garment of clothing hanging off the boy’s frame. Hongbin pulls it off, and Jaehwan doesn’t hesitate to run his hands along the chiseled abs of the other, pinching several spots. If Hongbin said he didn’t like the small bouts of pain, he’d be lying. Jaehwan mouths over the boy’s chest, leaving hot kisses over both of Hongbin’s nipples and caressing his sides as he does so.
Hongbin just lets himself go, moaning Jaehwan’s name as many times as he can get. He’s also getting quite impatient, because here Jaehwan is in his hoodie. He can’t resist that. “Just fuck me, hyung,” Hongbin orders, and Jaehwan just laughs.
“You’re much more bossy than I’d thought you’d be,” Jaehwan says as he unbuckles the boy’s pants, sliding both of the garments down so only Hongbin’s cock was poised in the air.
Hongbin gulps. “Thought I’d be?” Jaehwan falters as he undoes his belt, giving Hongbin a cute smile. Really? This was not the time for that. Hongbin pulls his hyung in by his belt loops, kissing him harshly as his stuck his tongue in the older boy’s mouth. “You’ve thought about this before, haven’t you?” Jaehwan tugs at Hongbin’s hair, bringing the boy to his eyes as he finally is only in his hoodie.
“Guilty,” Jaehwan whispers seductively, and Hongbin groans.
He suddenly turns over, grabbing Jaehwan’s hands and positioning him at his ass. “Prep me,” Hongbin demands.
“Hold on, princess, let’s be safe first,” Jaehwan jokes. As much as they’re both heavily aroused and wanting to get this done and overwith, there needs to be protection. Jaehwan comes back with a drained bottle of lube and a condom.
“I see you’ve been using that quite heavily,” Hongbin jokes. A small blush creeps on Jaehwan’s ears and he doesn’t answer the younger. He just covers his fingers in lube and crooks one into Hongbin’s tight hole. Hongbin isn’t expecting it, because when he feels it, he groans so loud he’s sure if anyone was sleeping in the dorm, it would wake them up instantly. He’s kind of glad now that Jaehwan is considering using the box of condoms Wonsik got him as a joke on his birthday last year.
Jaehwan fits in three before he feels a stretch, scissoring them in and out and when he finds Hongbin’s prostate, he knows he’s ready. Jaehwan slips the condom onto his length and is about to plunge into Hongbin when the boy stops him. “Let me ride you, hyung,” Hongbin says. There are no protests from Jaehwan as Hongbin sits on his cock.
Hongbin lets himself adjust, because really, he isn’t in a rush. He’s just so damn happy that Jaehwan has worn that hoodie. As he lifts himself up, he fingers the hoodie, pulling Jaehwan in closer to kiss him, all tongue and teeth and just a mess. But Jaehwan isn’t minding. His hands are resting on Hongbin’s backside as the boy rides him, and it’s so undeniably hot and tight and intimate that Jaehwan doesn’t last very long.
He knows he’s on the brink, so he fists the other boy’s cock to let him ride the high with him, only for Hongbin to come first, Jaehwan quick behind. Hongbin pants on his hyung’s shoulder as they both ride out their highs, only rising up when he feels Jaehwan’s cock inside him go soft.
Jaehwan lets out a satisfied sigh as he tosses the soiled condom into the bin. “I’ll return your hoodie whenever you want it,” Jaehwan says after they’ve been cuddling for a bit.
“Hell no. You keep it. We still have a lot of condoms to go through.”
Summary: Five times Hongbin is weirdly attracted to Jaehwan and one time where he just can’t hold back anymore. So, technically six.
Pairing: Kenbin(Ken/Hongbin)
Word Count: 4.8K
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I.
It all began with a simple thing most boys in his dorm did. Usually Hongbin didn’t really think much of it, because, well, he didn’t swing that way. At least, he thought he didn’t.
It was after practice and each member was drenched in sweat and was absolutely glistening. Unfortunately, their manager had taken one of the bathrooms and now there was a line of sweaty idols congregating for the shower time, and unfortunately, Wonsik had been the one who was quicker than everyone else. Their leader outwardly groaned and complained whilst the contradictory Taekwoon kept his mouth shut and simply ambled away to his room, lying on his futon for the time being. The maknae was respectful, at least, and plopped down on the couch and played on his phone for a bit. Hongbin minded a lot that Wonsik took the last shower, but didn’t say anything. The other member who was very vocal about his complaints happened to be the cute main vocal.
“Aish, why does Wonshikkie get the first shower!? It’s unfair!”
“I agree!” Hakyeon shoots his fist up in the air and joins his younger in protest, going full mom mode and scolding his other member currently lathering up. Jaehwan gives Hakyeon a high five and they both look at each other in mutual agreement before going on their way again. The room had gotten steadily warmer with the increase of bodies, and sooner or later, everyone started to sweat again. Hongbin’s fringe was sticking to his forehead by then, and his breathing had become quite labored.
Apparently the other members standing by the bathroom felt the same thing, because Sanghyuk was starting to complain along with 75% of the hyung line. Hakyeon pounded on the door and outwardly yelled into the bathroom. Wonsik was taking an awfully long time. Mysteriously, Taekwoon had vanished, and Hongbin had surmised that the manager had finished his shower and Taekwoon took his opportunity to get away from the better part of his team yelling at screaming at Wonsik to hurry up already. Jaehwan groaned and let out a little whine. “It’s so hot in hereeeee!”
And that’s when Jaehwan shed his shirt that practically stuck to his body with the overwhelming perspiration, showing his paled chest in comparison to the more tanned areas on his arms and face. He certainly wasn’t as built as Wonsik or Hongbin, but he had a lean figure and skin blemish free. There wasn’t even a single mole on that boy’s chest. Jaehwan’s skin looked as though he’d already taken a shower and was starting to dry, but it was the sweat that built up from hours of dance practice and the growing heat in the room that got him drenching. Hongbin’s breath hitched in his throat for whatever reason as he looked at his now half-naked hyung.
The other members paid no mind, but Hongbin’s widened eyes were glued to the main vocal’s chest. His collarbones protruded out underneath his neck and were ever more prominent than anything. Hongbin’s eyes raked down his hyung’s form until he stopped at the small line of hair connected to his navel leading into the v that halted at his jeans. Hongbin’s mind wondered what lie ahead, and that’s when he heard the shower shut off and when he blinked a few times out of thought. What had just happened?
“Finally!” Jaehwan says a few moments later as Wonsik emerges from the steamy room, a towel draping over his bottom half. With Wonsik, Hongbin didn’t feel the same sort of amusement when he looked at the boy’s chest. He was built, definitely, and very attractive, but Hongbin had no idea. He fancied Jaehwan’s form even more. He shook his head to snap himself out of it as his face grew warm. Wonsik moved out of the way confusedly as Jaehwan shuts the door behind him in the bathroom and locks it.
Hakyeon is absolutely furious as he pounds on the door. “I was supposed to be next, Jaehwannie!”
“But who was the one who was half-naked?”
Hongbin was woozy.
II.
A few months after the shower incident, and Hongbin hadn’t focused on his infatuation with Jaehwan’s chest. In fact, he hadn’t really focused on anyone else in particular at all. He was preparing for a comeback with his group members and was completely intending to blow the Starlights away with this one. With only a few days before the official album release of Chained Up, things were getting a little hectic. The realVIXX YouTube channel’s latest teaser was blowing up with comments and likes, and the members were doing a fresh photo shoot for their individual booklets at the end of the photo book.
The shoots were going in age order, and Hakyeon was currently poised in front of the camera, posing ever so effortlessly; it was as if he was born to do it. They were all dressed up in various wardrobe styles for their booklets, but most of them were dressed in the trademark suits for the comeback. The most they were allowed to show was their collarbones and part of their chest. They didn’t want to give Starlights a heart attack just yet.
Hongbin was leaning up against the wall conversing with the maknae, as he was right next to him. They were discussing trivial things, really, and it didn’t have much substance. Taekwoon is silent at the front of the line and Wonsik is browsing on his phone. He looks up for a split second and decides that fixing Jaehwan’s suit jacket is the activity he wants to do. He adjusts it so more of his chest is covered and the fabric neglects to hide the obtruding collarbones.
Hongbin’s biggest mistake was to watch the scene. His eyes flicker over the bones for a split second and he knows he’s a goner. He has no idea why they’re so attractive, but they are, and he can’t take it. He wonders what it would be like if they were marked purple all over, and when he thinks that, something stirs in the pit of his stomach and he realizes how long he’s been staring.
He blinks several times and averts his gaze to the floor, admiring the dirt that came in from their outside shoot unenthusiastically. He knows something’s changed since the last time he’s found Jaehwan appealing like that, but he can’t quite put his finger on it. He tries to wave off the sensation he felt, but every time he blinks, he sees those collarbones in his mind and he outwardly licks his lips. It’s kind of animalistic.
That’s when Hongbin realizes he’s scaring himself.
III.
The third incident is where platonic shifts to a concoction of romance blended with tons of sexual tension. At least, for Hongbin. At first it was a sexual infatuation with Jaehwan, but now Jaehwan is fucking up Hongbin’s feelings and he isn’t sure how to feel about it.
At this point, the group was promoting Depend on Me and were in Japan for a few concerts. The whole group had just gotten there from their long trip at the airport, and everyone was utterly exhausted. Hakyeon could barely formulate sentences at the front desk as he gained their room cards. He just handed one to anyone who was still awake enough to notice, and that was Hongbin, Sanghyuk, and Taekwoon. Wonsik was the definition of sleeping standing up as he dragged his feet along the carpet as Taekwoon tugged his sleeve. Apparently they were rooming together. Sanghyuk, however sleepy he was, skipped merrily to his room and called out towards the still groggy leader in the entrance hall. “C’mon, hyung, let’s go!”
“It’s never the maknaes that lose energy,” Hakyeon mutters as he trudges along behind Sanghyuk, who is currently opening the room. Taekwoon and Wonsik are no longer seen, which leaves Hongbin with the key card and a drowsy Jaehwan. What a great match, honestly. Jaehwan pouts and puffs his bottom lip out, which looks irresistably kissable but Hongbin is definitely not thinking about that at the moment. Nope. Not at all.
He drags Jaehwan along with him as he opens the door with the card. They both neglect their bags at the entrance, too tired to unpack them and place them elsewhere. Hongbin notices Jaehwan hasn’t moved from the door, so he picks the bed closest to the window so he can see the sunset outside. However, Jaehwan doesn’t seem to get the message that Hongbin’s claimed that bed, because he flops down upon it and snuggles himself up in the covers. “Hyung, your bed is over there,” Hongbin annunciates, pointing towards the vacant mattress seemingly waiting for Jaehwan to sink into it.
“Too tired to move,” Jaehwan says as he scoots up a little so he can rest on the pillow. Hongbin’s tired, too, and he’s about to move to the other bed with whatever strength he has left in his drained body when Jaehwan latches onto his waist and pulls him closer, almost spooning him.
“Hey! Hyung! Let me go!” But he doesn’t; Jaehwan just snuggles him closer, and Hongbin can smell the cologne he’s wearing and he feels sick to his stomach, but in a good way.
“Good night, Binnie,” Jaehwan mumbles, shutting his eyes and resting his head next to Hongbin. Hongbin can hear the slow pitter patter of Jaehwan’s heartbeat on his back, and it’s driving him insane. His own beat quickens considerably.
The close contact and sharing between body heats makes Hongbin’s skin absolutely sear. His heart swells whenever he’s reminded that Jaehwan is holding him. He’s not letting go, and that leaves a sense of security within the younger as he hears Jaehwan’s breathing level out. He knows the older boy is asleep, and his shallow breathing and the mixture of the intoxiacting cuddle leaves Hongbin useless. He just falls asleep as well.
IV.
Needless to say, Hongbin didn’t get a good night’s sleep like he initially thought he would in the bliss of Jaehwan’s arms. He awoke a few hours later, and the beginnings of daylight were creeping up in the sky as a cantaloupe colored sphere lit the twilight sky with seas of orange. Hongbin rubbed his eyes and tried to sit up, but remembered the tight hold of Jaehwan’s arms around him. Somehow, Jaehwan’s legs tangled with Hongbin’s own, and one of the older’s thighs were pressed up against him. As much as he would hate to remove Jaehwan’s grip from the younger, he does, so he can go to the bathroom really quickly and get a few more minutes of shut eye before his leader would be pounding at the door.
He’s about to twist the doorknob of the bathroom when he hears a mewl from his bed. Jaehwan’s fidgeting around and making strange noises. At first, Hongbin brushes it off, but they get more and more frequent as Hongbin’s away in the bathroom. He thinks he hears a moan escape the boy’s mouth, but waves it off. When the sultry sounds become more frequent, however, his dick twitches in his jeans that he forgot to take off when he fell asleep. He could feel a familiar stir in his stomach he had felt only a few months prior to something like this, and he was terrified.
He could tell the urge was much stronger. He sneaks back into the room, now occupying Jaehwan’s bed so he could get some much needed shut eye. But if he said those noises Jaehwan was making wasn’t affecting his sleep schedule, he would be lying. Because Hongbin can’t help it when he hears a high pitched mewl again, and he definitely doesn’t ignore his semi-hard on. He wants to tell his dick to take a rain check for a few hours, but apparently that isn’t how it works. Before he knows it, Hongbin has a raging erection straining against his tight jeans, and he so badly wants to get off.
For a second, he doesn’t think it would be a bad idea, and then he realizes he’s in too deep. The friendship line has been blurred and overpassed by this point, because Hongbin’s taking his dick out of his pants and stroking himself right next to the person he’s thinking about. He’s sleeping, for fuck’s sake, his inner conscience says. But the lust fogs his judgement and for today, he isn’t as cautious as he usually is. Sooner or later, he’s making the same noises Jaehwan is in the bed next to him, shutting his eyes as he strokes himself slow, trying to contain his noises as much as possible.
As much as he thinks it’s hot to get off while Jaehwan is in the bed next to him, he tries not to be as loud. He really doesn’t want to get caught for his dignity, but at the same time, he wouldn’t mind if Jaehwan had caught him. His mind wanders further than it ever had before, thinking about what his bandmate would be like in bed, and what kind of a person he would be. Thinking about Jaehwan being submissive in bed brings a low growl in the back of Hongbin’s throat, and before he knows it, he’s shooting a load all over the hotel’s comforter. He instantly feels guilty, because, what the fuck is he going to do!?
The closet is open and that’s literally the only thing he thinks about. He strips the stained comforter off of the bed and throws it in the closet, shutting it abruptly before turning around and trying to hide it, even though it’s shut. Jaehwan’s still sleeping like a baby despite the arousal heavy in Hongbin’s groans a minute ago. His regular cautious behavior comes back to him as he realizes what he’s just done. He feels dirty, but at the same time, there’s a rush to it.
It dawns on him that he’s way too far gone to even think of Jaehwan as a friend anymore. That line was blurred ever since the first incident.
V.
Hongbin immediately tells Hakyeon that it isn’t a good idea to finally watch the final cut of Chained Up. It was pretty common for groups to not know how their final product came out, but the leader was curious that day and typed the name of their newest Korean release into the search bar. Instantaneously, Hakyeon had the music video queued up and ready for their group members to watch. Sanghyuk had agreed, because, well, he really wanted to see how his part came out. Hakyeon, of course, wanted to see for the same reason. Wonsik was interested in how they filmed some of the shots, so he also volunteered to watch. Jaehwan was the first one to agree out of the six because, well, he liked watching their music videos.
Taekwoon and Hongbin were the only people to disagree with this activity. Taekwoon because he would get embarrassed. Hongbin because he didn’t know what the video entailed. Plus a little embarrassment along with that. He wasn’t sure how the video was going to make him feel, because he’d been harboring pretty lethal feelings for Jaehwan recently and it wasn’t going to help his overwhelming impulse to hold himself back. There were very thin strings holding Hongbin together right now, and stuff like this could shatter his perception as a whole.
“Binnie, come on! You usually love to do things like this with us!” That’s true. He recalls the first time he ever watched Superhero with the members, laughing at all the cuts in it. He fondly remembers laughing at his leader’s hair and getting sliced in the neck because of it. He loved bonding with this group members like this, but things have changed. Hongbin’s feelings have changed. He’s petrified. “I’ll let you have first shower when we have dance practice next.”
That offer was almost too good to pass up. So he takes it. “Sure, hyung.”
“Yay! Taekwoonie, what about you? Please watch it?” Hakyeon pouts at the stoic male, and he huffs out.
“Fine.” Hakyeon grins ear to ear as he clicks on the video, the males all around it watching with intent.
“Intense start,” the maknae remarks with an open mouth in awe at the production quality. He’s got to agree with the younger boy there; all of the music videos have been of impeccable quality that it baffles Hongbin every time. When Hongbin’s part begins, the leader nudges him and Hongbin’s face reddens when he sees himself dancing and in the water.
Hakyeon’s part comes up next, and the leader hums audibly. “I look great,” he remarks, and Wonsik groans.
“You don’t have to say it. We know,” Wonsik complains. Hakyeon reaches over his shoulder to pinch Wonsik’s cheeks.
“Thanks, Wonshikkie. I knew I liked you.” The chorus begins and Taekwoon immediately lives up to his nickname of Head Fairy, because he’s blocking everyone out and becoming outwardly embarrassed to the maximum. When Jaehwan’s part comes up on screen and he sees him, Hongbin’s self control flies out the window.
Because Jaehwan looks so delicious in his scenes, and he’s making eye contact with the camera just right. It feels like Hongbin is eye fucking the image on the screen. All the sound around him is drowned out as he watches intently whenever Jaehwan comes onto the screen. He moves and dances with vigor, lip syncing his parts to perfection, and a screaming need in the back of Hongbin’s mind is telling him to rip that boy’s suit off right now. But it’s just a music video. Jaehwan isn’t wearing the suit anymore.
Hongbin feels as if he’s overreacting, but he realizes he isn’t when he notices he’s semi-hard. Uh oh. This is not good. As soon as the video ends and there’s an uncomfortably straining tent forming even more in Hongbin’s pants, he emits a low, “I gotta go,” before he runs into his bedroom for a bit. When the members have cleared away from the monitor, he scurries into the bathroom, locks the door behind him, and takes a long, ice cold shower to will his arousal away for the time being.
He can’t keep doing this.
VI.
Hongbin is sure the rest of the members as well as him are secretly happy their Japanese tour is over. Now they get to rest up for a bit before a new project consumes their every waking hour. Their schedule is free and they’re flying back to Korea the next day, but for tonight, they have to sleep again at the hotel. Hongbin’s reading something on his phone and Jaehwan is howling with laughter at the tv. He’s watching something funny, but Hongbin doesn’t know what. He’s not paying attention.
“Binnie~!” Jaehwan tries to get his bandmate’s attention with just that, but it’s no use. Hongbin is fully engrossed in the article he’s reading, and it intrigues him even more than Jaehwan’s half-hearted calls to gain his attention. Jaehwan puffs his bottom lip out and ventures into uncharted territory; at least it’s uncharted territory for Hongbin. Hongbin still doesn’t notice Jaehwan’s leaning really closely to him, their breaths intermingling as Jaehwan invades the younger’s space. “Whatcha reading?” No response.
Jaehwan sighs. “Guess I’m gonna have to do something more forceful,” he says almost with sorrow in his voice. He takes Hongbin’s phone and flings it onto the other bed so it wouldn’t get destroyed, and pins Hongbin’s wrists to the bed and laughs at him. “Pay attention to meee!” If this were a few months ago, Hongbin would go along with it. They were friends who always used to wrestle with each other and play often, but this time, it was different. With Jaehwan on top of him like that, Hongbin definitely couldn’t hold it in anymore.
The dam was breaking.
“Fuck you, Jaehwan,” Hongbin manages out, his breathing picking up as he notices how close Jaehwan is to him. The older male gasps when he hears Hongbin swear; Hongbin doesn’t swear often, but when he does, he’s really irritated.
“Did I do something wrong this time? Did I lie on top of a sore spot? Sorry, Binnie,” Jaehwan says. He’s about to climb off when Hongbin surges forward, capturing the plush lips between his own. At first, Jaehwan is shocked. He doesn’t know what to think when he feels Hongbin’s lips envelope his own, but once they start moving in sync, he realizes it’s sickly sweet and toxic. Hongbin thinks the same thing.
Jaehwan’s thought about this once or twice, but he hasn’t fallen as deep as Hongbin. As deep as Hongbin, who’s rutting against Jaehwan’s knee already, and they’re just kissing. He feels like a hormonal teenager. It would make sense since he was still young, but his arousal never built up that much and he’s never had a better orgasm than he ever had besides when he was thinking about Jaehwan. Jaehwan was an addictive drug, and Hongbin was a junkie.
Hongbin breaks the kiss, because honestly, he doesn’t want Jaehwan to be the one in charge. If there’s a next time, he’ll definitely want to try that. But for now, he’s leaning into the boy underneath him, sucking marks into those beautiful collarbones. He finds the shirt unnecessary, so he tugs at the fabric as he’s sucking marks into the main vocal’s neck. “Off,” he commands, and Jaehwan is quick to comply. His shirt flies off and the first sight that started it all flashes before Hongbin’s eyes. He licks his lips seductively and trails his lips down the boy’s chest, sucking marks into whatever area he fancies most, and leaving wet, hot kisses on every other area.
He tugs his own shirt off, and Jaehwan is quick to run his hands over Hongbin’s abs. Hongbin bats his hands away and leans into Jaehwan, whispering into the boy’s ear. “No touching,” he says to the boy. He’s whimpering underneath the younger as he gets touched, and a diabolic smirk plays at Hongbin’s features. He undoes Jaehwan’s belt and dips his hand down Jaehwan’s boxers. He’s semi-hard, but Hongbin pumps him a few times and his member eventually stands at attention for Hongbin, who bites his lip hungrily as he pulls down the waistband.
Jaehwan’s cock springs up and bobs in the air a bit. It’s making Hongbin painfully hard at this point, seeing this boy’s beautiful cock poised in the air only for Hongbin. He takes off his own pants and undergarments to where they’re both fully undressed and bare for each other. Jaehwan mewls when Hongbin kisses up Jaehwan’s thighs, teasing him as he sucks gigantic purple marks into the inner flesh. “P-Please Binnie,” Jaehwan stutters, and Hongbin can’t help but pull another sickening smirk at the ends of his lips.
“What was that? What’s my name?” Hongbin bites particularly hard on the mark on Jaehwan’s left thigh and the older whines in pleasure.
“Please daddy,” Jaehwan tests, and as a reward, a delicious growl emits from the boy on top of him as he runs his hands up the older’s sensitive thighs.
“Good boy,” Hongbin says. His mouth inches towards Jaehwan’s cock, red, angry, and leaking out precum. He slots his lips against it and takes it all in his mouth, trying to fight his gag reflex to pleasure someone of his affections.
Jaehwan pants because it’s way too much. This is everything he’s ever thought about with Hongbin, well, minus the Hongbin being dominant part. That was a huge surprise to Jaehwan himself and he would be lying if he said he didn’t like it. His fingers lace through Hongbin’s locks as he tongues Jaehwan’s slit, making the boy groan in ecstasy. “I-I think I’m gonna-” Before Jaehwan finishes his sentence, Hongbin gets off him with a pop.
“Flip over,” Hongbin growls, and Jaehwan is quick to do so.
Hongbin’s loving how pliant Jaehwan is with commands. It’s like he could get used to this kind of role with Jaehwan. If it were anyone else, he’d be totally embarrassed, but with this boy, it’s completely different. Hongbin feels as though he could do so many things that he would be embarrassed about if talked about in public. He feels as though this is his alter ego. Hongbin’s prepared, because, if he hadn’t thought about bottoming out before, then he wouldn’t have brought his lube. He gets up for a second, leaving the panting mess known as Jaehwan on the bed and patiently waiting for Hongbin to return.
He brings a condom long forgotten in a spot in his bag. He’d been given one as a joke, but now, he thanks the heavens that he has one, because he would be severely disappointed if he couldn’t pound into that juicy ass. Jaehwan moaned every time Hongbin touched him slightly, and if that wasn’t hot, Hongbin didn’t know what was. He preps Jaehwan by covering a small amount of his index finger in lube and sliding the digit in his tight hole. “You okay?”
Jaehwan nods, and then adds, “I’ve never done this before, so go easy on me.”
“I haven’t either,” Hongbin admits, and they both kind of shyly laugh at each other.
But when Hongbin adds a second finger, that laughter dies down and transmits to beautiful noises emitting from Jaehwan’s throat. Jaehwan’s begging for more, and Hongbin complies by giving him a third finger. He scissors them in and out of Jaehwan, making sure he’s comfortable and adjusted before the real thing comes into play. He likes to be dominant with Jaehwan, but he also likes to make sure he’s doing everything right and making him comfortable. Sooner or later, though, his animalistic tendencies kick back into high gear as he slides the condom onto his cock and covers it in lube.
“Ready?” Hongbin slides up to Jaehwan and presses a comforting kiss to the back of his neck.
“Y-Yeah,” Jaehwan admits, and Hongbin pushes into him slowly. They both moan in sync at the feeling, and Hongbin is on cloud nine. He loves the sight of Jaehwan’s hole enveloping his cock, and the feeling is so amazingly warm and pleasurable. He just wants to move already, but he waits for Jaehwan’s go ahead. “Move, please,” Jaehwan cries out, and Hongbin starts out slow.
What started as slow, tender thrusts turned into Hongbin pounding into Jaehwan as hard as he could. The headboard was banging against the wall and no doubt leaving marks on the wallpaper, but Hongbin didn’t care. Here he was, fucking pretty little Lee Jaehwan and making him submit to every single command. He’s on the verge of collapse when his orgasm rips through him and he shoots his seed into the condom. Jaehwan finishes shortly after and Hongbin pulls out of him, disposing the condom in the trash basket next to the bed.
Jaehwan whimpers a bit at the loss of being filled up, but then he sees Hongbin scoot closer to him and wrap his arms around the boy’s middle and it doesn’t seem so bad. He’s not caring about the dirtied sheets because here Hongbin is; Hongbin, who fucked him into next week, but is also caringly cuddling him right this minute. Before Hongbin drifts off to sleep, Jaehwan rolls over, and gazes right into the younger’s eyes. “What-What are we?” Hongbin shrugs. “I don’t know. I’m not worrying about it now. We can be whatever we want to be.”
Jaehwan shuts up for a bit, and then has the urge to kiss Hongbin on the lips. He does. This time, it’s not full of tongue and desire and lust, but it’s tender and loving, almost languid in a way. Jaehwan could get used to kisses like those. “So, if we’re boyfriends, we could do stuff like this all the time?”
“I guess that’s what the label entails, sure.” Jaehwan kisses the top of Hongbin’s nose, and the younger boy goes red in the face.
“I like that label. Let’s be boyfriends. Also, why are you getting red when you’re the one who fucked me?” Queue embarrassed, flustered Hongbin. In alarm, the younger boy covers Jaehwan’s mouth with his hand.
“Shut up! The others could hear you!”
“As if they didn’t hear us anyways,” Jaehwan remarks as he moves Hongbin’s hand away from his mouth. “And besides, who cares?” Hongbin pecks his lover’s cheek and smiles, the dimples caving into his cheeks as he gazes at the one who holds his affections.
“You’re kind of right.” Hongbin shuts his eyes and attempts to replenish his energy by sleeping. He’s almost asleep when he’s asked one final question by Jaehwan.
“Binnie?”
Hongbin quirks one eye open and mumbles in a sleepy voice, “Yeah?”
“Next time we do it, I want to be on top.” Next time, Hongbin’s mind echoes.
